Happy Birthday Babe..

It's your 29th..
I still remember the date..
I will always..

Happy 28th Birthday Babe..
It's been your third year, not celebrating your own birthday..
But no worries.. I will always remember..

May you are fine down there..

MISS YOU..

It's Sunday.. & U'll be fine..

I was supposed to go to the lab early morning. I have a hell lot of things to do..
Yet, after finished my laundry n cleaning spree I took a break on bed and overslept till noon.
Yea.. as usual, when life started @noon u'll be lazy..

Headed to SJMC to visit a friend of mine. He's been there for quite sometimes. Ermm few days.
Lung cancer..
At the age of 29..
2nd stage.. I don't know what is it and I don't wanna know..

**To all my friend who are smoking.. Please stop..

Spending a little time with him as visiting hour ends early.
While was with him, another friend texted me, saying he's not very well..
Wanted to visit him but he gave me a big NO-NO answer..
I don't know, maybe he got his girlfriend over.. :p
Kidding..

So, without anything to do.. I headed back to Shah Alam and get myself into work!
Giler.. on sunday still hv this eagerness to work..
Yeay me.. yeay..

Dude,
Of course.. it's scared me to death to think about death..
But you'll be fine.. Even the doctors say so..
I'll try to come each time I've free time..

p/s: see you manage to get urself being writtenin my blog.. hahhaa
Another life.. another sadness.. another hope..
Wish you well soon...

He's just not into you..

I just closed Yazi's blog tab!
Trust me, I wrote the title first b4 I even thinkin to check on her blog.
Deymnn!!! I'm a lil bit late hon..
hehehe.. whateverla, kinda we hv the same thing in mind..
If only.. If only..
Ahakss... (btw, I wonder who the hell is your new 'Abu Hurairah'?) hahaa

Well.. I'm still in the denial state. yeay.. pity me..
A hell a lot of courage needed..
Yet, I'm still there.. holding the memories..
Shit!!

He's just not into you..
Can't u understand that??
This evening after a hell of work done..
After few days not be able to get ol due to business...
After few days not be able to check my email..
I received something..
I got something..
And bushhhhh...
I hurt myself without even realizing it..
Damn it.. why is it hard for me to understand???
He's just not into you!!!

Hans Isaac, can't you be more available for me???
hahahaa...

A lot of thing to share yet I'm really not in the mood..
Maybe later.. when I can feel the excitement!!
Btw, I'm working on the rat still..
So I'm so fucking stink..


Hola... Me ames..
Let me hold on it..
Need no worries..
As it only takes me one hour to love you..
Yet it takes me forever to get over you..
May you in the best condition of yours...

Bila 4LLI I tunjukkan balasan time di dunia lagi...

biasa.. byk cerita dari seberang..
Grandma seems to regaining her health..
So Alhamdulillah..

Those persons who once hurts her all the way of her aging time..
Got their punishment already.. berkat kesabaran all of us..
Not that we are happy but we realized that once Allah said, KUN FAYAKUN..
Nothing you can do to change anything..
The son in law is having second wife, the daugther is having affair..
Not only 1.. but 2 SIL and 2 daugthers..

So, remember.. kalo buat salah probably Allah will give you CASH punishment!
SO minta maafla sblm terlambat!

Review: Seven Pounds

Ermm.. a bit delayed review on latest movie of Will Smith.
I was so busy for the past few weeks to write a review on this movie.
Even today, I'm still kinda very busy.
So no review today.
I'm tired and I wanna sleep.
Good Nite!

Hello...

Semalam balik dari Lab, aku singgah rumah jap. Amik ext. harddisk.
Dah dekat 2 minggu aku ulang alik shah alam-meru. Since Mama start sakit, sampai la ni Mama da sampai Jakarta. Aku kene ulang alik camni until Mama blk sini balik. Penat kalo nk ikutkan.. tp takleh nk wat pe..

Owh ye.. sambung blk citer td..
So on the way nk turun bawah tu, dgn bawa kain2 baju dlm paperbag, laptop backpack, ngan handbag lagi.. pastu tak lama tunggu lift, second lift nye pintu terbukak.. so aku pun masuk.. ada 2 guys which both hv this malay look. Ok whatever..

Then, one of the guy cakap, "Ada beghapa ghamai tok orang brunay diam siney?"
Aku buat bodoh.. I think dia cakap ngan kawan dia. Then bila aku still diam, dia cakap lagi,
"Excuse me, u dari mana?"
Aku tenung muka dia, aku tanya balik, "Me?"
Dia angguk.. Then aku cakap, "Indonezia" (with slang yer.. ahakss)
Pastu, dia cuit aku, aku toleh.. of course ngan muka masam n mata tak friendly langsung. Pe hal cuit2 orang?? Nak kene penampar.. Ceh tp aku tak cakap la.. aku ckp dlm hati je.. haha..

Dia tanya lagi, "Eh, you dari tgkt 9? Bukan level guys ke? U tinggal ngan lelaki ke?"
Aku bg dia pandangan mata yg agak kurang menyenangkan.. dia senyum sumbing.
Aku cakap, "8&9 , for girls, upward for guys"

Pastu dia ingat aku cam sombong kot, dia p cakap borneo ngan kawan dia lagi sorang..
Boleh dia cakap, "Lawa gilak pompuan ni tok."
Kawan dia pun balas blk, "mesti dia ingat ko ckp dia cantik.. hahaa"

Aku toleh dia, then aku cakap, "Kitak oghang saghawak kah? Next time madah saghawak ja. I do understand."

Time tu gak pintu lift terbukak.. AKu keluar..
The guy tu panggil aku blk.. Aku toleh.. 'Yes?'
"I never thought u r Indonesian, but u do hv a beautiful face. I would prefer you as Bruneian. Hehe.. Boleh bagi phone number?"

Aku cam.. ihh budak2 ni.. aku sembelih kang.. Aku senyum then masukkan barang dlm kete. Time aku nk kuar dari parking, derang lambai.. Aku senyum sendiri..

Weii.. tetiba aku rasa cam nk jadi muda balik.. hahahaa...
Kalo dlu nak je aku bg phone number.. bleh berscandal2 gitu.. huhuu..


Oh ya..
Arini agak malas nk tulis entry bergambar..
So,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROSE
& MY LOVELY SISTER, EIKA

Karena wanita ingin dimengerti...

Aku tatau nk start dari mana..
Actually, mcm aku malas gak nk tulis sbb takut tersilap tulis kang kene gelak je..
Arini da 2 kali aku ckp benda mengarut..
Satu aku cakap, Can u plz get me a glass in water?
Which I'm supposed to say, Can u plz get me water in a glass?
Pastu aku dok ckp2 ngan member.. rasanya aku siap antar sms bagai..
Cakap pasal pain in ass.. guess what?? Aku tulis ass in pain..
Tp yg best tu org diam.. aku pun tak pk blk..
tu maknanya aku tak pk apa yg aku ckp.. men lepas je..
Btw, forgive me.. ketensenan da bermula sbb esok boss blk..

ok done with that part.

Td aku dgr lagu Irwan Syah - Camelia. Haha..
Nama dia da dekat2 ngan nama aku tu.. Buang C, jadila Amelia.. :p
So excited aku tau lagu baru, aku pun send la kat sorang scandal aku ni..
Actually, takdela scandal pun.. kira cam kawan2 gitu le..
Aku tak pernah ada serius relationship ngan dia.. unless aku need him to send me somewhere somehow.. camtula.. kira mcm agak make used of him gakla.. hohohoo
Pastu.. owh. .. bukan aku send kat dia sorang.. ada few gak yg time tu tgh chatting ngan aku..
So aku just send link Youtube kat derang..

Guess what, this mamat.. dia ckp kat aku... "I bagi lgu ni kat u, ikhlas dari hati.. Lagu ni menggambarkan hati I yg sebenar.."
I was like.. WTF???
Aku cam.. erkk.. eh hello.. sejak bla la aii jd simpanan you??
Owh puh lease ok!!
Kuasa aku..
Yg mana sblm dgr lagu tu.. elok2 chatting, citer pasal nk tgk wayang..
So, go to hell.. I will never go out or see you.. You can go to Neraka!!

Ish.. terus hilang mood arini..

Btw, again... tlg la ok.. aku tak selera la..
Really not my cup of tea.. not at all!!
Kalo aku lelaki, I would say.. aku akan kene erectile dysfunction..
For God's sake!!

So what??
Owh, aku citer ngan kawan.. Dia kata, asal ko nk marah..
Lantak diala situ.. as long as ko rasa ko bukan simpanan dia okla..
Owh.. hmm.... ok

#Aku rindu.. rindu sangat... If only he knows..

Cayank ku Si Penjaga Parking...

Hehee...
Apekah??

Okla..
Who d hell is Si Penjaga Parking ni??

Guys..
Take it easy.. Sit still and relax..
No.. No.. No..
I'm not going to make any announcement here..
Owh Puh leaseeee..

Ok,
Aii kenal dia waktu2 zaman di UIA dulu..
Our Unimates gitu lho ceritanya..
Actually, whatever fact about him akan sangat memudahkan korang..korang.. sume kenal dia..
SO lets keep the fact..

So gini ni ceritanya.. ehh tolong ok.. Aii takde scandal ngan Cayank ku si Penjaga Parking ini..
Dia hanyala semata-mata the 'bestest' friend je..
Itu pun best for certain things je..
COntohnya mcm bab2 mengumpat.. ihikss..
Opss.. sorry cayank ku..
N juga.. cayank ku ini bukan banci.. eh.. bukan pondan.. bukan sekali2..
Katanya sih.. dia jejaka tulen.. tulen ke tulin aii tatau..
Tp kalo tgk kawan2 dia.. aii rasa dia jejaka tulen 100%..
or mungkin juga dia dua alam.. ihikss..
Ampun cayank ku.. dinda cuma bercanda ria.. huahuahua...

Ohya, cayank ku itu bukan apa2 ok..
its like panggilan je.. like his pet name or something..
It's not like whatever u've in mind..
Huhuu..

SO diharap dpt meleraikan kekusutan..
Aii not into whatever u r thinkin ayem..
Aii still having committment with tikus2 ku terchenta... hahahaa

Till then.. aii wanna hv a rest..
Btw, kekusutan masaian mereka2 yg nk tau pasal cayank ku si Penjaga Parking, tlh membuatkan cayank ku tak senang duduk.. mcm ayam berak kapur dah.. :p
Leks arr..
Enjoy life to the fullest!!!

Great week ever...

What so great about??
Boss takdak..
Outstation for 2 weeks..
So aii bebas..
Yeay!!
Masuk keje kul 12, blk kul 5..
Yeay!!
Sampai lab, main2 jap.. pastu balik..
Yeay!!
Nk wat keje pun takleh sbb machine rosak..
Yeay!!
So keje asik men game.. update blog..
Bacalah blog ni sampai bosan.. hehe..

Arini wat tikus..
Bukan buat.. tp keje ngan tikus..
So aii ada offer baekkkk punya...
Spa2 rasa nk buat soup tikus ke.. nk goreng masak merah ke, gulai ke..
Meh sini aku bg free je tikus ni..
Ermm terbayang kalo tikus ni dimasak madu..
Nyum.. Nyum..
hahahaa

Happy Weekend everybody..

## Rindu tgk wajah tu smlm.. hahahaa.. Doesn't change a bit!!
Muka tak bleh blah.. huhuu

Kiss...

Disclaimer: This is an XXX rated entry. Please close browser if u are an underage...

I like this very much.. Feet kiss..

They said, this is French Kiss.. Why??

Romance..

A friend of mine ask for an opinion.
Which then leads to another big question mark.

The friend asks me, 'So what if he ask me to kiss him?'
I really don't know what to say.
'Why it has to involve kissing?'
Kinda blurr.. I asked Cayank ku Si Penjaga Parking..

He said, "In business world, you gotta do what you gotta do."
My mouth dropped like I can't believe I ever heard he saying that.
"Are you implying it yourself dear?"
He just laugh..
Is it for real? Do you really have to be like that? I mean selling everything for the sake of business??

I may be naive but I'm not really into the idea of kissing stranger.
Not even with you Mr Cayank ku Si Penjaga Parking.
Hohohoo...
Migrain! Migrain!


Mama is going to Jakarta next week. How I wish I can go but my condition is really out of topic.
Grandma is admitted now. Mama just released. I wonder if Mama is strong enof to take care Grandma..

Gotta go..
Hujan lebat adalah waktu paling tepat untuk Tidur....

Catatan buat Si Penjaga parking..

Been awhile since aku chat ngan cayank ku si Penjaga Parking..
Since balik dari Borneo, tatau aper kabar berita..
Ingat da terus kawin n settled down kat sana.. ihikss..
Rupa2nya da blk ke KL..
Khabarnya ke Borneo hanya mencari sesuap nasi..
Siannye cayank..
Kalo takat nk cari sesuap nasi watpe g Borneo sana..
Jauh..
Datang umah aii.. satu periuk nasi aii masakkan..
Siap aii bagi extra ikan dalan tin.. hehe..

Cayank ku kata,
ada hadiah tuk aku dari Borneo..
Biasa, kata baru blk outstation..
Adiahnye adalah a piece of rotten DAIM!
What a lovely present I've ever had..
Sebab, not long time ago..
A friend.. just a friend.. of course a guy fren..
But really just a friend... my cayank at all..
He went back from Germany for conference or something..
He gave me one big plastic of DAIM and other chocolates.. (which I'm not sure Halal ke tak.. but I'm sure aii bedal je)..
Now, u r claiming urself as my cayank yet u wanna give me A PIECE OF ROTTEN DAIM??
U r the most romantic guy alive la cayank..

OK.. done with it.
Saja takde keje..
Aii just wanna wish my cayank si Penjaga Parking will become a CEO soon..
& also will get his Dato'ship afterwards..
So that whoever marry him will get the Datin title..
And also will hv their wedding at the Palace of the Golden Horses..
Therefore, can beat his BESTFRIEND (dunia akhirat)!
AMIN...

Cayank.. see how much I adore you..
Despite what u've done aii still pray the best for you..
Nnt once u decided to hv ur wedding at PGH or the real Palace, do let me know ok..
Of course u kene invite aii..
I contribute gak aper.. tuk mendoakan yuuuu...

Ok cayank!!!

**Cici in the bengong mode.. sebab arini April Fool**

Last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EG!!!

SELAMAT ULANGTAHUN SAYANG..

Yang tulus ikhlas
Ingin sekali sekala dirinya dibalas
Walau hanya dengan dakapan di angin lalu

Yang selalu memberi
Ingin sekali sekala jadi penerima
Cukup dengan salam dan manis doa

Aku ingin kau merasakan hebatnya cinta
Dan leburkan saja serpihan calar derita

Selamat ulang tahun sayang
Kini kau bersayap, pergilah terbang
Rentaslah langit cita cita mu
Harap nanti kita ‘kan bertemu'

Selamat ulang tahun sayang
Janganlah engkau tak terbang pulang
Ku nanti penuh kerinduan
Selamat tinggal, selamat jalan

Aku hanya inginkan engkau setia
Kerana setia yang mencipta bahagiamu


EG, as usual.. birthday gift ko da aku kirimkan kat Abang Santa. Agaknya dia ingat tu hadiah tuk Krismas kot.. pastu dia lupa.. hehee
As usual gak, aku slalu bg ko cake.. This time around, aku bg cake gak...

How bout this one?? Cam terover lak kan??

Or Macadamia chocolate cake from Secret recipe?? Whichever u like ok!!!

But please.. please.. please.. jangan makan sampai macam ni ok!!..

Love you big girl!!