Hutang...

End of month..
As usual, time of getting money right?? Huhuu
Yea, this month my pay is a bit higher than the previous one.. Though it is not significant rise but at least can cover some of my loan payment.. huhuu..
I owed Papa 2k & Mom 500. The condo monthly rental around 500. Insuran another 200. N yet I havent put in the toiletteris and the foods. Huhuu..
After simple calculation of loan payment, my balance is about 1k jerrr..
Huhuu.. I need a lot of money to cover so many things then.. Being a very good spender helps me a lot on getting loan (damn it!) AND I need a new pair of shoes already.. huhuuu...!!

I'm planning on goin to Kuantan this weekend. For sure I will.. but.. luck wasn't always on my side. Pity me.. poor me.. My students are having their final exam this saturday and I've to be there.. whatteheck?? So again, I don't see any possible available time for me to go there before Ramadhan.. Again pity me. No more holiday.. Pity me... pity me.. huhuu..

I've class at 3pm n now Im preparing the lecture notes.. See, how good I am.. hehee..
Tense all over.. so I really need a break!

Please GOD, help me...

Stealed wireless connection...

Since I moved here in this condo, I was considering on getting streamsux for this house. But yet to know how bad the service is, I held back..
On the very first day staying here, I tried to get any possible wireless connection and I did. The one with connection name NETGEAR. (Thanks a trillion for not putting any password.hehe). I'm using this connection currently. Thanks to you again. I really need internet for my study and so for my work. Don't expect me to prepare the whole lotz things with the lecture notes. I'm not that hardworking ok..

So, this morning.. When I was about to start preparing my lecture notes, found out that the connection has been given a password. Which means I can no longer using this connection. Sob.. Sob..Sob... A friend of mine gimme the maxis broadband for a week so that I can use his to do my work. But tell you what, the wireless connection I've been using all this while is much much better compared to this so called broadband. I got disconnected every few minutes. Hell tired using this thing!

Considering I'm staying at Level 9. And the whole building is actually students and none is using fixed line yet. (This condo just recently opened as the UiTM's hostel for International Students). I guess the connection must be from the houses nearby. So far this connection is the best among all.. So for the owner of this connection which is at Jalan Pualam Sect. 7, using the connection name as mentioned above, if you happened to read this blog.. ahahahhaaa... please leave you contact number so that I can pay you monthly or weekly or whichever you prefer..

If you prefer to let me using it for free.. Thank you so much.. I love you.. hahhaa..

Now, please excuse me coz I've 2 chapters of lecture notes to be prepared. Huhuu..

Have a nice sunday everyone!

Stealed wireless connection...

Since I moved here in this condo, I was considering on getting streamsux for this house. But yet to know how bad the service is, I held back..
On the very first day staying here, I tried to get any possible wireless connection and I did. The one with connection name NETGEAR. (Thanks a trillion for not putting any password.hehe). I'm using this connection currently. Thanks to you again. I really need internet for my study and so for my work. Don't expect me to prepare the whole lotz things with the lecture notes. I'm not that hardworking ok..

So, this morning.. When I was about to start preparing my lecture notes, found out that the connection has been given a password. Which means I can no longer using this connection. Sob.. Sob..Sob... A friend of mine gimme the maxis broadband for a week so that I can use his to do my work. But tell you what, the wireless connection I've been using all this while is much much better compared to this so called broadband. I got disconnected every few minutes. Hell tired using this thing!

Considering I'm staying at Level 9. And the whole building is actually students and none is using fixed line yet. (This condo just recently opened as the UiTM's hostel for International Students). I guess the connection must be from the houses nearby. So far this connection is the best among all.. So for the owner of this connection which is at Jalan Pualam Sect. 7, using the connection name as mentioned above, if you happened to read this blog.. ahahahhaaa... please leave you contact number so that I can pay you monthly or weekly or whichever you prefer..

If you prefer to let me using it for free.. Thank you so much.. I love you.. hahhaa..

Now, please excuse me coz I've 2 chapters of lecture notes to be prepared. Huhuu..

Have a nice sunday everyone!

Homey...

At this very moment, I'm at Meru. Hehe
Had class at MSU till 6.30pm.
Balik semata2 nk makan durian..
Sedih tul..
Kat condo, can't sbb my other housemate allergic bau durian..
Busuk katanya.. Orang Iran katakan.. what to say...

Rindu nak makan manggis lak..
Bila la ada orang nk offer balik kampung dia makan manggis ni??
Tak sabar nk lari dari tensen keje2 yg tak penah habis tu.. huhuu

Td ada student baru masuk class. Budak repeat. Maknanya budak ni mmg byk main..
Tapi seyes.. cute giler.. Ok.. now, aku da ada favorit student.. hahaha
Just like last time..
Btw, aku ajar my own sister this semester.. ahakss..

Bila cici under deep stress sebab....

I was supposed to get a break for 4 days this fucking weeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!
BUT... not my big butt occay..
I couldn't get the 'chootea'..
Bengang like hell..
Why??
I got to present progress report today but I malas nk prepare.. so boss ngamuk sakan..
Bila boss ngamuk.. I moody..
So kt sama2 tunjuk perasaan.. huhuu..
Now I'm moody and mad..
Busy.. Busy.. Busy..

Bila da bengang n tatau nk buat aper.. buat keje sumer tak jadi.. so mulalah jd cam org giler..
So this what I did..
Dapat this from Mak Merah website. SO just try. OKla.. utk kembali tersenyum.. huhuu..
Tp still rasa cam sedih giler..
Ntah bila nk kuantan ni.. huhuu..
sob..sob..sob...

Kejadahnya minah2 ni dok telek2 wajahku ini... hhehee

Beauty is in the eyes of beholder

Giler.. sikit pun org tak heran ngan wajah yg terpampang tu.. haha

The first Muslim Lady as the President?? Wakakakaaa

Well, what can I say.. siap ada ternganga2 siap... hehehee

Siaran di televisi tua...

The art??

How nice..

My favorit... Suker lerrr..

Pic giler mengada2.. jadi gabenor bank US gamaknya.. huhuu..

Hmm.. hilang rasa tensen dok gelak2.. hehehee..
Pastu ada plak si mamat sakit jiwa ganggu ketenteraman jiwa aku yg tenang ni.. hampehss..


So my dear Andy...
Just walk awayla..
I'm not in d mood da...
I do love you but.. love as a friend..
Thats it..

Ok.. otak pun da bengong.. Mind me please...

Italiannies Treats

I met an old friend yesterday..
After quite a long time.. (not so long I guess....)
So.. this so called an ex-good friend of mine treated me at Italiannies.. (Thanks a trillion..)
SUch a very demanding person he has become..

Anyway.. 'I don't know you at all...You're totally different person now.. I do miss my old best friend..'

Well, there's always give and take..
I've expected such things..
But I was being ignorance..
It's okay..
After 5 months..
The 2nd part in the same year..
You're still the same..
A bit dissapointed..
And the blame is on me..
Owh My...

Erkk.. got Microbes lecture notes to be prepared..
Have a nice SUnday everyone..

Life is a box of chocolate

This week, can hardly find time to sit and write or update my blog. I had the third level of stress. Now, I'm stuck with fever, cough, cold, flu n etc.. My cozin got married yesterday and the wedding was today. Too tired with the wedding thingy yet I'm going to start my lecturing next week so I've to prepare my lecture slide. I was informed today and yet my class in on tuesday. Gosh!! I haven't prepare anything yet..

I'm not feeling very good now especially when I'm having such a terrible running nose. Owh ya, I had another proposal to be prepared as boss wanted to apply a new grant so I've to prepare a new proposal. My assistant resigned last friday so I kinda lost my hand. I cannot handle everything alone. I need assistant to assist me with my task. I'm seriously under pressure now. Since I got so many things to do and always finish my work at nite so I usually landed at kondo. I'll only go home every alternate day. Somehow, minyak mahal skrg. hehe..

What new about me? Ermm nothing much.. I'm still the old cici who kinda keep the past and resist to move on.. hohohoo.. still completing my master degree.. long waaaaaaaaaay to go.. ermm just got a new part time job.. teaching/lecturing again at MSU. I'm gonna teach my own sista.. hahaa.. It kinda funny when I tell Nurul about being her lecturer.
I was asking if she has started her Microbiology class yet..
and she said, No.. I don't think there is any lecturer available.. Why?? ..
I was just smiling a first,
when she suddenly scream.. NO..don't tell me, u r going to teach me..
As I was smiling I tell her... I'm going to be your Microbs lecturer.. Hahhaa...
She swallowed her smile.. and me loikeee... (siapkan peluru untuk membuli)

I'm a good teacher (cheh puji diri sendiri ehh).. Owh silap.. I was a good teacher. I always give extra mark to my students just to help they past in their exam.. but no longer. SInce I met so these 'kuangajo' type of students.. I started to change my way of dealing with students. I can be nice at time and can be very serious at time.. But, I'm gonna have a close monitor over my own sista. huhuu.. nasib ko la..

I bought a laptop for my dear sister yesterday. It's toshiba sattellite model. The purpose of the lpc merely for the study.. using words, excel etc so I don't see any reason why do I hv to get her a very branded expensive one.. Moderate one is enof for her.. further more, I've no more money left..10k was spent last month for both hers and my tuition fees and this month 2.5k is more than enof.. It is worth my one month salary ok. After being a kuli.. at the end of the day, I can only get a cheap lpc for my sista. Told her to get the expensive one, once she earns money she can get the branded expensive one.

Sosial life? I manage to sneak out from my packed schedule and went for movie but luck was not at my side when after 15 minutes watching 'WANTED' suddenly the hall filled with smoke and everyone panic. We ran out of the hall and were told that the show has to be cancelled. The fire extinguisher explode. Damn.. What a bad luck. I wanted to watch the movie very much.. Any1??

What else?? Can't think of anything at this moment.. That's it for now..
Have a nice monday guys..
Monday is always my 'having bad mood' day.. hehhe

Crazy..

I'm still here preparing the final exam questions for my studs. A usual when I get sleepy, I'll browse thru nice blogs to read. One of my fav is Arth Akal. He reminds me of someone. Very much.. I donno.. dun ask me.. just pretend like u donno too.. or just pretend as I nvr say a thing.. Nway, its kinda I'm promoting his blog here.. He such a cute guy what.. nothing wrong with that..so y dont u take a hop to his!

Owh.. sleepy head.. gimme some more minutes b4 I can go to sleep.. Sleeeeeepy...

Kid...

I had a very bad start of the day today. Trapped for almost 2 hours just for less than 10km distance. It was the bad one. Depart from house around 7.30am and reach campus around 10.30am. It was really bad crawl I've been trapped in.. Goshh.. (Kakiku lenguh till this moment!)

Bos's lpc was infected by virus caused the whole fucking thing I've been prepared using the software (that only available in his lpc coz its license is sooooo F expensive) lost! I've no hardcopy of those.. now I've to start doing it again. Gosh how am I going to remember the whole lot of things. Seriously I remember NOTHING. What a bad day I've gone thru!

After sending my frens to condo, met Bassl and invite him for dinner. Though I met him, he doesnt really made my day. It still dull and boring and unexciting.. Owh, I did tell you that he's single right?? I'm sorry, he's engaged.. Forgot to tell you in the previous entry as too many things to remember. He invited me to his condo. Eka went there last sunday but I wasn't around so he ask me to visit him today. I really don't have time for it coz I need to be at home by least at 9pm. So just postpone the visit to some other day. Huh!

He wanted to introduce me to his Australian frens (I was requesting this though..haha). So perhaps once I moved to condo, we gonna have party..
I got one of the number.. waiting for a call.. wah.. that one made my day but just for a few seconds but then it become dull and boring again..

Just now, when I was trying to chill down, Andy sms-ed and he pissed me off. I was mad, sad and hate him. Called him straight away and have a phone-fight. One thing that my x-bf hated back than.. huhuu.. (mind me, since I've so many x-bf so you just hv to figure it out.. which is which.. ahakss). I kinda need to re-thinking over our relationship. I can't commit at the moment.. wanna enjoy my life still.. tak lama lg. I'm 26 now.. just few more years to turn to big 3.. less than 4 years what.. so let me hv fun first lorr...

Headache la.. headache..
I need a break.. please!!

Long tiring day.. yet very happening one... hehe

First of all... duhhh.. my english is getting worst!!! Mind me okie dokie..
Second... I miss one particular person.. I haven't see him for ages... Seriously I'm really damn missing him.. huhuu...
Third.. This is the last week I've before start having busy weekend. Huhuhuuu..

Ok, I went out a bit early on this sunday.. sending some stuffs to my new house. Helpin my rumate moving in. Owh ya, I met the other housemate, she's from Iran, Tehran to be exact. A mother of two.. We called her aunty as her first daugther is 17 yrs old. Hehee.. Well, foreigner way of life... they simply let their male friend get into our house so I've to mention about the way we are dealing with guys. You can invite time to time but not everytime.. Owh otherwise I'll be bad person after sometimes... hehe.. I know.. I know.. I'm bad eh?? Well, then I'll bcome worst..easy to say :p

At noon, went to A'an's house which I took a new road I've never been before, the Ampang elevated highway and at the end of the day I lost in Ampang. I'm very bad with road. I was crawling in the crowd for about 1 hour before I can find my way out. Huh!! I was talking with A'an regarding the direction to his house when I saw a roadblock not too far in front of me.. I was heading there.. despite of being guilty talking on phone while driving, I asked the officer how to get to the Tesco.. Luckily he gv the right direction... hehe.. Stay at his house for like few hours.. A'an was at Ganu to visit his wife. I got things to do with his dad. We were talking about hours.. huhuu.. I have a lot of things to do.. huhuu..

Then on the way to Melati, called Ikmal, Nazim n Oni.. Ikmal the new YM didnt pick up my call, not even reply my sms.. (Takpe ko.. mentang2 jd YB ehh.. tunggu!! hohoho), Oni was at Odah's house, Nazim was the only one who available at that moment. I wanna return his book.. Being 'terhutang budi' (apa words dia dlm english ehh??) hehee.. so ask Nazim to accompany me for drink. Kalau ajak dia sbb rasa terhutang budi, mati idup blk dia taknak ikut. Tgh2 minum kat Oldtown Melati, Meely n Isk join sekaki.. so ramaila teman bergossip. hehe.. (sapa kata lelaki tak gossip? :p)

When I was about to go back, Nuar smsed me mentioned that he's at home. I want to see oni n farah. Haven't meet them since they got married. So went to djc just to find nuar alone. Wait a while for them.. Once I met them.. excuse myself to go home..

Traffic jammed was so damn worst.. Reached home around 8. After solat, went out again as I've promised to treat them dinner. They chose KFC so we went there..

Balik rumah..and now I'm on my bed writing this..hehee.. chatting with my x-bf.. huhu.. compliment about me getting slimmer.. owh.. puh-leaseeee...

Actually, andy is here.. but I dont feel like meeting him.. huhuu.. Promise Bassl to meet him too but I had to break the promise.. huhuu.. Too many things to do in one day.. :(

Hmm.. thats all for now.. nk melayan my x-bf. Ermm.. my 1st x to be exact :p

MC-ing myself

Went back home last nite as I wasn't feel comfortable with my stomach.. So this morning, get an excuse to absent from work.. Did I tell you I really need a good damn break?? I'm so full with tense and no-words-to-describe-kinda-thingy. This week is the worst in this semester. I hate it and I hate it very much. I should be bit independent nowadays.. huhu.. sakit sket blk umah.. :p

Early morning, Mom wake me up.. To find me not in a good condition obviously she kinda worried. Requesting Papa to prepare sate padang. Suddenly feel like wanted to have it. Which Papa did and I was there all along helping with the cooking. What a lovely friday..

Went to China 'Pharmacist' and get my herbs (mind me, I no longer attracted to drugs-based-medicine unless I really have to), boil it and have it by selfforcing method. hehe.. Hard to consume boiled chinese herbs.. taste.. erkk.. me dun loikeee... but i just have to.. Well, being a pharmacy ppl.. deal with all kind of drugs.. urghh.. U may get tired with tablet, pills n supplements sometimes... Produce product, test a lil bit, then claim good here n there.. huh!

Erm.. I should hve posted this entry with title 'News from UiTM Shah Alam' or perhaps 'My current activities'.. and maybe I should email it to the whole community in my address book so that ppl know my latest well-being.. Arghh can't stop myself being sarcasm.. damn cici!! So frens outthere.. what happened to you guys.. do email us your well being.. especially those who staying oversea.. Nana... :p hehehe... (Suddenly loike want to write bout this.. hehe.. maybe bcoz I just read an email.. ahaksss) No offense k.. Lain org ada lain idea, lain kepala.. lain way to let ppl know and remember.. as for me.. no need for u to remember me la coz I hardly remember ppl.. :p - What u give u get back kan?? Lalalalaaa...

Hmm.. I was having hard time with Andy. Since he's far away so I don't see any reason why I should keep up with him especially when I need him most but he can't be there for me. I'm not being very demanded just that, sometimes phone call is enof but things can never be as what we expected rite? Hohooo.. Sometimes, I do go out with other guys especially new international students as they find me very 'attractive' (read:friendly)hahha :p but just a friend. Bassl is the mastermind of all this, he's the one who introduced me to his friends.. no harms rite.. and not my fault at all but guess what.. tho I just go out with them still I'm a bitch but who cares? who gonna gv such a damn care?? Like I care.. I don't mind.. I got it long time ago n I dont bother about it.. Say what you want ppl.. Please help to raise my 'pahala' yg very little ni..

Don't know y.. but this songs kinda catchy.. I loikeee ..

"I kissed a girl.. I like it..
It taste a cherry chapstick..
I kissed a girl just to try it..."

Ok, that's all for now.. I'm going out with mom..
Take care everyone.. Have a nice weekend k!

Blurr

Tadi mcam byk idea nak tulis..
Skrg tatau nk tulis aper.. bukak news..asik citer sal liwat..
Bukak blog pun sama..
So I'm kinda blur..
Later2la tulis lagi bila da tak blurr lagi.. hehe

Busy #8

Cheit..
Busy tp still ada masa update blog kan? hehee..
I'm in a deep shit! Stress all over.. regards being the 'fucking most important person' duhh...
I thought I don't have to manage all those fucking research as I'm now having my own research. BUt yet I was not the big boss to make own decision for myself. I'm still the fucking kuli. Darnnnn!!

It never been good makan gaji.. I can't be so kejam asking my assistants to do things over their limit. That's too much. Me also.. I hate being given something that over my shoulder. I just couldn't take it anymore. Hell no.. I was so busy with those fuddyduddy thingy last two weeks, and the bos wants the report by this morning. I had sort of talk need to be attended last nite, and reached home only at 11.30pm. I was so damn tired and have no time to think about that fucking report.

This morning, malas giler nk g lab. Report to submit. Hell what report should I submit when most of the labwork is yet to be done?? Huh!!

Ermm.. heard about the sadomy issue lately.. Politic again?? No, I'm not talking about politic.. it just that, I'm stil wondering how is the fiancee of that person now.. I mean.. I don't know. When I first met a friend who is bi-, I was totally cannot accept the fact that he's actually bi-. We even went into separate way, where I've never bother to pick up his call or reply his sms. But as I grew up older and smarter (yuhuuu), try to understand that this kind of ppl is actually exist in this world but yet it is still a sin OKKK!!

And yess.. I totally opposed the homo thingy.. please la.. We had less guys here in this world, yet you guys still interested in guys.. hoh!! Gimme a break ok.. Try to look out over the chicks out there.. Haram tau tak homo tu.. Terkutuk macam kaum Nabi Luth nanti.. huhu...

Next week is the wedding of my cozin. Tired but compulsory. Hmm.. ppl start asking when is my turn.. Ermm sabarla.. once there's a right person come over to ask me for the hand of marriage then that is my turn... Tu pun nak kene explain gak??

I really need a good damn break!!