Addicted...

1. Reading Addict

I'm currently so addicted with this book. If I'm not mistaken it's belong to Apai's cozin. I dun really like to read this kind of book coz for me it's too heavy to understand and absorb.. hehe..

Thanks to the silent fight last monday which then gv me an opportunity to read this book.. Tell u ha.. reading this book is like eating 'sambal belacan', though u find the storyline is a bit heavy n too much on the notveryuncomfortable aspects but then I just can't stop reading it. Since it's too much for my brain to absorb so it took me more than a week to finish it. In addition of time lacking (of course, I only read it when I'm free..)

Even till now, I haven't finish reading the book yet.. nice storyline... a little bit remind me of the Da Vincci Code. All about the corruption in Vatican City.. ermm.. get urself a copy n read it.. :D

2. Aloy n Erin's wedding reception...

Went to Aloy's side yesterday.. Ermm.. nothing much actually.. ermm just wanna post some pic..
Couldn't believe aloy is now some1's husband.. hehe.. :-<

Time pengantin sampai, aku tgh makan.. so minta tlg la kat kengkawan tuk snap their pic.. Thanks

Another pic of the newly wed couple..

Ni pic lama.. wedding reception kat Melaka... at Erin's side...

3. Once in a lifetime..

I manage to get into the CAC hall during 2007 Convocation last saturday.. N without asking permission (hehee) let me share the most unforgettable part in this guy's life.. as he said, once in a lifetime..

That's it for today.. Byk benda nk buat.. As usual.. I hate monday.. Darn!!

Apekahhhhhh????

Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Bleh caye ke ni?? Half of my brain is actually male?? hohohoooo

Your Kiss is Blue

You prefer kissing to be a meaningful, emotional experience. You don't like to kiss strangers, and you don't like to kiss someone you're mad at. A kiss can change how you feel about someone - for better or worse. You don't take anything lightly... especially kissing. Kissing Type: Deep People See Your Kisses as: Genuine You Kiss Best With: A Green Kisser Stay away from: A Red Kisser

What Color Is Your Kiss?

Ni plak?? Hiayyyooohhhh

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Don't u think, I'll be glad reading this.. muahahhaaaa...

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond!

You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring. A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition. Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you. And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...!

What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

Another mengarut things... hehee

Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy

And you're crafty enough to get away with it! But you probably wouldn't cheat... (Unless the relationship was pretty much over)

Could You Cheat On Your Guy?

WTH??

You Lack Confidence

You're not so sure of yourself - and it shows more than you think Your lack of confidence affects your friendships, career, and romantic life People know that they can take advantage of you, because you won't stand up to them Start realizing that you're great the way you are, and almost everything in your life will improve

Are You a Confident Woman?

I knew it!!!

You Are 83% Passionate, 17% Compassionate

You are a truly passionate person, and for you, love is a drug. When you're in love, you lose all grip on reality. And it's a wild ride. Although falling in love is vivid experience for you, it's sometimes *too* intense.

Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

This is dangerous....

Your Worry Factor is 53%

While you're not a worrywart, you worry more than you should. Maybe you don't have enough to keep your mind occupied at times... Or perhaps you've trapped yourself into some bad thinking patterns. Try to worry less and enjoy life more. There's no point thinking about things you can't change!

Do You Worry Too Much?

Seems to be true..

It;s Saturday...n there's convocation

Ni ropa org yg kehilangan parents dia.. hehe.. sempat aku amik gambar candid time aku tgk dia dok tercari2 parents dia kat luar hall.. hohooo

Abadikan kenangan ngan new engine graduate.. Convo jugak org yg dulunya takmo berconvo ni.. COngrats ya..

Datin Beah yg da bertukar profession menjadi penjual bunga.. hehee..

The three years in row toke bunga...

Last nite, aku sampai rumah da dekat kul 12. So tak dan nk cuci muka, terus terbongkang tdo.. huhuuu..
This morning, sudahnya aku bgn lambat. Pokya da sms tanya aku kat mana since aku minta diseludup masuk tgk kawan2 amik scroll. Believe it or not, time tu aku baru je kuar dari rumah.. hehehee...

Sampai kampus around 10, then terus Muzam bawa aku masuk hall. SIbbaik aku sempat coz sblm tu turn architecture aand human science. Engine nyer turn last sekali. SO kiranya aku takla lambat sangat..

BIG CREDIT to MUZAM and POKYA for helping me up on the 'seludup masuk hall' thingy.. Toche toche..

BIG CONGRATULATION to DEGREE HOLDER Mr. AFSARIDAR for the convocation.. Akhirnya..

Also aku adalah berbesar hati mengucapkan tahniah to all IIUM 2007 Graduates for their convocation..

Tadi adalah sangat panas, kepala aku rasa cam da mengembang, sudahnya aku migrain. Balik rumah terus tdo (lagi).

Bangun2 aku cari makanan (lapar), then lepak ngan jamil the bongsu kejap.. pastu aku lari nk masuk blk aku blk.. (nk sambung tdo ker?) Time nk kuar tu, aku terperasan sandal cucu jiran aku.. sandal dia brand 'crotch'. N I was like.. WTH??? Dah takde perkataan lain ke kat dunia ni..

So far, tu je yg aku buat spjg kat umah.. huhuu.. rasa cam nk cuti lama lg..

Hadiah present...

Since aku jarang kat umah... the add. aku letak is KOS.. hehee..

This is the box..

This is the item.. Foldable Panasonic hairdryer.. (walaupun takdela mahal sangat.. tapi aku dpt free... barang free sapa tak suka??)

Second item sampai.. kejap td.. hehehe

This is the box.. with the same item in the picture.. tak sempat nk amik gambar coffeemaker tu.. batt camera dah kong.. hehee

Maybe rezki aku agak baik minggu ni.Selepas few worst day ever in my life.. rasanya tu adalah time aku diuji oleh Allah.. mgkn menguji tahap kesabaran aku.. hehe..

I redeemed few things from BONUSLINK last 2 weeks.. but then ada problem here n there, I can't proceed. Then last week, aku try lagi. I redeemed hairdryer tuk ganti hairdryer aku yg da rosak tu.. dan juga coffeemaker tuk persediaan keje2 malam.. hehee..

They said, it will take more 2-4 weeks to get the items.. so okla.. I dun gv so much hope pun.. just that excitedla bila ada brg2 aku nk terima.. hohohooo

Yesterday, pokya bring something in a box.. which then turn out that the box is mine. From BONUSLINK. I got my new hairdryer.. yuhuuu...

Then this afternoon, while handling the lab.. Amer called me out n said he got something for me.. hehee.. then this guy come n ask me to sign here n there... so I got my new coffeemaker.. hehee..

AGAIN.. THANKS to BONUSLINK..

Tu je pun.. miahahahaaa...

#Excited berlebihan... tuk benda yg kecik..
Well, da lama tak merasa dapat hadiah.. :D

Tell me where it hurts...

What is my day going to look like?
What will my tomorrow bring me?
If I had x-ray eyes, I could see inside
I wouldn't have to predict the future

I wish that you would do with some talking
How else am I to know what you're thinking?
If only people would say what it really was
What it really was
What it really was that they wanted

Tell me where it hurts
to hell with everybody else
All I care about is you and that's the truth
They don't love me; I can tell
But you do, so they can go to hell

Did they ever give you a reason
To believe in something different
If you're looking for love, for what it's worth
I have plenty of it lying around here somewhere

If you are looking for disappointment
You can find it around any corner
In the middle of the night I hold on to you tight
So both of us can feel protected

Tell me where it hurts,
to hell with everybody else.
All I care about is you and that's the truth
they don't love me; yeah I can tell
but you do, so they can go to hell

I've been loved but I didn't know how to feel it
And I've been adored but I don't know if I ever believed it
I've been loved my whole life but I didn't know how to take it
Until...

So tell me where it hurts
to hell with everybody else
All I care about is you and that's the truth
they don't love me, yeah I can tell
But you do, so they can go to hell
But you do, so they can go to hell

Tell me where it hurts
Tell me where it hurts
Tell me where it hurts now
Tell me where it hurts...

# COngrats to Mr Avua for ur Convocation... hehee... Finally... :D

Still fren...

Sekadar gambar hiasan..

What would happen if u r trying to love somebody but in the other hand that particular person always turn u down..??
Aku udah bela-belain blaja nyayangin kamu tapi ternyata hati kamu itu batu atau konkrit.. aku ga' tau..

Tensen gilerr babiess for the past two days.. Rasa cam nk telan orang pun ada... Bengang tahap DEWA..

Well, aku memang mengada2.. Tp I was so fucking lapar aritu.. Minta tlg belikan makanan pun takmo.. Yes, I dun hv money, I dun hv car, I've got nothing.. So go n fuck up la kan.. sapa nk tlg ko kalo ko takde nothing to be impressed on.. Damn hell.. pity myself.. da takde org nk pity aku.

Then, the nite I was so not in the mood to eat but still perut da bunyi2.. cuma sebab tensen nyer pasal n bengang cam babiess nyer pasal.. aku lg sanggup berlapar... tapi kalo da memang sengal n bengong tu.. tak dapat nk tlg la.. skit pun tak terpk nk tapau tuk aku ke kan..

Itula the price u hv to pay to hv some1 like that person as ur fren.. Rugi sungguh..

OK, aku admit aku bengang giler time korang citer sal minah giler tu all the way to Melaka. Tatau naper, citer tu just mcm ingatkan aku blk hal2 lepas n moood aku terus down giler. Hampehss sungguh.. padahal citer minah tu bukan ada kene mengena ngan aku.. Demmm..

Salah org aku nampak.. salah aku tak plak aku sedar ehh..
Gatal p pecah masuk blog orang.. cek email orang, delete gambar orang..

Ermm.. bukan pecah masuk..da mmg ada pwd kat situ.. aku masuk jela.. kalo takde mende2 yg tak betul takkannya jd nk mengamuk sangat.. mesti ada benda2 yg cam siall kat situ.. tu yg menyalak macam anjing tu.. kalo tak rilek jela.. kecoh...

Hmm.. untuk pengetahuang ko aku da masuk da blog yg rahsia sangat tu. Dah baca da.. hmm sama je cam blog yg dia da tutup tu. Asal yg kecoh sangat?? Aku siap amik satu entry baik punya dari jantan keberet (ni ko yg cakap ehh) kat blot tu.. Ayat cam sialll..

Petikan yg aku agak suka.. Giler kasanova sialll...

"Wasiat tu mmg utk ko tapi jgn salah anggap..Aku tak marah kat ko tapi aku marah kat diri sendiri sebab buat ko menangis.Aku rasa jahat sangat bila jadi mcm ni.Ko maafkan aku kan?"

"Bukan mimpi tapi kenyataan.Terima kenyataan dgn sebaik mungkin.Sebanyak mana kita rasa,sebanyak itu kita terima. Sedar apa yg kita lakukan,fikir apa yg kita mimpikan kerana mimpi itu hanya sementara.Kita patut terima kenyataan lebih dari mimpi. Kalau ini adalah kenyataan...Teruskan ia begini.."

Patutla dia cam nak giler.. rupanya2 sbb perangai ko yg cam siall tu..

*Mana janji utk kawan sampai bila2? Sapa yg buat janji?
--Memang aku yg berjanji.. Skrg ni aku still bleh jd kawan ko.. cuma no longer as what I've trying so hard to be.. I tot aku bleh blajar sayang kat org cam ko.. tp u just as u r.. u'll nvr change..

#It's my fucking blog.. suka aku arr nk tulis aper.. ok??

I justtt get to understand..

It's been a while.. I was wondering..
Just now I get to know the reason why.. get to know what actually is going on..
And if that is the reason, I've no right to be mad..
As I'm as a human being..
I've never be so perfect..
I made mistakes sometimes.. I do admit it..
But.. to get to know such thing happened to me..
Pissed me off like hell..
My way.. lay low.. get slow.. stay away.. get the hell out of the business..
Let the mouths do the talk..
It's up to the mouths..

I've done with this..
My life is all about work n study..
I wont bother about anything anymore..
Life is not always happy.. Life is like a wheel.. Now its my time to be at the bottom part..
Thanks for being with me at the worst moment of my life..

Nospen

Aku tgh layan2 dl lagu2.. then aku terdonlot lagu ni.. aku tak bapa paham sangat tp cam best je.. so sila la layan.. hehe

KesaH siLALok(noSpen...)
aRi-aRi paLak LaYan..
teRit paLak buJang..
moK tauK LebiH LaNjut??..
LayAri..nOspeN.coM..

LaLok,LaLok,LaLok...,
LaLOK,LALOk,LaLoK...,
LALok,LaLoK,LaLok...
(noSpeN,noSpeN,noSpen,nOsPen..)

poP sePacK..(LaLOK)
10 18..niAs..
paLAk berAngit..
iLek LowK..
cHeWing guM eMbaK siTok..

cHo..oi beSt oW..
ciMaK..siTok.
kuRang iKit..PoP uP..
maCAm diGi..
bUkaK baRu baGi duAk,Laki bInI..

paLak daH oK..
peGi kaRaoke..
naK beRLAgu..soRa sik keLuaR..
(LaLok)
maSok kaSut..daH siKpaT agiK..
jaLan seBeLAh kaSut..seBeLaH nie siK?..

Tiba-tiBa..LaYAn bLueS..
LaLu ciTa kaKAr LuV-Luv..
nie oMpuAn maOk..Nya LaLOk..

JaLan raMey-raMey dePan sP..(iLeX..)
naNGgA mOtO LiMPAs..maCam pOkOK naNAs..

LaLok,LaLok,LaLok...,
LaLOK,LALOk,LaLoK...,
LALok,LaLoK,LaLok...
(noSpeN,noSpeN,noSpen,nOsPen..)

oi..baPa giK tiNgGaL toWk??..
1,2,7,6juTa,10,15..eHeH..LaLok...

cHo..iTong siKpaT aGik aH..
diriK reBAh raYbaH..
Ada aTi naMbah aGik aH..
xhaL oN..jaNji pALAk nYamAn..
teNgaH-teNGah sTop..
teTap juAk ingAt TuhaN..

BisMiLLah..eH tuLAh..
uJong-uJong kaU kenAk tiMPak aTap
ruMah..

siGeK peSan aKu..
ngepoP boH ngaCo oRang..
eNjoy saMa diRik..
boH gaGo ngaN haL oraNG..

adA duIt baRuk meLi..boH saMpeY cuRi..
baGi yaNG daH niKAh..
ingaT juaK aNaK biNi..

LaLok boLeh..jgN saMpey nyaKit diRik
kiTa aDa aKAL saMA-saMa..Tuhan meRik..
cHoy ceRamAh....

LaLok,LaLok,LaLok...,
LaLOK,LALOk,LaLoK...,
LALok,LaLoK,LaLok...
(noSpeN,noSpeN,noSpen,nOsPen..)

LaLok,LaLok,LaLok...,
LaLOK,LALOk,LaLoK...,
LALok,LaLoK,LaLok...
(noSpeN-4x-)

A nice day...

Just a nice day to hv a good rest.. Perhaps nothing will interfere my gooddaytoday...

A day trip to dusun..

Meter kete aku mencecah 77,777 km. Jauh da jalan.. huhuu

Dusun girl got her durian.. yuhuu...

Di bawah pokok rambai.. tapi sayangnya rambai blom masak...

Ni bawah pokok langsat.. best tak..? rendah je.. hehe

Abang Azrul get some manggis for me.. n me waiting kat bawah...

Untuk makan manggis2 yg dah dikumpul tuk aku makan.. hehee.. Meanwhile, the mom n younger brother p petik buah duku tuk aku bw balik... hehee.. best2..

Spent my wiken at Bukit Nanasi..
Drove alone all the way to Kuala Terengganu n reach there around 5.30.
Then had colek at Pantai Batu Rakit n headed back home..

The next activity was watching TV n rest after a long day drive.. hehe

Best part is on the day afta..
Went to dusun to pick up the King Fruit aka Durian..
Then went to another dusun again, for durian n some langsat.
Just after lunch the mother, sister n brother bring me to the manggis and duku nye dusun. New experience.. maklum grow up as a 'town girl', I've never been to dusun. So my first time n I kinda like it.. hehee

With the Tuan Rumah yg sudi jemput aku spent wiken kat kg dia.. Toche Toche..

#Aku da melantak manggis dgn sangat byk..n skrg rasa cam sakit perut.. tp berbaloi.. :D

Love hurts...

'I've fallen in love..
It's hurt so much..
but I want to keep on hurting..'

"Come.. sleep on my arm.."
And she sleeps on his arm until his arm get numb. But he didn't say a thing, pretending as he's okay. Bare with the numb arm just bcoz of her. Because she is his fren. He just trying to be nice to his friend. Nothing wrong with that..
But the girl on the other hands, felt something. Too bad coz she fall to the wrong person. Falling in love to the wrong person will just hurting some1 badly.
Wondering, why can't she just loves someone who love her badly?Why she keep after some1 who doesn't love her at all..
The truth is, how hard for her to love someone who is so much in love with her but she didn't love is just as hard as the guy she was in love with..
True love will come whenever both side feel the same thing..

It's such a sentimental week. hehee.. I'm kinda loosing my mind lately but that don't bother me. What bother me is the thought over some1. Been thinking about that some1 lately.. hehee.. I guess I'm loosing my mind.. I gotta stop immediately.

Whereever u r, whatever u do.. I'm thinking of you n I'm missing you. Take care...

# Hope to get manggis from Bukit Nanasi nih.. hehee

I miss *i*.... i just dun understandddd... huhuu

For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage.

Men are like....

1. Men are like ..Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you.
2. Men are like Bananas .. The older they get, the less firm they are.
3. Men are like ......Weather Nothing can be done to change them.
4. Men are like .Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why.
5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
6. Men are like ...Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say.
7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off..
8. Men are like ....Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature.
9. Men are like ....Mascara .. They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
10. Men are like Popcorn .. They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
11. Men are like Snowstorms .... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
12. Men are like .Lava Lamps .... Fun to look at, but not very bright.
13. Men are like Parking Spots . All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.




You Got Served!

#I met my 1st ex at Yo n Odah's reception. Kinda shock when he come n say hi to me.. hohohhoo... He nvr bother to say hi b4, why izzit so suddenly...hehe.. He introduced me to his 2 daugthers n wifey.. I was being sooooo great by being so friendly.. huh.. I'm sux!! (patutnya amik gambar ngan dia pastu paste kat sini kan.. ehehhee.. running out of my mind.. huhuu)

Life unexpected....

Miss day nite out heh?? :D

A fren ask me to hop to her blog.
And I did..

I think, I musta b one of the fren she's talking about.. Let me explain...

A brief explanation...

Guys,
It's not that i dun wanna join ur makan2 thingy anymore. But lately, I dun feel like eating outside. Yea, it's been a while since I started to fast, I dun bother to go out to hv lunch or breakfast or dinner with u guys.. I'm just not in the mood. Not yet. Addition with all the heavy workload I have. My body, my brain are all exhausted. I would rather choose to sleep rather than going out at nite.. I'm sorry n please understand at least for this very moment..

Yea, ppl change just as what she said in her blog. Babe, my changing due to the whatever problem I'm facing rite now. I could n I would join u, having nice time out n hv dinner/lunch together but I'm dun hv courage to resist the instruction of my body n brain whose want me to hv rest n take my owngooddamntime n relax... hehee...

Perhaps.. a week after next week, when my workload reduce to zero (will it??) I can join u guys. For time being, just njoy ur moment without me coz when I'm in.. u'll be in annoyed mode.. hehe..

Till then n take care..
I'm going back to KL to attend a bestfren's reception (pengantin basi ni).
Chiowww....

Emo yg teremosi...

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Dari kecik papa da ajar, never ever meminjam dari orang tanpa reason yg kukuh. Bagi aku, meminjam bagi mengelakkan aku minta duit kat papa adalah reason yg kukuh.. in fact sangat kukuh pun..Tapi da aku time2 susah.. terpaksa gakla meminjam ni.

Nak dijadikan citer, rasanya hidup aku ni da senang2la.. Tak kurang tak terlebih. Kalo aper aku nk beli..ada je duit..kalo nk g mana2 ada je duit.. Cuma semenjak dua menjak ni, tetiba aku overbudget. Disebabkan laptop yg jahanam, trip to jakarta, duit yg kene disediakan tuk renew roadtax n insuran kete dan lain sebagainya.. Seyes, I'm out of money rite now..

Orang kata, time kita senang tlg2 arr org yg susah kan?? So time aku berduit aku tlg gak kawan2 nk pjm2 duit nih. Skrg ni aku lg kepepet duit..aku minta hutang sumer boleh buat bodoh.. bengang ni.. laki pompuan pun sama je. Kalo takde duit nk byr semua skali.. byrla sket2.. ni lgsg takde.. nk pjm manis mulut.. Arghh... aku tgh bengang.. aku byk nk guna duit.. n duit yg aku ada tak ckp.. so perlula aku MINTAK BALIK DUIT AKU KAT ORANG!! Aku bukan minta duit org.. aku minta duit aku.. pun salah ke??

Time ni mmg bengangla.. minta duit sendiri macam mengemis duit org. Kalo org nk pjm duit.. tak sampai hati tak kasi. Tp time aku... huh!!...So I should learn, in this life.. tak semua orang cam aku.. tak semua org tak sampai hati tgk mmber tak berduit.. tak semua orang akan blanja member mkn kalo tau member da takde duit.. N perhaps bahagian yg tak semua orang tu.. ada diantaranya org2 yg aku kenal. Orang2 yg ngaku kawan baik aku.. Orang2 yg ngaku sayang aku.. Read my words.. IT'S ALL BULLSHIT!!

Suka hatila nk kata aku mengungkit ke ape ke.. tp i'm get enof of this.. kalo takdela org2 tertentu.. mau aku kebulur.. though if papa tau surenye aku akan dapat duit dari papa tercinta.. cuma aku malu nk minta duit kat papa dah.. Da ada duit sendri still nk minta duit kat papa lg.. aperla.. huhuu..

#How dare u dun pick up my phone u jackass!!

Aku mau...

Kau boleh acuhkan diriku
Dan anggap ku tak ada
Tapi takkan merubah perasaanku
Kepadamu

Kuyakin pasti suatu saat
Semua kan terjadi
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Selalu bersedia bahagiakanmu
Apapun terjadi
Kujanjikan aku ada

Kau boleh jauhi diriku
Namun kupercaya
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Aku yang rela terluka
Untuk masa lalu

I'm not feeling very well due to several reasons... huhu..

Thanks 2 'my bro' for the lunch. Thank to the other 2 person for the 4 pieces secret recipe cake.. hehee.. Appreciate that.. haha.. It's not my birthday though but still u guys wanna get few pieces for me..

I had a very tiring day since last sunday. Yet waiting another exhausted day.. I'm too tired..

I miss u.. hehe

My cozins...

P/S: I bring nothing from jakarta.. so dont ask me of souvenir..