Conference

I'll be going to Penang again but this time, I'll drive. That is a good news for me but not so good news as my cozin coming along bringing the whole family and my youngest bro. Huhu.. I was supposed a holiday for me.. huhuu..

Nevermindla.. as long as dapat g holiday is more than enof, though it is not a holiday though but I was attending a conference and settling few matters regarding my Masters Project. Meeting my supervisor overthere.. doing this and that..

Nway, yesterday had my class after 2 weeks break. Got souvenir from students.. So sweet.. hehe.. My only malay male studs didn't attend the class and the good news is that he failed the mid term.. Still wondering, if it is my fault.. Duhh...

Lotz of things to do..

An old friend, gimme a call yesterday..
"Hey, cici.!" Come into surprise that she actually called me in the middle of the day..
"Yea.. what's up? Mimpi aper call aku tgh2 hari ni? Biasanya tgh2 malam baru cari aku."
"Takdela just wanna tell you that aku baru tukar beautician aku."
"Ehh?? So??"
"Ala.. yg lama tu tak perform sangat. Eh, muka ko macam mana eh skrg?"
"Why?"
" Ko tau tak, aku dah cantik. Ingat tak dulu ko kata ada byk hitam2 kat muka aku.. Skrg ni dah takder. Muka aku da clear. Jerawat pun takde. Senang citer aku memang da cantikla sekarang."
"Oo.. ye ke. Good for you la. AKu ni macam ni la.. Muka ngan jerawatnya, badan makin mengembang. Ermm orang kata, don't even close with cantik."
"Ha?? Ko biar benar.. Dulu ko lagi cantik dari aku. Sekarang ni aku lagi cantik dari ko. Tula ko tak jaga badan ko tu. So sekarang ni mesti dah takde orang nk kat ko kan?? Ingat dulu, kalo kuar ngan ko, orang asik nk kenal ko je.. Aku ni macam aper je."
"Sekarang ni takyah risau.. Jangankan nak kenal, tgk aku pun orang tak lalu.. Seyes, aku dah tak cantik dah. Dah tua kan. lagipun aku mana ada beautician macam ko. Tak mampu la."
"Hmm.. padanla pun. Sapa suruh amik course yg tak menjanjikan keje camtu. Sebab tu aku tukar course. See skrg aku da jd somebody.."
"Yea rite. Tp aku minat.. Biar jela.. Lagipun kalau aku cantik macam dulu..or lebih cantik dari ko.. kang tak senang lak hidup aku!"
"Ye la tu. Hmm.. dah tak cantik ni pandai2la ko. Eii mesti skrg ko takde boifren kan?"
"A'ahla.. memang takde. Dah gemuk macam aku ni.. Sapa nak. Tak cantik lak tu. Okla, got to go.. aku ada keje sket.. Later kita sembang lagi."
"Eh aku barr..." Aku putuskan talian.. cam syiallllllll... Seyes aku nk tgk sangat muka CANTIK dia tu.. Deymm..

Takat mana je cantik tu? Takat mana je cantik tu boleh dibawa.. Though aku rasa aku gemuk or whatsoever.. but I still feel beauty, pretty.. :p
Lantak korang arr nk pk aku huduh ke aper ke.. yg penting, I appreciate myself dan rasakan aku cantik.. ihikss..

p/s: otherwise yu pun taknak kat ai kan yang? :p
Kalau dia rasa dia cantik.. so what?? huh

Stronger..

Pagi td b4 g keje aii da type siap2 entry for today, tp ntah camne.. entry tu tak terpublish n ilang ntah mana ntah.. Ralat dok chatting ngan pokya la td. Pastu plak, my cozin call all the way from Vietnam.. so tak perasan lak terclose window tu without saving.. hehe.. biasala dah tue.. nyanyuk sket.. :D

Last nite had dinner ngan Mr Ikmal. I was so down yesterday.. sbb monday kot.. so kinda not having good mood. Dlm tgh hari (while I was in conference) he called me up ajak g dinner. Lama da tak jumpa dia. So had our dinner kat William's. Share Nasi GOreng Ketam, Carbonara n Mashed pot (my fav).. haha ai tak minta pun.. dia pandai2 order since he knows I love mashed pot kat Chilli's.. but carbonara n mashed potatoes dia not match my taste.. so me dun likey.. Nasi goreng dia ok.. best..

What's new about him?? Ermm, nothing much..he's kinda no longer excited about food..hehe.. actually both of us are.. We were crazy bout food back then, when there is any new place he just get to know, he'll ajak me to try it out.. Now, my appetite is down to the hill.. tak brapa minat sangat makan. Last nite, tak habis pun ktorg makan berdua makanan2 tu. Sampai he was like asking me if I'm ok.. Usually I was craving like hell, then makan pun like hell gak.. Maybe lately due to fatigue, tak rasa nk makan sangat. Had mushroom soup as my breakfast, then lunch just minum coffee and buah. At home baru take small portion of nasi as for dinner. But no worries.. I didn't even get slimmer.. sama cam tu je.. ahaks..

Decision.. decision.. Serabot pala otak.. so malas nk pk.. let it be.. what it gonna be..
At the moment, all I can think of is having a nice holiday at Redang.. Henry!!!!! Get my carpet ready!..

Pagi ni baru perasan asal ai wasn't in mood yesterday.. sbb my lab tunggang langgang and blk was like tongkang pecah.. pagi ni lepas kemas2.. rasa cam.. ahh ... tenangnya.. ihikss..


owh ya.. Happy Birthday to those who celebrating their birthday..
May all you dreams come true and these coming years bring more happiness than ever...
(Thanks to YahooMail for reminding me :p )

Have a nice day everyone..

Commitment...

I'm not ready for that type of 'commitment' yet. I'm tired trying and end up with breaking my own heart. Somehow tired gak bila orang asik tanya bila nk kawin n all. Like they hv nothing to do drpd jaga tepi kain orang. Bukan saya takmo kawin ye.. jodoh tak sampai lagi.. (mind ur own business la k)

One of engineering student suddenly keep smsing n asking bout my age. Malas nk layan.. buat bodoh je.. Last2 bgtau dia my birth year, then dia kira sendiri. Kadang2 I wonder what those kids think. Pikirkan pasal study, baru sibuk2 nk bercintala nak kawinla.. Nway, they did say I'm look like 22.. hahaha... for real?? :p

Hari ni byk benda yg disetelkan. Lepak ngan Henry kat Carre4 WangsaMaju. Mulanya g KLCC tp just nak ngabihkan myk kete aku je, sudahnya g lepak kat WangsaMaju gak.. cheitt.. Thanks to nazim sbb tolong aku dapatkan buku2 tu.. KO memang best!!.. Pastu g Desa Putra jumpa kawan japs. Ermm lepas blk dari Kondo tu, aku baru perasan yg nama kondo tu cam familiar je.. bleh aku lupa.. giler da nyanyuk.. huhuu..

Sampai2 umah, abangku da berada ditalian. Online, on kan webcam then buat video call. Hehee.. Abangku da semakin putih. Ibu kata sbb kene salji kat jepun coz seingat aku antara adik2 beradik dia, mmg diala yg agak gelap sket.. Ihikss.. skrg abangku tgh jaga kulit dia dari kene cahaya matahari sbb dia jd putih pun since dok jepun.. :p (gurau2 je bang ehh..).

Cam terkejut pagi ni bila pagi2 ada org proposed. Jadi tak tentu hala kejap. Dahla time tu tgh drive. Rasa cam, what is going on?? Ntah, tak terpk lg. Biarla org lain nk kawin ke, bertunang ke, beranak ke... selagi aku tak nyusahkan hidup dorang dgn tak berkahwin, tu terpulang pada akula nak kawin ke tak kan?? Ishh..

Next week, I'll be at Penang for a week. So, kene siapkan sumer keje by this week. See manala ada masa nk benda2 ngarut ni, lagipun aku da tue sangatla.. Tak kene gaya dah..

K la, selamat bekerja esok...

Sunday blues

What should I feel when being prop6sed! Honestlz cant think of comitment0

Busy #3

I'm getting insane with exam papers... Waa..

Can't sleep n I'm not in d mood of marking paper lagi dah.. so having break for a while..
Oh ya, semalam went to IIU Gombak. Nk jumpa Dr Jalal for his autograph.. hehe..
Plan to meet nazim but he can't make it. Busy bebenorla gamaknya..
Orang yg beli motor besar baru pun takde.. so tak stay lama..

UIA still macam dulu cuma da makin buruk.. bleh??
Need to be repainted.. Seriously!
Ingat nk g jumpa syam neslo tapi tak dan, hujan lebat.. malas nk turun g cafe..
Dahla lupa bawa driving spec. Hujan lebat, mmg jd cam siputla smlm.. I can't see in the range of 50mts. Sibbaikla tau jalan, kalau nk harapkan baca signboard mmg harapan jela jawabnya..

Kene siapkan marking exam paper my students. Tapi serious tak larat.. bencinya.. dapat task buat proposal tuk minta geran lagi la plak. Another task on my shoulder.. anak buah makin bertambah ramai pun bukan keje berkurang.. makin bertambah2 dah dilonggok kat kepala ni.. Hampehss!!

Bilalah si A'an ni nk blk.. aku perlukan khidmat nasihat dia tuk hplc buruk tu.. dah naik darah tinggi aku handle besi tue tu.. asik masalah je.. mencik!!!

Nway, my sis dah masuk MSU. Amik Pharmacy... dgn hati terpaksa.. huhu. Sibuk nk masuk nursing gak, dah tak dapat yg IJN aritu, dia give up.. then regist je kat MSU. So, college ni nampaknye akan merabakkan lagi poket aku yg dah sedia rabak ni.. 5k in 3 months.. Mmg mati2 kejela nampaknya..

Mata takmau tdo da... tgk exam paper tu rasa cam da nk termuntah dah..
Layan movie arr jap.. Kejapnya hari, esok da jumaat...

NAHAR, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN??

NAHAR, PLEASE GET TO ME ASAP!!! Aku hantar email kat ko.. sumer dia bounce blk kat aku.. so aku geram so I buat ni khas n spesel tuk ko.. :D

Jgn marah ehh.. gurau2... :D

Jublee Perak

Amer buzz aku td, telling me bebudak ada kat Gombak, celebrate UIA Jublee Perak. Hmm.. considering nk g sana ke tak?? Esok rasa cam nk lari half day.. Ai nak lari g gombak japs..Any1 nk join??

Nazim told me Mr K baru beli motor besar..padanla busy manjang.. Busy ngan moto baru dia ehh.. cheitt..

Owh.. owh.. saja nk buat kawan2 awik jeles.. haha.. Awik called me this morning.. haha.. Mulanya salah send B'day wishes kat no 019 dia. Pastu, tetiba awik reply msg. Then tak lama pastu dia call.. Setelah lama menyepikan diri.. barula teringat ehh awik ehh.. But nvm, at least ingat kan?? Well, awik da gemukk.. hihii.. takpe wik.. tu tandanya gembira n sehat.. Aku pun lebih kurang jekk... Seyes, rindu giler ngan ko.. nak harapkan ko turun KL, alamatnya dalam mimpi jela.. ko manjang je bz. Tp, InsyaAllah, on the way nk g S'pore nnt, aku singgah JB japs. Tu pun kalo aku drive la, kalo dpt tix return cam g penang.. harapan jela jawabnya.. huhuu..

Aku mmg ada hal nk jumpa Dr Jalal n mesti g jumpa dia. Nak harapkan aku g Kuantan, ntah bila gaknya.

Td, my senior bercerita pasal dia bercuti kat Pantai Timur.. Wahh.. seyes rindu nak g pulau.. Huhuu... skrg ni zaman ketidakwarasan dalam membuat research buat aku rasa nk cuti je manjang.. Dah masuk zaman tensen buat research.. Seyes tak tipu.. Writing baru buat light-light.. ntah sempat siap ke tak ni.. Yg pasti, kegilaan buat research da start mengurang.. yg ai nampak sekarang ni.. waktu2 tuk berseronok dan bercuti je.. Waaa.. nk cuti lagik!!

Nenek dah terseronok g bali, so takmo blk sini for quite sometimes, punah harapan aku nk g bali.. huhuu.. Arghhh I need a break.. again??

Baby boy...

Owh gosh, I forgot to take Adam's pic yesterday. Otherwise, I can put his picture here. He's so tiny, I'm afraid to hold him. Let Mom did it alone.. huhuu.. Owh, went to Yo n Odah's to visit the newly born (not very new la) Rio Adam Iskandar. A very handsome, cute, gorgeous, lovely little baby boy. He had everything from his Mom except his lip. Haha, pity Yo that the son not resembles him :p

To see someone closed, having child with a good family, I would be very happy. Congrats to both of them. Yet, I'm still figuring what Adam should call me later on.. haha.. Odah was wondering what Adam should call me, Aunty? Tante? Makcik?.. ahaks.. let him call me Bunda.. :D Let me hv the feeling of becoming Mummy.. bleh?? :D

Nway, I was having bad headache last nite so I went to bed early. Bt then got up very early. Dushh..

Dear Awik,
Happy Birthday Dear.. Can't believe I still remember your birthday.. hehe.. May all your wishes come true and these coming years bring all the happiness and prosperity to you and your family..

Okla, nk sambung tdo lagik.. ehhehee...

Have a nice day everyone!!

# Gosh, though it's tuesday but I still have that 'monday blues'. Malasnya nk g keje...

Guru #1

I know its too late to write about Guru, Teacher, Cikgu.. but it is never too late for me..

Andainya ditetapkan 16 May adalah hari guru dan 2nd Sunday in May is Mother's Day.. but as for me everyday is Mother's Day, everyday is Father's day and I can say, everyday is Teacher's Day.. Hari yg ditetapkan hanyalah syarat supaya ada satu hari yg di tetapkan bagi every Mom, Dad and Teacher to celebrate.. Rite?? Tapi as for Mom's n Dad's Day, hari2 adalah hari ibu dan hari2 adalah hari bapa. Bukan hanya waktu hari ibu atau hari bapa, kami adik beradik berpeluk cium ngan ibubapa kami tapi hari2. Tak perlu tunggu hari khas spt hari ibu, hari lahir atau hari bapa untuk ucapkan betapa kami sayangkan mereka dan untuk peluk erat diri mereka. Adalah wajib for me to kiss n hug my parents b4 get off to work.Saying I love them is a must. So, everyday is Parent's Day!

Tapi Hari Guru, ni perkara yg berbeza. I'm not a good student back then. I don't know how to appreciate Cikgu, or Lecturer.. I'm bad in term of human relationship. Sorry.. But I respect them.

Just now, baca blog sorang cikgu.. Cikgu Jimi. Tgk few vclips pasal guru2 di pedalaman. Macam mana mereka mengharungi sungai, hutan belukar tuk sampai ke tempat mereka mengajar. Aku kagum. Aku kagum ngan guru2 yg sanggup dan cekal hadapi semua halangan. Syabas Cikgu!!

Dulu waktu sekolah rendah, aku ingat aku ada sorang cikgu dari Borneo. Tak sure dari Sabah atau Sarawak. Nama cikgu tu Abang Johan Abang Isa. Katanya dia orang kampung yg berasal dari pedalaman, tapi bila tgk gaya dan caranya aku rasa dia orang bandar. Jadi dia tak kekok mengajar di bandar cuma dia agak kekok mengajar budak semenanjung. Katanya, time tu adalah waktu practical. Selepas 3 bulan beberapa orang akan datang dan melihat cara cikgu tersebut mengajar. Kemudian akan ditentukan samada cikgu tu lulus atau tidak. Tapi yg pasti, cikgu Johan lulus sbb dia hensem giler.. Orang borneola katakan.. plak tu, muka dia muka orang kaya.. hehe

Ok, back to the topic. Aku baca blog Cikgu Jimi psl guru2 di pedalaman. Aku sangat kagum Bila tgk susah payah derang nk g mengajar, aku sampai menangis. Memangla aku sangat sensitiv... tp just bayangkan sorang cikgu ni, orang Islam.. dia bukan concern pasal susah payah dia nk g sekolah tu tp dia risaukan, andaikata dia mati kat situ, siapa yg nk sempurnakan mayat dia sbb orang2 kat situ sumer org Kristian. Meleleh2 air mata aku, sbb klinik terdekat 1 hari perjalanan naik bot. Aku rasa cam, pengorbanan yg terlalu tinggi.. tak dapat dibayar ngan wang ringgit. Aku cuma harap, kerajaan dapat bantu buat jalan tuk kawasan2 pedalaman camni..

Ermm malam ni mood tgh best nk writing, so perhaps aku akan buat draft entry for esok or the next few days, So takyah nk writing lagi later..

a red rose cheeks
a drop of tear to weep
reminds me of you.
a long side a sigh
a long side of cry

a soft summer rain, a smile that hides a pain
why should you be ashamed
cause in every life.
a little rain must fall

and you are my friend
charmingly sentimental brain
there�s truth behind a cry
and there�s a cry behind a lie
on every words that come out strong
just let them go and lets get along

on every grudge and every fight
i miss u all day and night
have you had your time off today
to bring a cup of tea and smile away

sometimes I wonder
will ever see you
without all your game plan
when all you have is
nothing but a pure bliss

i will wait that day
when you can find your way
out of this maze of love
and you can laugh
to see cries and lies
coz u know better than me
only the truth will set you free

there�s a truth behind a cry
and there�s a cry behind a lie
on every thought that come out wrong
just learn from it and please stay strong


on every grudge and every fight
i miss u all day and night
it�s not easy to understand
but you must hold on you stand

i know u know, u know i know

there�s a truth behind a cry
and there�s a cry behind a lie
on every thought that come out wrong
just learn from it and please stay strong

there�s a truth behind a cry
and there�s a cry behind a lie
there�s a hope on every fright
there�s a light on every night

Gula2 tuk hari ni..
" Dengarkanlah permintaan hati yang teraniaya sunyi
Dan berikanlah arti pada hidupku
Yang terhempas yang terlepas
Pelukanmu bersamamu dan tanpamu aku hilang selalu"

Wedding #3

Td ai attend wedding niza&adli. Pic ai upload later.. Lagi ketermalasan tahap maximus primus.. huhuuu..
Fetch A'an yg membujang sbb wifey jauh di pantai timur kat Ampang, then trus g Selayang. Sampai kat sana jumpa Mie, Ida, Ila and Yaman je. Yg len da balik kot. Sempat sembang2 jap ngan derang, then bergossip2 ngan yaman. 3.30pm gerak hanto A'an blk. On the way blk, ai try call Mr Ikmal tp he's not around. So terus jela g Melawati. Aku ngidam makan pisang goreng kat Bulatan Bukit Mas. Bleh?? Since aku demam aritu.. punyalah teringin tp takde masa nk g beli kat sana. Biasalah kalau da teringin, dah baik pun mesti nk g dapatkan blk kan??

Dulu ai demam mesti teringat bubur niara. Time tu kalau tak sihat, makan bubur niara. Pastu since dok umah, Mom yg masakkan bubur so bubur niara terlupakan.. Tp goreng pisang tu, memang my fav since dulu2 lagi. Tak kisahla byk minyak ke, menggemukkan ke.. I don't mind at all. Memang best pisang goreng tu. Since, I got nothing to do.. ai pun layan blues at area hulu klang tu, g area niara, my old house kat melati townhouse, lepak minum kat Oldtown Kopitiam sorang2, then pusing2 area wangsa maju. Gosh I miss the place so much. Kenangan demi kenangan.. fuh...

B4 balik g masuk UIA nk hilangkan rindu. Pusing 2 round then balik. G kat area E5. Tengok kat GPL kat tingkat 2. Teringat waktu buat final year project. Semua jadi kenangan terindah. Buka puasa sesama ngan kawan2, lab assistants. Jalan kat Linux lab, dulu buka puasa ngan awik kt sana. Hmm.. Masing2 da ada kehidupan masing2. Well, sometimes I miss my student life. Though I'm still a student but it's different. Td rasa macam kembali ke waktu lampau.. hehe.. Orang kata, bila satu tempat tu ada memory yg indah, bila kita pergi tempat tu.. terbayang2 memory2 tu. Serius.. aku boleh imagine everything in detail. Tersenyum sendiri sampai mengalirkan airmata.. huhuu.. (ni A'an nye pasal la ni.. huhuu)

Anyway, kiranya tu la kisah ai arini. By the way nak wish SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU to NIZA & ADLI. Semoga berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat.

Also wanna wish my dearest friend. Miss Rosnah Hussin for her 26th Birthday ever.. Happy Birthday Dear! May the year in the future much2 better than the previous one...

Busy #2

Selamat Hari Guru kepada Guru2 ..
Early morning, few students smsed me to wish me a very happy Teacher's Day.. Ahakss, tak percaya I'm a teacher.. huhu..
By the way, lotz of things happened yesterday but I was hardly having time to update this blog. So, will cover evrything todayla kot..

Yesterday, our maid resigned as she wanna follow her husband working out of town plus Dad no longer able to pay her salary.. (sob sob sob). She's nice coz she's almost the same age as me, so she's like sister to me n she's beautiful too. But Dad refused to keep her as she can't gv much help when we are having gathering. She's too shy.. afraid to see people.. So when we were having gathering, kenduri n so on so forth, what she did was hiding in her room. Dad was really unhappy bout that. So letting her go is the best way for Dad as he wouldn't able to fire her. Tp, me and my sister is not happy with this coz when she's no longer here means most of the housework will be our responsibility.. No more late morning wake up.. huhuu..

Also, yesterday, my bro lost his new bike. Somebody broke into his house and took the key. Dad was infuriated. The bike was 1 year-old on 14th of May, the day of it lost. Huhuu.. Now, no bike and there's nothing he can do..

I was away on wednesday evening so I don't know what happened in the lab. Yesterday morning, Nurul wanna use the 2days old 'touch screen' pH meter to measure pH of Carbopol when she jumped into surprise to find out that the probe is broken. She told me but there's nothing I can do as the big bos was in MC. Just imagine, we got the pH meter few days ago and less than a week, it's broken. I was pretending to be ok.. as nothing will happen. Hehee..

This morning, I told the big boss about this n got mad. Well, it'sin middle of the month.. understoodable.. he got his monsoon during this period.. hohoo.. Without asking his permission, I ordered the probe from our supplier. Now, everything is under my arrangement. What the big boss will do is just to sign whatever forms needed.

It's been a while I stop my master's project as I've found the formulation and all I need to do next is dealing with the animal study. But, I was kinda worried as new chemical arrived yesterday and the properties are slightly different with the previous one, resulting in getting different results. Hoh!! Now, gotta to repeat again..

Mom told me about Yo's Mom called and asked Mom to go there as we haven't visit the newborn baby yet. I wanted to go but I was so *u**ing busy.. Even hv to work on saturday and sometimes sunday.. Sedih tau.. Not that I dun remember them, just that yea.. I really need to find time to meet Rio Adam Iskandar Bin Riono.... "you hand tight there baby, tante will be there in no time.." hehehe

# Sorry again, can't make it this weekend. Wedding Niza plak... Jom!

Sweet 26..

Last few days I was busy with wedding, now at the moment busy with midsem exam. Biasala, feel student kan, dah last2 minute baru nk sibuk amik tau pasal exam, baru berdering2 tepon aku, tak dan nak bernyawa. Lainla if aku ni fulltime teaching, tu lain cerita.. mmg akan ada slot to consult students. Masalahnya I'm cullee and part time lecturer je. So time weekdays nye as a cullee, I've my own responsible tp bila mana da asik bz layan tepon, dok expplain thru phone sms, email.. sudahnya keje aku pun tunggang langgang. I can't reach targer for today. Pastu I get mad and aku ngamuk2 kat lab.

Semalam lak, ada malaun bodoh nak mamp dok citer2 kat aku pasal Mr S. Yg sorang tu, aku tatau apsal tetiba nk citer, yg sorang lagi saja nk bakar2 aku kononnya. What the heck. Bodoh betul (srius malas nk layan this bimboo). Not one okay. Ada a few. Anyway, intipati cerita yg disampai sebijik and serupa. They met Mr S with a new girl at friend's wedding. N she's wearing hijab. Ok, so what is wrong with dat? Don't you guys got better things to do? GET A LIFE LA WOI!!!

I wasn't irritated to know Mr S having new girl coz he personally telling me. N I dun bother to ask pun. But what the hell yg the rest ni buat?? Don't you hv better things to do? Jaga tepi kain orang watper? Jaga tepi seluar sendri dahla. Jantan tp perangai cam betina. I was kinda emotional last nite sbb dah 2 hari tak tdo bcoz of the stupid wedding, pastu ngan student yg ganggu tak kira siang ke malam ke.. so kinda penat giler nk mam arr smlm tu. Sekalinya ada plak yg nak citer2 benda yg takde kaitan ngan aku.. Merasala kene laser aku smlm. Lama da rasanya tak laser melaser ni.. Rasakan ko. Selamaba je aku sound, dulu time Mr S tu berkepit ngan tine lain, time dia masih lagi sah bf aku, takde plak korang nk bitau2 aku. Masing2 sumer rahsia2, jaga rahsia kawan2. Skrg why bother nk citer bila aku dah takde paper. Tau plak diam.. So shut your *uc*ing mouth up OK!!

# Stress bcoz of the wedding.. yet, lets postpone the plan.. ya.. huh!

Busy #1

Cheh, manjang busy.. Macam orang lain tak busy kan??
Hehhe..
Well, takdela.. it just that, this time I'm extremely busy compared to waktu2 busy sblm ni. BUt still masih ada time nk tulis blog k. Blogging is as in I'm in my own world. Pehduhlik aper org nk kata.. sapa suruh baca.. :p

Malam ni stay up siapkan soalan midterm. Pastu students minta extra assignments for their understanding.. so terpaksala korbankan sket waktu tidur.. chewaahh..

Dalam minggu ni mcm tiap hari je makan ngan bro mutalib n Iffat. I couldn't get into happening life anymorela.. Dah tue kot, rasa macam tak kene je join orang2 muda ni. Huhuuu... semakin terasa ketuaan diri (Bang, paham2la.. hint ni.. hint... :p)

Bosanla, bila asik kene push kawin.. hey.. I'm not afraid of commitment k. Just that, gimme sometimesla.. When the right time comes, aku kawinla. Even now pun bkn bleh ada commitment pun. Asik cancel date, asik biarkan msg tak berbalas.. tgkla, tak tahan lama mana.. Aku brani jamin.. kejap je ni. Takpun, ntah2 dah usung ppuan len dah.. Ai mana nampak kan? (ai tak doakan k, just that saying the possibility.. huhuu).. Kata lelaki kan yang kan??

A friend ckp kat ai, sampai bila nk hidup camni?.. Till sampai seru.. bleyy??? Dah... dah.. jgn tanya soalan ngarut camtu.. ada nnt aku jemputla .. by the way, takyah nk tolong kenen2kan aku ngan sesapa.. those yg dok pas2 no tepon aku.. takde keje dah?? DOk umah, jaga anak ko tu elok2.. sibuk je jaga tepi kain aku.. jaga la laki ko tu dulu b4 sibuk nk carikan calon tuk aku.. ishh makin tertekanla!

Lapar.. dah kul 2.30 ni.. malas nk masak maggi.. huhuu.. tp sangat lapar.. esok kul bp la nk bangun tdo ni.. musti lambat g keje sok.. Huhuu...

# Nk makan Big Apple.. huhuuu

Bosan #1

My lab out of aircond.. da few days but takde sapa yg rajin nk report so panas giler nk mamp..Skrg ai lepak kat pharmtech. Sebab kat sini sejuk.. Al-Maklum orang byk DoSa cam ai mmg senang sangat rasa panas.. huhuu...

Semalam, tetiba Mr Karim Karimi bin Karingin buzz kat YM. Hampehss.. lama tak contact ai. Dia busy cari calon bini. Kat UIA ramai je calon tp dia takut gossip hangat semasa.. Bantai yu la.. Dok suh ai apply keje kat Gombak. But I'm not interested. I'm no longer belong to that community. Sat gi kang ai keje sana.. ada plak orang yg tak senang duduk, byk plak scandal2 terlampau ai. Itu sumer masa lalu ai.. Skrg ai cari community baru. But Mr Karim Karimi bin Karingin, no worries.. I will always have time 4 you.. Next week chilli's k! (cam ye ye je aku ada masa next week..)

Since Mr Karim Karimi ni beriya suh ai minta keje, tiap kali UIA open tender (erkk, ada kosong kat UIA) dia dok inform like ai plak beriya nk minta keje kat UIA. 1 year is enoff..
Kene berpindah randah cari pengalaman k.

InsyaAllah, lepas ni I'll be frequently fly to Penang as pasni ai termaktub menjadi student Prof Yuen. So, anything related to my master is under Prof Yuen's supervision. But wat keje still here in Shah Alam. The best thing, everything is fully sponsored by my sponser. The Dato' TJ. Toche toche dato'. Sibbaik I da berpunya *oupss* kalau tak, nk je jadi no 2. Ahaks.. :D

Ai peningla, byk nye term paper nk kene tanda, pastu nk kene prepare lagi satu mid term question test set. Huh.. tensen aii..

# Smalam ai baca blog John
His entry semalam really makes my day.. Suka giler ai sampai ketawa terbahak2 ngan writing dia yg sangat cute itu.. Tp arini ai sangat bosan.. malasnye nk wat keje.. huuu

Wedding #2

Mom dok bincang pasal, nk beli katil jenis macam mana for my wedding..
Ermm aper2la mama.. Tak larat nk pk.. I'm too tired.. Long way to go.. hoho..

Arini ada org KL yg g KL siap bawa map KL siap. Siap tanda which road to take to go to this certain place. Sangat memalukan bila orang tu siap sesat jalan siap. Deymm..
Pusing2 kat Jalan TAR n Jalan Raja Muda. Dengan keadaan jalan jammed giler babas membuatkan orang tu sangat tertekan. N bila blk dihadiahkan ngan migrain.. Mencik!!

I was reading pasal Mr. Right. Nway, suddenly je Mr K, be in contact ngan ai blk setelah sekian lama.. owh dia tuntut Chilli's. I've no problem but not in these 2 weeks. I'll be extremely busy. Dowh..

Ok, berbalik pasal Mr. Right. There was saying, "Mr Right is the person we gonna spend the rest of our life with".
I don't know about others but for me, it is not necessarily my Mr. Right is my hubby. He can be my first love, second love, third or even worst somebody I knew for a short time. He is not necessarily a person I should spend the rest of my time with. The husband, is my fate.

As for Mom, Dad is her Mr Right. Good for her that she can spend the rest of her life with her Mr Right. But not all got the same chance. I don't know my fate. So far, I can only think a name and a name only. Perhaps untill some1 really sweep my heart away.. Who knows.. hehe..

So, moral of the story "Tak semestinya bila kita kawin, kita akan definitely kawin ngan Mr Right. Perhaps dia hanyalah jodoh kita yg da ditentukan."

# I take it that way.. it's my personal view..

Jamil oh Jamil..

Scene 1

Mama bising2 sbb dah 7.45pm aku still blom solat. So on d way nk g washroom, nampak jamil tgh bawa gelas. So saja nk nyakat dia..
Me: Min, I wanna a cup of milo. Thanks (sambil masuk bilik air n bukak paip nk amik air smyg)
Jamil: Taknak pemalas! Pemalas camtu siapala nk kawin ngan kak uci.
Me: Kuwang hajo.. minggu depan ko takyah blanja.. I won't gv u money. Akak ckp papa takyah bg amin duit gak.
Jamil: Biarla... (sambil jelir2 lidah kat aku)

Hampehss nye adik. Seyes, aku prefer adik aku yg comey dulu. Jamil yg berumur setahun dulu. Yg tak banyak songeh. Hehe.. Jamil da makin nakal skrg. No longer si bongsu yg manja da..

Scene 2

I was using my lpc when suddenly that boy datang n mengendeng2 kat aku.
Jamil: Kak, lama dah amin tak main game kat Y8. Boleh tak amin pinjam lpc kakak kejap?
Me: Arghh takde.. takde.. akak nk guna (tak sampai 2 minit aku tdo..)
Jamil: Elleh kedekut, taknak pakai pastu tak bg amin gune. (pastu dia bantai main game kat Y8 sampai habis sumer browser yg aku bukak dia tutup. Berat katanya)

Bila da bgn,
Me: Amin!! Aper ni? Sapa shut down lpc ni?
Jamil: Amin la. Kan kak uci slalu pesan shut down pc lepas guna. Amin buatla.

Dgn keadaan sangat bengang sbb tgh download movie aku jd emosional sangat2. Sudahnya aku pulas2 tinga jamil sampai dia nangis. Geram giler.

Jamil: Jahat! Evil! Die..Die..Die..
Me: See, that's bcoz amin byk sangat main game. Bahasa pun da kurang aja..
Jamil: Owh shit.
Me: Weh, mana ko blaja cakap camtu?
Jamil: Aritu time ikut kak uci g Klang. Kak uci ckp camtu bila jammed.

Damnn!! Aku ngajar adik aku yg bukan2.. Shit.. erkk.. silap.. Deymmm

Wedding #1

The wedding is in a week n yet aku tak tau lagi camne muka pengantin lelakinya..
Mom bising ngan ketidakmahutauan aku ttg wedding ni.. I don't care!!
Hari tu when Mom shows me the invitation card, kerling pun tidak.. just malasla..
Very tertekan skrg ni.
Relatives from tanah seberang da start datang. Rumah pun da start ramai orang..
Aku da start rimas..

Mom bising, badan aku da naik..
Takut tak muat baju yg ditempah..
Ker takut orang takmau?? Hehehee
Ala, kalau orang ikhlas tak kisah aku gemuk ke kurus ke itam ke putih ke..
Kalau ikhlas, orang tu akan tertima aku seadanya.. betul tak gitu??
Lagipun, time kenduri biasanya pengantin yg akan jd center of attraction.
Tak kisahla gemuk ke kurus ke..cantik ke.. buruk ke..
So why bother..

Sekarang aku kene siapkan byk keje..
Aku dah amik 2 weeks cuti from teaching kan..
Next week, aku start cuti on thursday kot..
Nak g SPA.. hurmm.. can't wait..
Mom pun join skali.. nk amik berkat pengantin katanya..
Hihiii.. lebeh2 lak my mom ni...
Ahakss..

Tapi belang kat muka penangan KK aritu still tak ilang lagik..
Nampak ketara perbezaan kulit muka aku ni..
Muka da jd kelabu.. maklum je.. ai kan gelap.. huuhuu
Camne kah nk make up2 nnt??

# Pening nk siapkan kerja b4 bercuti sakan.. deymm..

Hari yg gelap...

Semalam ada satu session kat kolej. Aku nk cuti for the next two weeks (cuti from teaching je) so aku buat make up class. Janji kul 11.30am ngan my students, but then derang nye morning class cancel so diorang minta class di bring fwd kan ke 9.30am. Just imagine aku nk shoot dari Meru ke Shah Alam (hantar nurul keje) then dari Shah Alam ke Damansara n got to be there b4 9.30. I'm half dead!

Kuar rumah dlm 7.30am, then hantar nurul, g atm nk top up my Touch n Go. Pastu shoot g Damansara. Reach my class just nice @ 9.30am. Mula2 as usual, mulakan ngan sedikit bebelan yg mana akhirnya jd bebelan yg sangat panjang. SOME of my students suka aku membebel. For them, ada thrill.. whateverla, some of them very tak suka, n since I'm younger than them diorang akan bersikap a bit kekurangan ajaran. But I don't care. Me is the teacher in d class so listen to me no matter what. Huh!

Patutnya class habis around 11.30 tp aku drag class sbb tak sempat habiskan 20 slide pun for 2 hours lecture, so dragged until 12.30. Perut da bunyi2 lapar sbb tak sempat nk breakfast. Pastu, students pun da takleh nk terima apa yg aku ajar. But still aku kene hbskan syllabus, otherwise matila aku nk buat soalan midterm derang nnt. By 12, mata da start berpinau2, perut dah berdendang ria, students plak da start wat perangai, pala aku pun start berdenyut2. Deymmm sungguh.

Habis class, ingatkan nk setelkan hal2 claims n all n jumpa coordinator la bagai but sumer ada class till 1, whilst me kene ada kat UiTM by 2. Amik half day off je arini so ptg kene masuk keje blk. So blk n sampai Shah Alam 1.30pm. Pala da denyut2 tak hingat, ajak2 dak2 tu makan derang sume da siap melantak. So just SMS Bro Mutalib n kebetulan Iffat was with him, so derang kata nnt derang temankan lunch. Suh blk fac dulu n they'll fetch me up.

Sampai2 ofis, Prof Yuen da sampai. I was late, tp bos kata he's kinda busy so aku excuse g lunch jap. Bro bawak makan kat Seks 11, the famous nasi ayam katanya. Since, aku bukanla peminat nasi ayam n tatau nk classify ke'sedap'an nasi ayam tu, so for me sedap je nasi ayam tu. Sian kat derangla as derang da lunch tp sbb takmo aku mkn sensorang, derang makan lagi. Tgk muka Iffat yg dah kelat sebab tak larat nk habiskan nasi tu pun kesian gak. Bro no problemo..'Tgk saizla' .. ahakss

Being with them, mengingatkan aku waktu2 belajar dulu. Didalam society yg happening. Ada org yg kita boleh rely on. Dulu time terkontang kanting kat UiTM ni sensorang, sedih gakla. Takda kawan. Hanya family n relatives. Kete habis myk, call papa. Tayar pancit, call adik. No friend available. Bukan sbb takde org nk berkawan tp most of my klik sume ppuan yg da berkahwin. So camne nk minta tlg. Skrg ni, knowin them macam back to the past :p. There was a time, I need someone to help me on something, just sms bro..within 5 minutes dia sampai. Help me out. I cakap kat dia, u r just like my fren kat Gombak dulu. Cute.. hahaa

He's currently pursuing his PhD here. Perhaps later he'll be going to korea to complete his 1year course kat sana. For sure I'm gonna missing him but no worries, Iffat will be around.. ahakss (gasak ko..)

2day is Labour day. Baru ingat nk rehat2 kat umah but mom ajak g umah my cozin yg nk kawin tu. Mencik! Macam derang pernah nk datang umah aku. Aku pun nk kenduri gak. Huh!

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