TAG??? Mende nih??

Aku baru tau kewujudan blog Nouq, itu pun setelah dijemput dgn segala hormatnya menjadi pembaca blog Onah.. Dan dalam aku 'ketahuan' tu... aku baru perasan aku telah di TAG.. amende tu?? Kla, since aku ngah bosan kat lab di hari cuti yg senyap sunyi ni.. aku pun rajin sket nk menjawab soalan2 tu.. hohooo

Every question is referring to 1 person
Wokies

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
Him?Her? Siapa? Siapa? Haihh confuse aii..

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
Towards sapa?? adeh.. soklan camni aii takde jawapan kekdahnye.. pass..

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
Lor yg ni sapa plak?? she? he? yang mana?? kalo tak kisah mana2, the most memorable things some1 ever done to me is when he sang a song time aku baru bangun tdo.. n the song tu plak ayat dia camni "Disetiap ada kamu....." sambung arr sendirik.. hahaha

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
Ermm.. ni aku nk plh sapa ehh?? not he or she but THEY, when THEY celebrate my birthday kat TC.. I love you guys.. love u so muchhhhh!!!

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
Uishhhh awat lempung sangat soklan, kalo da jadi lover sah sah la kawin.. takkan nk wat dosa manjang kot.. owh pliss dehh.. ahakss

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...
Aii wat bodo je.. dah ramai pun yg jadi.. haaahaa.. bak kata orang, practices make perfect.. ahakss

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on...
Sapa yg nk jadi lover aku ni?? meh sini aku tgk sikit rupa parasnya.. chewahhh

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
Yg jadi enemy aku skrg ni ke?? Yg da penah jd enemy aku sbb2 nya adalah.. betrayal.. hehe..

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
Adehhh.. aii peningla.. amende la question2 ni sumer.. fening tau...

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
Sapa?? Obama?? Ok kot.. ahakss..

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Ontah.. aii dun care n aii dun give a damn.. bleh gitu?? nk pk apa org rasa ttg aku blh giler wehh..

12. The character of you for yourself is?
My character?? Im a loner and sober.. ok??

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Refer to answer No 12

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
PERFECT tak pun ALMOST PERFECT... boleh??

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
Thank you for caring and liking me.. I love you guys...

16. Ten people to tag?
Aii dun wan to tag ppl.. tak suker..

17.who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
No one at No. 2.. so question will be left unanswered.. pass

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
He..

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
Dun think so..

20. How about no. 5 and 8?
Wehh... I'm not a matchmaker ok.. leave it..

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
No 1?? erkk.. ada ke?

22. Is no. 4 single?
No 4 aku kan ramai.. so mcm2la status derang.. bini orang pun ada ... hahaa (degil)

23. Say something about no. 6
No comment..

Ok.. itu sahaja...
Im kinda pissed off hari ni....with myself..

Bila rasa ini rasamu...

Suatu masa dulu, aku adalah ibarat pemandu kereta yang tak pernah berhenti. Aku memandu dan terus memandu, mencari penumpang di tepi jalanan lebuh raya kehidupan agar dapat aku pelawa untuk duduk di sebelah, menemani aku dalam pemanduan aku untuk sampai ke destinasi. Akhirnya aku berhenti di hadapan seseorang yang aku rasakan bakal menjadi teman yang paling tegar untuk aku sama-sama berkongsi jalanan dalam jalur yang panjang ini. Aku berhenti dan aku pelawa dia untuk naik kereta yang aku pandu. Akhirnya dia menemani aku untuk aku menuju destinasi, namun hanya seketika. Suatu saat, dia berhenti dan meninggalkan aku.

Aku teruskan pemanduan dan bertemu dgn orang-orang yg menemani pemanduanku buat seketika. Selalu bertemu dengan orang yang salah. Namun, ada satu saat aku berhenti dan pelawa orang itu untuk naik kereta yang aku pandu, tapi ternyata dia tak sudi. Malah dia tak buka pun pintu kereta tempat duduk penumpang itu. Kebiasaannya aku akan teruskan pemanduan. Kembali mencari penumpang lain yang lebih sesuai mungkin. Tapi bezanya kali ini, aku sekadar menghidupkan enjin kereta. Dan masih tetap berhenti di hadapan orang itu. Tanpa berfikir untuk menekan minyak dan berlalu pergi.

Beberapa kali aku pernah mencuba, tapi aku kurang kuat. AKu tetap berfikir bahawa suatu hari nanti, orang itu akhirnya akan sudi mengisi kerusi kosong di sisi aku dan bersetuju untuk menemani aku meneruskan pengembaraan.

Aku.... masih di situ.. Dalam kereta, di hentian yang sama, di hadapan orang itu, menanti... Terus menanti...

Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu
Dan tak pernah ku sesali itu
Seluruh jiwa rela ku serahkan
Mengenang janji setiaku

Kumohon jangan jadikan semua ini
Alasan kau menyakitiku
Meskipun cintamu tak hanya untukku
Tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti

Reff:
Bila rasaku ini rasamu
Sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya
Terkhianati cinta yang kau jaga

Coba bayangkan kembali
Betapa hancurnya hati ini kasih
Semua telah terjadi

Terlanjur Cinta - Rossa ft Pasha(Ungu)

# Ppl asking... awat jadi mellow and jiwang sangat lately.. Hello.. I'm enjoying masa muda ok.. hehe.. N please.. 2009 = Dont ask about marriage thingy.. Not in this year.. Clear?? :p
*Owh with regards to IID, I got 1 gold je this year.. out of 5 products. Plus my master project dpt silver je.. but no worries.. we still can go national level and perhaps to International plak pastu.. hehe.. Pray for me..
** Btw, Happy Birthday to Apai for your double 3, Kak Ina, Denny and Putri.. May God bless u all.. Though no present.. or direct wish to u all.. doesnt mean, I forget.. hehe.. (sometimes, I tend to forget.. Thanks to the reminder.. haha)
*** Can't wait to hv a nice long holiday plak.. I'm going to Taman Negara soon.. soon..

2 years...

Next february..
Almost 2 years he left me...
Almost 2 years I shut my heart..
Almost 2 years HE knows what exactly happened..

I miss him..
Truely miss him..
I wish he's here..
I wish whatever happened was all dream..

I'm still in the lab.. at this very moment..
Hving difficulty on get over this february..
Wish me strong..
I need some1 to talk to..
Owh.. please give me strength..

January?? So what??

This month had to be the busiest month for the past few months.. hehee..
After one month of hardwork, things were judged in a day..
Just imagine, i spent my day n nite thinking about this stupid IID, n yet in a day everything finished!!
OK, not expecting any medal this time around since the competition is really tough n yet I'm sure my genuinely own product (SLN) can't go anywhere since the judges gv me a very bad marks (read:I did see the marking scheme). But, I'm happy as my judge is so F handsome... hohoo..
I was shivering when he called my name.. hahahaa... stupiddoshh..

For the past 2 months, I've spent almost 6 thousands for tuition fees, condo rental and some sort of campus thingy.. n yet I've some amount in my acc. Which is very small n it will never can cover my next semester fees.. Oh God, please gimme some money.. huhuu...

Btw, get to know a new guy.. not to say great.. but he's nice n okla.. hehee
So??
Actually, there's a lot to say but I don't know what to type as I lost my idea as soon as my fingers touch the keyboard.. hahaa...
Just another entry after a very long silent..

Enjoy ur life dear...

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOLNAZ!!!

Commitment...

After so many years.. I never expect this will come up again, especially in the condition where M very close to the uncertainty. What the heck if ppl suddenly become busy body n try to design some1's life, some1's future?? I had a very tough days for the past few days. With the due just around the corner and none of the product yet to finish.. I had 4 things to do on my own, and so far only one is done. The rest is still a big question mark!! The competition is on next tuesday, not tomorrow. On 13th.

Remember my last n3 about IDD, yea this time around again we participated for 7 items. Me myself had 4 products.. (giler tamak boss aku ni.. yg wat keje aku sorang gak..). Tomorrow I need to do the panel acceptance test but yet products are not ready.. huhuu..

The second thing, which is kinda gimme headache is about my age.. erkk whattafak kan??
Tula, me rileks giler about being 27.. wah.. nice number.. both are my lucky no what.. hehee.. but u know la kan.. older ppl seeing me being single at this age.. owh.. I hate this...

Whatever it is.. m so in dilemma... bencikkkkk!!!!

* Ntahla.. I hate this situation.. nk lari mana plak??

Happy New Year 2009

Pejam celik.. kejap je da tahun baru. Pertukaran tahun menandakan tertambahan usia secara umumnya..

My frens n I celebrated New Year 2009 @KLCC. Park at KJ, then took LRT. Reached KLCC around 11.30pm just to find that KLCC was flooded with people. So crowded but as it is first time for my sister n frens.. takperla.. layankan.

5 minutes fireworks really beautiful. Generally, worth it la..

Every year, new year is similar to celebrating Jamil's Birthday.. So we had family dinner outside with cakes to celebrate his birthday. This year, he got 2 cakes.. lucky him.. hehe...

OK, talking about new year resolution. No, wait..wait..
Last year resolution was a total failure... most of it failed.. but okla, there's always next time but still, the picture will be different..

Honestly, this year... THERE'S NO NEW RESOLUTION...
So this year, I will just go with the flow..

Whatever it is...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!