Be patience Cici...

I'm kinda out of my mind rite now..
So many things at one time.. I'm not blaming anyone.. but last nite I was so down that i almost put the blame on.... but then I realize this is all the test I've got from Allah. I gotta be patience and face it wisely..

My lpc was jahanam n asked nahar to at least retrieve some document for me but unluckily, he couldnt save a thing. Not even that F hard disk. I don't bother about the hard disk. I can buy the new one, or the better one.. but the files i got in there.. My 3 months masters material. Everything is gone. I did a copy on my thumb drive but it was affected by virus n I lost everything. Not a thing is retrieved n I'm really out of my mind. I wish this trip will wash away all the problems and I'll feel better.. I hope.. I really hope.. God help me on this please...

I'm having class this thursday and not much to prepare as we've prepared most of the things earlier. But still feel guilty leave the class on Dr Raj alone. Sorry Sir. i really need a break!!

Some of it, i rather not to expose it here.. I'll take care of it myself.

This morning, when I'm about to get my ass out of d house, I couldn't find the key. Sorry, I was really pissed off coz there's no key left n how on earth I'm gonna get out of that house.. Keep cursing all the way looking for that F key. Since I was so late.. I went out thru back door! Found my key at the backseat of my car. Damn irritated.. I was so freaking mad!! Bengang tahap dewa19 da tau tak!!!!

Once I reach campus, straight to Dr Jalal room but he's not around. Damn I'm late. Warghhh sangat tersiksa arini.. I wanna send the lpc to the town of they can retrieve the documents in there.. Pray for me guys!!


#Going back this evening with full of stone on my head..