Pissed off...

I cried myself out yesterday. All d way from campus to the house.
I cried like a baby. I cried with sounds which never happened before.
Whenever I cry, sob is the only sound will be heard.
Yesterday, was the worst cry ever..

I didn't cry that way when my first love breaks my heart.
I didn't cry that way when the person I love wants us to be apart.
I didn't cry that way when being scolded for going to Bangkok on my own.

But I cried like hell bcoz of that SOB.
I can never keep everything on my own. Was really disappointed and need some 1 to talk to.
I don't really need a boyfriend for that. All I need is an understanding parents.
I know, each time my dad sees me cry, he cries himself inside too..
But I need him to know my situation.. my hardness.. my life..
Family is important to him..
But not when his own family treating his daughter real bad.
How dare that 'Sob' treated me the way that Papa couldn't even imagine.
If he can turn back time.. for sure Papa will never pay a penny for dat 'Sob' studies expenses.

Now, let me finish my things.. n then you and you family can go to HELLLL!!!
I may don't have uncle to pay my expenses but I hv a FATHER who are willing to do that for me.
If my dad can pay an expenses throughout 4 years study time, he much more willing to pay for my expenses double of the time.

I really need a break. I'm going to Kuantan tonight. Need a refresh. Perhaps tomorrow we'll go to Perhentian again.

Mencari kenangan yg masih tersisa....

Karena wanita ingin dimengerti...

Aku tatau nk start dari mana..
Actually, mcm aku malas gak nk tulis sbb takut tersilap tulis kang kene gelak je..
Arini da 2 kali aku ckp benda mengarut..
Satu aku cakap, Can u plz get me a glass in water?
Which I'm supposed to say, Can u plz get me water in a glass?
Pastu aku dok ckp2 ngan member.. rasanya aku siap antar sms bagai..
Cakap pasal pain in ass.. guess what?? Aku tulis ass in pain..
Tp yg best tu org diam.. aku pun tak pk blk..
tu maknanya aku tak pk apa yg aku ckp.. men lepas je..
Btw, forgive me.. ketensenan da bermula sbb esok boss blk..

ok done with that part.

Td aku dgr lagu Irwan Syah - Camelia. Haha..
Nama dia da dekat2 ngan nama aku tu.. Buang C, jadila Amelia.. :p
So excited aku tau lagu baru, aku pun send la kat sorang scandal aku ni..
Actually, takdela scandal pun.. kira cam kawan2 gitu le..
Aku tak pernah ada serius relationship ngan dia.. unless aku need him to send me somewhere somehow.. camtula.. kira mcm agak make used of him gakla.. hohohoo
Pastu.. owh. .. bukan aku send kat dia sorang.. ada few gak yg time tu tgh chatting ngan aku..
So aku just send link Youtube kat derang..

Guess what, this mamat.. dia ckp kat aku... "I bagi lgu ni kat u, ikhlas dari hati.. Lagu ni menggambarkan hati I yg sebenar.."
I was like.. WTF???
Aku cam.. erkk.. eh hello.. sejak bla la aii jd simpanan you??
Owh puh lease ok!!
Kuasa aku..
Yg mana sblm dgr lagu tu.. elok2 chatting, citer pasal nk tgk wayang..
So, go to hell.. I will never go out or see you.. You can go to Neraka!!

Ish.. terus hilang mood arini..

Btw, again... tlg la ok.. aku tak selera la..
Really not my cup of tea.. not at all!!
Kalo aku lelaki, I would say.. aku akan kene erectile dysfunction..
For God's sake!!

So what??
Owh, aku citer ngan kawan.. Dia kata, asal ko nk marah..
Lantak diala situ.. as long as ko rasa ko bukan simpanan dia okla..
Owh.. hmm.... ok

#Aku rindu.. rindu sangat... If only he knows..

Girls talk..

We had this girls talk not so long time ago...
I wasn't really interested with what she's talking about so I dun really bother much...
I was busy writing on my old lpc..
Suddenly, (I've no idea how we get into such topic but..) she came about a gossip bout me..
Well yeah.. not like I'm an artist or glamorous or whatsoever but still when there's a single gossip about me, make my life sounds interesting..
Hell no.. trust me.. It is not!!

She said, = we were saying about ur avoidance behavior towards this marriage thingy when someone pop up the possibility of you r broken hearted..

Whoaaa... ppl nowadays are discussing my life..
Hmm quite interesting.. well of course it is coz I dun even damn know about it..
Ok, yeah.. i did avoid a wedding or perhaps two .. well ok.. quite a number but it simply because I hate to be distress later on being asking all such questions.. So please gimme a break!!

I raised my eyebrow n she said, = Yea..yea.. I know, it is not good to discuss some other ppl life but we love you. We r trying to help you.

Again I raised my eyebrow..

She added, = Hey, just listen first.. will ya?

I didn't say anything.. For God's sake.. Ok continue..

She nodded n say, = ok, then *toot* said, you will never broken hearted. Since it is merely human emotional. So broken hearted will be a big NO NO for you.

So? What am I? an angel?

Her face turned red as she saying this, = well, not exactly what he said but it is totally different from that. 180 degree different.

Owh, ok.. I think I know what he said.

She gave me this pity look, = But I know, you are not. Dun bother about it ok. Lets move on n have faith on some1. You cannot keep yourself this way.

I dun need your pity dear..

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Well, ok..
I dun wanna talk about this much..
But let me tell you..
I dun give a fuckin damn on what u said..
I know I'm bad..
I know I'm a fuckin bitch..
So WHAT??
Gimme a break.. will ya!!

Pull Out

I had a very good lesson today..
After all, things went smooth and research going well through these 2 days..
But, as usual b4 u had things went well, there must be lotz n lotz of problems all the way..
We had to submit the proposal by today erkk yesterday to be exact..
Boss didn't even spare a minute of his time to read mine.. (kinda VERY dissapointed ok!)
Luckily I sent a copy to Dr Nadeem and he helped me out on few aspects. He corrected the proposal. Huhu.. cannot harapla the boss.. All he knows, I must do the task n finish it within the time given.. arghh serabot...

Thinking of pulling out, but yet i don't want to waste all the time spent here for nothing. Kene sabar sket la.. but still don't know sampai mana tahap kesabaran tu.. dushhh...

Bila nk g pulau?? baru balik dari hutan nk sibuk nk g pulau plak.. adehhh....
Nahar!!! Kata nk sms aku.. mana???

Biatch getting rudebitch..

Yesterday, I was shocked with a fren who actually hv sort of feeling on me. Ok, fine with it. Not yet settle with the matters.. maybe later.. I dun feel like wanna sort it out.. tunggula bila hati da tenang sket yek.. Sabar..

This morning, the janda with a child si awek syarilbodo tu called me up. She really spoiled my day. Very the biatch one la that bitch. I tell u, she made my day turn red as hot n anger filling me all day. Damn bitch. (ha.. anggap je pahala pose aku da menipis bagai nk rak..)

Wanna know y she called me up? Meh nk story mory..

Remember, few days back b4 aku moved out from Kuantan, syarilbodo contacted me back? Well, up to the point we even talking about engagement (which then, my mom reacted like.. over my dead body!). So I just keep silent gtu2 je la.. Tell him, he worth some1 better (as kononnya aku ni jahat sangatla kononnya.. yuckkss.. I bcome so sarcastic..hohoo). Then, the day I went back to KL, I met syaril for like 5-10 minutes. Tak plak aku perasan dia snap my pic. N here the story begins...

Syarilbodo told me that he broke up with d janda (note that I'll use this title coz she insist that she such a good janda..) bcoz of wuteverla.. n I dun wanna give a damn. In fact, takdela sampai aku cam gila2 sangat ngan mamat tu.. well, not after I met dayang.. at least :p. So he wants me back n o la la.. wuteverla kan.. pastu aku pun da not in contact with him da coz I dun c y do I have to. So done with him and I'm move on with my life.

Pastu, I met dayang.. n I heard byk story bout that guy. Which later on aku realize, syarilbodo da putarbelit ngan aku sampai aku nmpk dayang ni yg jahat sangat. There's a lot of things yg mcm ada connection ngan what happened time aku still with syarilbodo.Well, aku masih tak bleh terima yg kancil aku pun bleh jd tempat dia fuck betina.. Rasa cam nk kene samak blk kete kancil ku itu.. huhuuu.. Nyesal bagi dia pinjam.. Damn!!

OK, back to the janda story. Ntah apsal, the janda called me this morning ask me if I ever meet syarilbodo, bf kesayangan dia sangat tu. So I said yea.. few days b4 pose n in fact he called me selalu pun b4 that. Then dia naik hangin n say rude things to me. Say that she will nvr forgive me for what aku buat ngan syaril kat blakang dia n all.. this crazy biatch, I tell u.. really out if his mind. Then nangis2 n terus letak tepon.. fine wth me.. then she sent me a msg..

"Thnx liya 4 wat u done 2me. u yg i p'cya u yg khianati i. i knw u hv flg wt syarilbodo.if s'thng hapen 2me 2day u n syarilbodo yg b'tgngjwb.n rmbr ths.DEMI ALLAH I XKAN MAAFKAN APA YG U BUAT PADA I DUNIA&AKHIRAT..I B'DOA MGA U ALL B'DUA RSA APA YG I RSA &MALAH LBH HBT DR APA YG U ALAMI DULU.THNX KRN M'JD DURI DLM DAGING!"

N this is my reply...

"I can blive u bcum like dis bcoz of him. I nk kt dia buat pe?afte al he's been sleeping around with girls. Tlgla u ckp kt dia i tak teringin pun nk kt dia plus dia bermuka2 cm2. Telling bad this about u2me n d other way around.stop being childishla. U da tua pkla ank n family. worth ke nk bunuh diri bcoz of syarilbodo n me. I anggap syarilbodo kwn n so do u.If u rs I duri dlm daging. IM SORRY K. Apepun ingat Allah"

*Pls take note.. aku tak ubah aper pun kecuali nama syarilbodo tu ye..

Then again she called me.. yg aku bengang tu.. okla.. fine, she wants explanation.. tp perlu ke aku dgr fact yg 'kalau u nk tau liya, dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki i dah serahkan pada dia..' and 'kalo ktorg da break, kenapa i still ikut dia g utara, kenapa i still stay with him, kenapa i still hv sex with him, ktorg still tdo sama liya' and also 'rin ni hati baik liya, tak pandai nk balas dendam kat orang.hati rin bersih n suci. kalo liya kenal rin, liya takkan tergamak nk lukakan hati rin'. So fuck up la dia ni..

kenapa aku tak pk perasan rin time aku nk jmp syarilbodo? I'm not an angel yg aku kene pk perasan dia.. hmm just like aku jumpa kawan2 lelaki aku yg len.. yg mana pakwe2 orang gakla.. as aku takde rasa apa2.. jumpa as a fren okla. AKu hangin sangat2 sbb the janda bleh kata, konon dia ingat aku jumpa babi (lagi sekor) tu sbb nk fuck up dia.. The bitch really out of border already la. Ish.. ishh... aku siap cakap yg kononnya aku tertinggalkan otak aku kat kuantan so tak terpk sal dia.

I was just wondering, y ppl bcome so open about this? Ko fuck ppl n u tell the public? What the hells wrong with ppl nowadays?? Kalo ko ckp, i tdo ngan dia.. aku cm bleh trima kot.. coz sopan sket.. korang fucking ke sucking ke wutever ke.. ikut org tu la kan.. tp kalo da masuk sampai ke detail2.. tu too much.. just too much..

Lantak la dia..

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Hmm.. blog aku.. suke aku la nk buat aper.. huh.. puas hati aku!! Rasa cam nk tampal kat sume2 blog aku.. bior padan muka masing2!

Bye..

I met the old 'nyanyuk' guy this morning. First thing I do when I reach campus. He gave me the othersidedown story mory.. which like hell.. I'm pissed off... pretending like helping me so much.. GTH!!!..

I've made my decision.. I'm quiting this game. I'm quiting everything.. I rather stay at home doing nothing than facing the same lame old guys who trying to set my life upside down..

I'm going soon.. gotta settle some thing here first then get my ass out of this place ASAP. Couldn't wait to leave this fucking place..

Bodo mu ni...

I was so happy today till the bro HOD pm me n told me that my dad called the office. I was so shocked coz I would never believe he will do that. In fact, personally for him to call some1 with name n holding important post. How could dad do that. He knows nothing about that person who claimed Papa called him up.

Then, my life was like sooooo upside down. What the hell?? N the best thing is, he's telling that to the board of meeting which then gv me a very bad name. Hell, this old guy really make me so pissed off..

Things just happen at the same time n I dun think I can take it. Its too much. Gotta to settle things one by one. Called Dr J first, then go straight away to see Dr K. Then on d way back, went to see Dr Raj. I wanted to c Dr O but he's not around. I'm so fucking pissed off... Darn!!

I'm thinking of quit.. I wanna quit this fucking political stupid thingy.. I get my ass off...

Still fren...

Sekadar gambar hiasan..

What would happen if u r trying to love somebody but in the other hand that particular person always turn u down..??
Aku udah bela-belain blaja nyayangin kamu tapi ternyata hati kamu itu batu atau konkrit.. aku ga' tau..

Tensen gilerr babiess for the past two days.. Rasa cam nk telan orang pun ada... Bengang tahap DEWA..

Well, aku memang mengada2.. Tp I was so fucking lapar aritu.. Minta tlg belikan makanan pun takmo.. Yes, I dun hv money, I dun hv car, I've got nothing.. So go n fuck up la kan.. sapa nk tlg ko kalo ko takde nothing to be impressed on.. Damn hell.. pity myself.. da takde org nk pity aku.

Then, the nite I was so not in the mood to eat but still perut da bunyi2.. cuma sebab tensen nyer pasal n bengang cam babiess nyer pasal.. aku lg sanggup berlapar... tapi kalo da memang sengal n bengong tu.. tak dapat nk tlg la.. skit pun tak terpk nk tapau tuk aku ke kan..

Itula the price u hv to pay to hv some1 like that person as ur fren.. Rugi sungguh..

OK, aku admit aku bengang giler time korang citer sal minah giler tu all the way to Melaka. Tatau naper, citer tu just mcm ingatkan aku blk hal2 lepas n moood aku terus down giler. Hampehss sungguh.. padahal citer minah tu bukan ada kene mengena ngan aku.. Demmm..

Salah org aku nampak.. salah aku tak plak aku sedar ehh..
Gatal p pecah masuk blog orang.. cek email orang, delete gambar orang..

Ermm.. bukan pecah masuk..da mmg ada pwd kat situ.. aku masuk jela.. kalo takde mende2 yg tak betul takkannya jd nk mengamuk sangat.. mesti ada benda2 yg cam siall kat situ.. tu yg menyalak macam anjing tu.. kalo tak rilek jela.. kecoh...

Hmm.. untuk pengetahuang ko aku da masuk da blog yg rahsia sangat tu. Dah baca da.. hmm sama je cam blog yg dia da tutup tu. Asal yg kecoh sangat?? Aku siap amik satu entry baik punya dari jantan keberet (ni ko yg cakap ehh) kat blot tu.. Ayat cam sialll..

Petikan yg aku agak suka.. Giler kasanova sialll...

"Wasiat tu mmg utk ko tapi jgn salah anggap..Aku tak marah kat ko tapi aku marah kat diri sendiri sebab buat ko menangis.Aku rasa jahat sangat bila jadi mcm ni.Ko maafkan aku kan?"

"Bukan mimpi tapi kenyataan.Terima kenyataan dgn sebaik mungkin.Sebanyak mana kita rasa,sebanyak itu kita terima. Sedar apa yg kita lakukan,fikir apa yg kita mimpikan kerana mimpi itu hanya sementara.Kita patut terima kenyataan lebih dari mimpi. Kalau ini adalah kenyataan...Teruskan ia begini.."

Patutla dia cam nak giler.. rupanya2 sbb perangai ko yg cam siall tu..

*Mana janji utk kawan sampai bila2? Sapa yg buat janji?
--Memang aku yg berjanji.. Skrg ni aku still bleh jd kawan ko.. cuma no longer as what I've trying so hard to be.. I tot aku bleh blajar sayang kat org cam ko.. tp u just as u r.. u'll nvr change..

#It's my fucking blog.. suka aku arr nk tulis aper.. ok??

Be patience Cici...

I'm kinda out of my mind rite now..
So many things at one time.. I'm not blaming anyone.. but last nite I was so down that i almost put the blame on.... but then I realize this is all the test I've got from Allah. I gotta be patience and face it wisely..

My lpc was jahanam n asked nahar to at least retrieve some document for me but unluckily, he couldnt save a thing. Not even that F hard disk. I don't bother about the hard disk. I can buy the new one, or the better one.. but the files i got in there.. My 3 months masters material. Everything is gone. I did a copy on my thumb drive but it was affected by virus n I lost everything. Not a thing is retrieved n I'm really out of my mind. I wish this trip will wash away all the problems and I'll feel better.. I hope.. I really hope.. God help me on this please...

I'm having class this thursday and not much to prepare as we've prepared most of the things earlier. But still feel guilty leave the class on Dr Raj alone. Sorry Sir. i really need a break!!

Some of it, i rather not to expose it here.. I'll take care of it myself.

This morning, when I'm about to get my ass out of d house, I couldn't find the key. Sorry, I was really pissed off coz there's no key left n how on earth I'm gonna get out of that house.. Keep cursing all the way looking for that F key. Since I was so late.. I went out thru back door! Found my key at the backseat of my car. Damn irritated.. I was so freaking mad!! Bengang tahap dewa19 da tau tak!!!!

Once I reach campus, straight to Dr Jalal room but he's not around. Damn I'm late. Warghhh sangat tersiksa arini.. I wanna send the lpc to the town of they can retrieve the documents in there.. Pray for me guys!!


#Going back this evening with full of stone on my head..

Untold story...

My day started with a notsogood news. Yesterday, once i get into car, I was told about hurm.. some small problem regarding money. I settled it last nite gak. DONE one..

Then again, basically all about the same. Thats what happened when we never think about others... keep thinking for ourselves. I do feel bitchy sometimes but I dun wanna be rude.. Things should be settle in a wise way... anyway we r an adult.. In fact, we are all educated one.. should we take thing for granted? Doesn't matter how 'good' we are, no matter how 'perfect' we are.. human being is still human being.. so please be one...

Heard of some1 wanna get the hell out of the house.. fine.. its a decision what.. I would respect that.. somehow should I say.. we'r not at the same level.. though we are the same educated one(hohohooo).. but that sum1 must be much better than the rest of us.. rite?? But do tell.. so that we can get new replacement asap. N plus.. so that we can find money to repay the deposit, tv, and other expenses.. well, as I said earlier.. when it come about money.. u must hv think about it rite??

Knowing such things from others.. it just not nice.. especially when it comes from nonhousemates.. how on earth?? Huh.. whateverla.. Anyway.. who else after this?? if anything do tell ok..

Sometimes, sakit sebab kebenaran adalah lebih bermakna dari bahagia tapi penuh penipuan.. that suxsss... so whoever read this entry n those who think they r related.. c me if u got thing to say.. its not that I dun wanna see u but.. if u got things to say.. voice out!! Aku da ckp byk kali.. jgn bagi aku hangin time2 aku sangat bz nk mampus ni...

#Benci

Happy Father's Day

While 'lepakking' after almost 60% of the proposal finished, I realized that I haven't call Papa to wish Happy Father's Day. The most important person in my life that the important reason that I am what I am rite now. Thanks Papa for everything. I love u so much..

Reload another 10bucks to call Papa. Asking how Papa n Mama. He told me that Mama still @Kampung.. taking care of grandma. N now the truth revealed. My fucking aunty who stole grandma money is the person responsible on grandma condition. That fucking bitch even prepare a fake wills so that she will inherit evrything that grandma own. The thing is how on earth that bitch know about grandma's inheritance coz the bitch is mom's cozin. Not mom's sista. Papa was the one who pissed off over this matter coz he's the one who gv grandma money.

Here the story begin, she took out all money grandma had in the bank with the help of one bank officer who happened to be d daughter of the bitch's fren. N claim that grandma took it all out. Then she prepare the fake will, which said that all inheritance will b given to her. Once grandma sign the will, she told grandma that her money no longer hers so she left broke now. Since that fucking bitch knows that grandma not very well, n such news will gv her heart attack, she told her that even the house (my family house) will be taken by bank. Grandma got her heart attack. She really hope that grandma will die, so she'll get evrything that grandma own. Luckily my mom's sis knows this earlier n took grandma, bring her to her house n take care of her. Plus mama wire the money for grandma medicine.

The best thing is, Papa no longer wanna trust mama's family side n now things are getting hard when Papa report this thing to mama's cozin who happen to be the Director of the Bank. Now, I wish all ppl who actually involve in this matter will be fired n thrown to the jail. Especially the bitch n her fuckin siblings n her mom. Go to hell all of u.

If anything happened to my grandma, I'll make sure Om Datuk will throw all of u in the jail. Now askin forgiveness like hell n evryone stand to say its their fault. Who fucking care?? These ppl should be shot to death so they will never appear in any birth.

I'm pissed off coz of this news i heard from papa n also coz I spend the whole 10 bucks for this unhappy news. Damn!! I wish I can kick their ass. Arghhhhh tension!!!!!

What?

Part 1

What would you feel when suddenly u feel like some ppl wanted to know about ur life.. whats goin on with your life.. wutcha doin.. who's ur current partner.. it's fine if you're celebrities but as layman like me??

Im getting sick with all such questions guys.. especially question smells similar with these one..
"Who r u seeing currently?" or " Are u dating anyone?" or "Is it true u n him urmm.. u know.."

Hello.. wake up!! Its my life.. its my fuckin life so up to me what am I doing or what am I heading to..perghh ni betul2 liya..aka..liar ni.. :p

Part 2

N How would u feel when suddenly one certain sum1 know about u.. more than u know about urself.. ermm.. kinda pelik gak when this certain ppl bleh plak telling ppl about me which I've no idea mana dia dapat berita2 pelik tu..

Nah.. I just come back from visiting a fren.. then otw tu.. a fren of mine called n ktorg bergayut spjg2 jalan tu.. No.. its not about him.. its about what he told me.. Takpe.. later kita citer..

Part 3

Izzit fair to say I love you when u dun feel it at all?? Let say just to jaga hati or just wanna say it.
Heart is a complex organ.. yet its the most complicated one.. Till now, I still dun understand my heart..

Heart is not to be understood.. Only do what your heart tells you (Princess Diana)..

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OK.. lets start one by one..
Tapi mata da ngantuk.. otak pun da penat..
tangan da malas..

OKla.. just secebis peringatan..bukan amaran.. not trying to be man coz I know I'm a gurl ehh silap I'm a cute gurl.. :p

Perlu ke aku nk buat annoucement about myself?? Mind your own business la k.

Sriyes tak sangka arr jadi sampai macam ni skali. Aku ingat tak kacau orang, takdela org nk kacau aku. Tapi lain plak jadinya.

Disclaimer:: Im still single and available k.. Kenyataan aku da bertunang or kawin or kejadah haram semua itu adalah fitnah semata2..

Pastu ngan sapa aku nk berkawan, bertunang atau kawin da ditetapkan kat luh mahfuz.. aku hanya akan menjalani je nanti.. so tunggu n lihat jerla.. bleh??

I know Im getting older.. in fact aku da suku abad da pun.. tapi jodoh pertemuan ajal maut semua tu ditangan Allah.. He knows best.. OK!!

Happy Birthday Eika...

Here special 4 u my lovely sista...

Sucks.. My day was kinda ermm should I say not very the good one la. I forgot my own sista b'day. I did mistakes again.. over n over like I've no idea y i bcome so kinda 'jahat' sangat sekarang. Hmm.. sorry again 2 those yg terkene kejahatan i tu.. :D

Mini thesis ada lg separuh tuk ditanda.. n luckily aku cuma ada 2day to finish marking all of it coz esok kene turun kontan suda.. hantar those 2 masters student tu.. plus aku da rindu with my tilam.. hahaa.. no..no.. I'm not goin to stay overnite coz I gotta catch my flight on friday morning n aku tak prepare paper lg 4 d trip.. (hmm do i need to prepare anything?? Naa..)

Aku tak paham asal such simple matter mesti nk jdkan complicated.. come on la.. aku letihla.. kalo macam ni.. I'll see this organization collapse in few years time.. sucks like hell!!.. Ingat travelling from kontan to KL is like from Gombak to Meru kah?? Lainla aku pun blh gunakan LA to be my driver.. ptuihh.. sakit tekak!!

Anyway.. wut bos say is always rite.. (demm hell yea rite).. aper2 la.. gotta go.. nk blk umah sudah.. esok nk jalan jauh.. huhuu.. fenat beb!!

Fark'ap

We were in d middle of conversation about the gurls he 'went thru' (mind wif my farkin words!!), when I was saying like..

Me: I think she's beautiful than the previous one..
Him: She's d one la.. The previous one is *iya.
Me: Wait Im confuse..
Him: The previous one is *iya, this one is *iya. (Damn!! the spelling is almost the same.. :p )
Me: Ooo..
Him: And this one.. (while pointing his finger to me..) {read btw lips.. there's no sound but I can read his lips saying.. } SIALL..

N I was :-O. What the fark'ap he's thinkin he's saying. Damn!!

Hello..
Did I miss sumthing here?? I miss the whole thing ok. I dun know bout ur farkin damn gurls.. I wasnt intentionally askin u.. How on earth would u put me that way?? Well yea.. I can see.. Im not as good as those gurl but at least tell me who the farkin hell are u to call me in such manner. May my name not reflects my personality.. who farkin care?? It's not yet a week!!

Askin me not to write it in blog.. my blog so its up to me what to write!! Dun like.. get the hell out of here.. Oh ya.. lemme give u sumthing.. ermm see my middle finger up. u Sucks!!

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Went to ofis quite early just to face heavy traffic. I was about to drive WNK, but thinkin bout the cost of driving WNK comparing with BGX, I would prefer BGX tho its manual but its cost effective.. Hopefully I wont spent the remaining 300 bucks within this 2 weeks.. huhu.. Need to be wise spender.. hahaa.. (that would b impossible). Can't wait for my 'duit terpijak'.. should be around 2.5k.. hahaaa.. makcik kayo!!

Ermm my mood wasn't ok this evening, so decide not to drop kt Damansara. Sorry guys, Im not in da mood. In fact, I didn't take the usual route. I went thru Sg Buluh. When on earth arrr the road will be completely open to public?? Heavy jammed gak kat sana. Tensen.. If only I can put water on my head, It should be completely boiled by the time I reached home. It saved me RM4.20 for the toll. Well, I've overspent during lunch so I should cover the other part.. hahaa..


# I'm ok now.. As the denda.. Ermm.. candat sotong!! heheheee...