My err twenty err eifive birthday...

Aku tak blh nk terima kenyataan ini. Sangat tidak boleh.
SUci, kau sudah TUA!!!
Umur da makin meningkat, amal dlm hidup sangatla kurang..
Achievement still NIL..

Td, a call from him.. "OK, Happy Birthday ya. Kirim salam mama n papa. Bgtau nnt sy nk datang ngan family jumpa mama n papa. Solat jangan sesekali tinggal. Rajinkan buat puasa sunat. Kalau boleh selalu sembahyang sunat malam."

Aku terdiam, kelu tatau nk cakap apa. MasyaAllah.. jauhnya aku dari jalan yg sebenarnya. Apa yg aku cari selama ni. Yang aku tau, aku bukanlah perempuan yg layak untuk dia.
Aku mula syak, mgkn dia ni dlu budak IRK bukan budak HS. Tp maybe dia takmo bgtau dia dak IRK sbb nmpk cam baik sangat. In fact sangat baik. Cakap mcm cakap ngan ustaz.

Owh.. terasa giler aku da tua ok.. Lg 2 tahun aku cecah kepala 3 n itu amat merunsingkan aku!!
Deymmnn.. opss.. terswear plak..

Btw, walopun aku tau takde sapa sgt yg baca blog inih.. adalah dgn ini sy ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih atas wish2 birthday yg korang bagi tu.. korang mmg pandai ingatkan betapa aku da tua ye.. Thank you.. Thank you..

Futnot: Secret recipe Durian Cheese ialah birthday cake this year.. hehe .. yummy!!

Happy Birthday Babe..

It's your 29th..
I still remember the date..
I will always..

Happy 28th Birthday Babe..
It's been your third year, not celebrating your own birthday..
But no worries.. I will always remember..

May you are fine down there..

MISS YOU..

Hello...

Semalam balik dari Lab, aku singgah rumah jap. Amik ext. harddisk.
Dah dekat 2 minggu aku ulang alik shah alam-meru. Since Mama start sakit, sampai la ni Mama da sampai Jakarta. Aku kene ulang alik camni until Mama blk sini balik. Penat kalo nk ikutkan.. tp takleh nk wat pe..

Owh ye.. sambung blk citer td..
So on the way nk turun bawah tu, dgn bawa kain2 baju dlm paperbag, laptop backpack, ngan handbag lagi.. pastu tak lama tunggu lift, second lift nye pintu terbukak.. so aku pun masuk.. ada 2 guys which both hv this malay look. Ok whatever..

Then, one of the guy cakap, "Ada beghapa ghamai tok orang brunay diam siney?"
Aku buat bodoh.. I think dia cakap ngan kawan dia. Then bila aku still diam, dia cakap lagi,
"Excuse me, u dari mana?"
Aku tenung muka dia, aku tanya balik, "Me?"
Dia angguk.. Then aku cakap, "Indonezia" (with slang yer.. ahakss)
Pastu, dia cuit aku, aku toleh.. of course ngan muka masam n mata tak friendly langsung. Pe hal cuit2 orang?? Nak kene penampar.. Ceh tp aku tak cakap la.. aku ckp dlm hati je.. haha..

Dia tanya lagi, "Eh, you dari tgkt 9? Bukan level guys ke? U tinggal ngan lelaki ke?"
Aku bg dia pandangan mata yg agak kurang menyenangkan.. dia senyum sumbing.
Aku cakap, "8&9 , for girls, upward for guys"

Pastu dia ingat aku cam sombong kot, dia p cakap borneo ngan kawan dia lagi sorang..
Boleh dia cakap, "Lawa gilak pompuan ni tok."
Kawan dia pun balas blk, "mesti dia ingat ko ckp dia cantik.. hahaa"

Aku toleh dia, then aku cakap, "Kitak oghang saghawak kah? Next time madah saghawak ja. I do understand."

Time tu gak pintu lift terbukak.. AKu keluar..
The guy tu panggil aku blk.. Aku toleh.. 'Yes?'
"I never thought u r Indonesian, but u do hv a beautiful face. I would prefer you as Bruneian. Hehe.. Boleh bagi phone number?"

Aku cam.. ihh budak2 ni.. aku sembelih kang.. Aku senyum then masukkan barang dlm kete. Time aku nk kuar dari parking, derang lambai.. Aku senyum sendiri..

Weii.. tetiba aku rasa cam nk jadi muda balik.. hahahaa...
Kalo dlu nak je aku bg phone number.. bleh berscandal2 gitu.. huhuu..


Oh ya..
Arini agak malas nk tulis entry bergambar..
So,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROSE
& MY LOVELY SISTER, EIKA

Catatan buat Si Penjaga parking..

Been awhile since aku chat ngan cayank ku si Penjaga Parking..
Since balik dari Borneo, tatau aper kabar berita..
Ingat da terus kawin n settled down kat sana.. ihikss..
Rupa2nya da blk ke KL..
Khabarnya ke Borneo hanya mencari sesuap nasi..
Siannye cayank..
Kalo takat nk cari sesuap nasi watpe g Borneo sana..
Jauh..
Datang umah aii.. satu periuk nasi aii masakkan..
Siap aii bagi extra ikan dalan tin.. hehe..

Cayank ku kata,
ada hadiah tuk aku dari Borneo..
Biasa, kata baru blk outstation..
Adiahnye adalah a piece of rotten DAIM!
What a lovely present I've ever had..
Sebab, not long time ago..
A friend.. just a friend.. of course a guy fren..
But really just a friend... my cayank at all..
He went back from Germany for conference or something..
He gave me one big plastic of DAIM and other chocolates.. (which I'm not sure Halal ke tak.. but I'm sure aii bedal je)..
Now, u r claiming urself as my cayank yet u wanna give me A PIECE OF ROTTEN DAIM??
U r the most romantic guy alive la cayank..

OK.. done with it.
Saja takde keje..
Aii just wanna wish my cayank si Penjaga Parking will become a CEO soon..
& also will get his Dato'ship afterwards..
So that whoever marry him will get the Datin title..
And also will hv their wedding at the Palace of the Golden Horses..
Therefore, can beat his BESTFRIEND (dunia akhirat)!
AMIN...

Cayank.. see how much I adore you..
Despite what u've done aii still pray the best for you..
Nnt once u decided to hv ur wedding at PGH or the real Palace, do let me know ok..
Of course u kene invite aii..
I contribute gak aper.. tuk mendoakan yuuuu...

Ok cayank!!!

**Cici in the bengong mode.. sebab arini April Fool**

Last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EG!!!

SELAMAT ULANGTAHUN SAYANG..

Yang tulus ikhlas
Ingin sekali sekala dirinya dibalas
Walau hanya dengan dakapan di angin lalu

Yang selalu memberi
Ingin sekali sekala jadi penerima
Cukup dengan salam dan manis doa

Aku ingin kau merasakan hebatnya cinta
Dan leburkan saja serpihan calar derita

Selamat ulang tahun sayang
Kini kau bersayap, pergilah terbang
Rentaslah langit cita cita mu
Harap nanti kita ‘kan bertemu'

Selamat ulang tahun sayang
Janganlah engkau tak terbang pulang
Ku nanti penuh kerinduan
Selamat tinggal, selamat jalan

Aku hanya inginkan engkau setia
Kerana setia yang mencipta bahagiamu


EG, as usual.. birthday gift ko da aku kirimkan kat Abang Santa. Agaknya dia ingat tu hadiah tuk Krismas kot.. pastu dia lupa.. hehee
As usual gak, aku slalu bg ko cake.. This time around, aku bg cake gak...

How bout this one?? Cam terover lak kan??

Or Macadamia chocolate cake from Secret recipe?? Whichever u like ok!!!

But please.. please.. please.. jangan makan sampai macam ni ok!!..

Love you big girl!!

Surprise for an old lady...

First n foremost...
Please congratulates by ex for his wedding this coming March...
Congrats.. Congrats...

Ok,
Yesterday was 15th of February.. a day after Valentine (erkk.. kinda confuse.. Valentine?? What the hell is that??? hahah). I was quite sure I wanna spend the whole sunday doing my research in the lab, when a friend of mine askin me out to had dinner together.. Remembering how much I've missed the moment of hanging out with frens, I didn't hesitate to say Yes n after changing my cloth (and make him wait for me more than half an hour.. hehe) we went to OU.

He was repaying for canceling the dinner he promised before n to celebrate my belated birthday.. (owh thinking about birthday make me feel older and older.. goshh how I wish I always 25 yo.. huhu). I didn't expecting anything when he wanna hv the dinner at TGI's Friday. Nothing come to mind at that moment. When he left me for a while, I was trying to recall when was the last time I hanging out with friends.. having a nice day out with guys.. like old days.. But trust me, I can't recall any.. which means, its been a long long long long long time ago... walah weiii.. what a pity desperate spinster I've been... NO WAYYYYY!!!! (btw this year has already put me in the spinster list.. goshh.. GOD please forgive me.. )

We had a nice dinner though.. I don't really favor TGI (u knew it.. from the very beginning kan?? what happened to me last time we had our breakfast at TGI!! yet still nk makan kat sana.) Didn't expecting anything.. after we had our dessert, suddenly the boys from TGI bring 2 pieces of cake.. I was like excited.. There's some1 celebrating birthday today.. but when one of the guy came to me and ask my name.. n askin me.. "It's your birthday??" I was speechless.. gv this kind of look to him.. n all he did was smiling.. At that very moment.. I really wanna kill you!!!

The boys asked me n the other Chinese boy to stand on the chair. I was given a bottle of tomato sauce and pretend as it is a microphone.. Holly, yeah.. they make me stand on the chair n give a nice speech to the audience.. I was so embarrassed ok!!!

They were singing.. and the same old tradition they had.. I was hoping things ended immediately.. malu sehh.. they ask us (me n that Chinese boy) to blow the candle (when they put the cake hell way from me!!!) Took us sometimes to blow it out of the fire.. They things just ended.. Owh.. how relief I've been..

Thank you dear.. Such a nice surprise I had yesterday.. I still hv some adrenaline around.. hahaa... Suddenly, I had on mind.. how old I am at this very moment.. Gosh, Cici.. kamu itu udah tua.. tua.. tua.. tua.. tua taukkk!!!!

Thanks again for that a week belated birthday surprise..

Ikmal!!!! where the hell hv u been hiding yourself????

Thank you from me...

For the past 3 birthday, the big day was celebrated in its own way. After my 24th birthday, I always get a very nice party.. Ermm.. byr balik kot the one year yg sangat teruk tersebut... huhuu..

Look back..
25th was at TC with KOS staffs... a great great great party ever...

The cake...

Birthday girl..

The housemates..

Kenangan sampai sekarang.. Wa.. I miss you guysssss!!!

The girls..

26th was at home with few ppl invited.. again such a great party.. for an old lady..hehe

Chocolate Indulgence - The Cake..

My lovely Papa..

My sista.. Eika.

Da foods... huhuu.. lapar...

The family..

27th was at Kenny Rogers.. On Papa's bill.. Thank you very much Papa..

Tiramisu - The cake

Si tue yg tak merasa tua.. aii rasa macam masih muda you...

The family..

The girls n parents..

Anak manja siapa??? Ya mama n papa donk..

What happened on 24th BD??
hehee.. Hanya Ady n him n me yg tau.. haha.. time tu sedih giler.. now lawak giler bila ingat2 balik..

First of all, as usual.. aii nak ucapkan jutaaan time kasih pada teman2 yg wish me.. Thank you very much friend.. I love you all.. Muahsss...
A special thanks goes to My Papa n Mama for throwing a birthday party fer me.. ahakss.. terasa spt kanak2 ribena ok...

Again, THANKS FOR ALL THE WISH OK...

Belated Birthday Treat - Jogoya (Starhill)

One of my unimates celebrating his birthday in the middle of Dec, but due to travel stuffs I was not able to wish him properly. So last friday we had a 'proper' birthday dinner.. hehe

Since I'm very bad with KL traffic and it was evening, obviously traffic will be hell jammed so I decided to go 2 KL by LRT and he fetched me there. Meet him @6.30 and we arrived @Jogoya around 8pm. From Dayabumi to Starhill took us more than 1 hour.. giler.. I hate KL's traffic..

So here we go Jogoya, a Japanese Buffet Restaurant located at the Relish Floor, Starhill Gallery. The place is very high classy one.. it cost 200++ for 2 person.. Very pricey kan?? What they have there? Since, I couldn't find any1 holding camera so I don't bother to take the picture of the buffet spread. But do hv some pictures of my food.. Ermm honestly I think, it's not worth it to spend the whole 200++ for such food as you know, sushi can fill my tummy pretty fast. So, we start off the dinner with tempura.. all sort of fish, prawn, crab or something fried with tempura..

First round was nice, second part was the chinese style food.. black paper octopus, mixed veggie.. just fine with me. Then, we had this ermm I can't remember the name.. it's like a soup or something we need to cook on our own. At this stage, I had my tummy full. Yet, I haven't try the sushi, so I left one of our clip for California roll and took some of the sushi on plate.

As for the drinks, sweet coconut drink is priority. I did try fruit punch (not nice) and manggo juice. But Mr I had coconut drink throughout our 2 hours there.. huhu..

For the 4th round, I had myself a seafood blackpapper spaghetti. The portion of each food here is very small so that you can try variation of food, gitu lho.. Mr I ordered Sirloin Steak, I had a taste and I dont really favor it.

As for the dessert, can't resist the Haagen Dazs icecream. Had 5 scoops myself.. owh yummy (rasa cam nk termuntah blk dah.. kenyang punya pasal.. ishh). Mr I punya muka da putih pucat kekenyangan.. So we had a little walk to see what else we missed. He had tiramisu and black forest cake, and I had this mixed fruit and salad. I don't know what round is this.. hehe..

When I went to get my cheesecake, Mr I get Shark fin' soup. Very nice, since both of us are too full we shared the soup.

Pictures weren't in a good quality.. so won't be uploaded la.. lgpun Mr I wanna be low..

Whatever it is.. Happy Belated Birthday Dear.. Next time, ada rezki bleh blanja lagi.. hehe..

btw, New Year is around the corner..

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!

Special Dedication 2 EG..

SPECIAL DEDICATION TO NOR IZYAN HASSAN
Happy Birthday Dear..
Since I'm not around so there will be no pressy.. but no worries..
I'll have these bunch of cakes for you..
To menyemarakkan lagi lemak2 di badan anda..
Don't forget to get in touch when u back to KL..
I'll hv a birthday treat special for you. hehe.. (aku lupa umur ko brapa ehh?? 27/28?? ahakss)

Nice one kan?? Tp takut tak cukup plak.. so aku bg yg ceklat plak..
Ni amik ko.. hehhe

Tak cukup gak.. ni ada lagi...

N the last one.. ada lg satu tp malas nk upload.. hehe.. lets get the real one soon.. :D

Sorry ekk, I tdo awal.. ada meeting esok.. So, wish pun terawal.. hehe..
Take care..

April Fool.. ada ke lagi?? hehe

Happy Birthday..

First of all, I would like to wish a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to PAPA tercinta... Happy 55th Birthday Papa! I love you so much.. n may u will celebrate b'day for many years more...

and also I would like to wish a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to our birthday boy, Mr. Onizuka.. May u hv blissful year ahead..

Allah selamatkan kamu..
Allah selamatkan kamu..
Allah selamatkan kamu berdua..
Allah selamatkan kamu..

Happy Birthday Nana!!

Secret Recipe Tiramisu.. Yummy

Dgn ayunyer..haha - Ada style la...

2day is the big day for Nana!!
2day is her 25th Birthday.. Happy Birthday big gurl!! :p

Last nite after brief planning, ktorg g TC to celebrate b'day nana.. It was good at the beginning but jd cam haram as hujan lebat turun tiba2 n cake ktorg cair.. huhuu sebab kene air hujan.. huwa.. sedeyy..

Pastu, lepas tiup2 lilin n minum2 n makan2.. ktorg lepak kat McD, which 8 of us gurls n 2 guys while kt side sblh tu ada la dalam 20 org dak lelaki yg ktorg tak kenal. Tapi tu sume tak menghalang ktorg enjoy celebrate b'day nana.. sudahnye.. hehee..

Lets the pic tell the story.. hahaa

Ni la housemate aku.. sumer pun comel2.. ahakss :p

Takleh dibiarkan ni.. sumbang mahram.. hahaa

Start with a nice piece of cake disuapkan oleh bday gurl..

Dituruti oleh pemerkosaan cake ke muka oleh eg sengal!!.. BUkan b'day aku la!!!

Hasil touch up terbaru tuk B'day gurl..haha

Hasil keje2 sengal.. ni akibatnya kalo make up tutup mata.. haha

Ketensenan ros yg teramat..

Menten ayu walaupun hahhaa.. (no words to describe)

Aperpun. u guys are great!!

Musuh Ketat Birthday.. hehee

Last year birthday.. takmo pun makan cake yg aku nk suapkan.. Sudahla...

Bila dah baik blk.. b4 ni musuh like neraka.. :p

We used to be very closed. We used to fight like hell.. We used to hate each other.. We used to love each other.. :p (*wink *wink)

He is my fren. He was my closest fren. Then, I hurt him n he hates me like neraka. Ahaks.. back then, I don’t wanna see his face. He just luvsss to hurt me. He seems like enjoying to see me mad or sad or wutsoever.

We were musuh ketat, but now we r good. Good fren. Sum1 I turn to whenever I’m sad. Sum1 to scold when I’m mad @ sum1 else. hehehee

I just wanna wish this special person (yg annoying giler) a very Happy Birthday Dude!! Umur da naik ni.. belajarla jd matang.. :p

May all ur wishes come true. May u grow up n learn how to appreciate ppl (:p)
Perhaps U’ll always b my best fren.. No matter what.. ok!

Bestfren no matter what k??

Happy Birthday Babe..

I didn't write it by my own. I got it from somewhere else. But what she said exactly the same with what I wanted to tell you babe.. Deep inside I still wish you r here with me 2 celebrate ur birthday.. Happy 27th Birthday Babe..


27th April 2007, it's your 27th Birthday Babe.. be 27 @ 27. What a nice number isn't it? As both numbers are my fav ones. No 2 as I was born on the second month of the year. No 7 is always my fav n lucky number.. remember Table 7?? hehee.. I miss you babe..

Today is your birthday. I wish I could congratulate you face to face. We would’ve celebrated your special day together tonight. I’m sure if you were still around, we would have a nice dinner together, right now.. I wonder where we would celebrate it…

Today is your birthday. It’s been about 2 months since I haven’t heard your voice nor got your sms. And I miss you. So much.

Today is your birthday. But you’re not around. I can’t see your smile anymore. It hurts me, babe… My heart breaks into pieces. I wanted to ask “Why? Why aren’t you here?” But I guess I have to try to accept the reality and deal with it. I know you wouldn’t like it if I asked the same question again and again. I know that you don’t like seeing me sad… and mourning all the time… But it’s hard, babe. I’ve tried. It’s just so damn hard.
Oh why is it so sad? The feeling that I have now is even sadder than the feeling that I had when I broken-hearted. It doesn’t feel good at all, babe…

I really enjoyed the time with you, babe.. It was also nice only to spend the weekends watching dvds and chatting with you.... Then we're too exhausted (or lazy?) to go out yah... unlike the first couple of months, we always went out and had dinner at different fancy restaurants in town... I do not blame anyone for not spending more time with you babe.. I admit, I'm too busy with my own world in Kuantan.. But I regret that I didn't see you for the last time babe.. one last meeting that I failed to do.. U left me forever..

I really wish you were here… I really wish that I could see you tonight at your place and we go somewhere to celebrate your special day together. Ah well… I’m still learning to get used to live without your presence. Give me some time, will you? Am sure you understand.

Happy birthday, babe. I wonder what are you doing now?

I could only send my prayer as your birthday present...

xxx
Melia

Happy Birthday Eika...

Here special 4 u my lovely sista...

Sucks.. My day was kinda ermm should I say not very the good one la. I forgot my own sista b'day. I did mistakes again.. over n over like I've no idea y i bcome so kinda 'jahat' sangat sekarang. Hmm.. sorry again 2 those yg terkene kejahatan i tu.. :D

Mini thesis ada lg separuh tuk ditanda.. n luckily aku cuma ada 2day to finish marking all of it coz esok kene turun kontan suda.. hantar those 2 masters student tu.. plus aku da rindu with my tilam.. hahaa.. no..no.. I'm not goin to stay overnite coz I gotta catch my flight on friday morning n aku tak prepare paper lg 4 d trip.. (hmm do i need to prepare anything?? Naa..)

Aku tak paham asal such simple matter mesti nk jdkan complicated.. come on la.. aku letihla.. kalo macam ni.. I'll see this organization collapse in few years time.. sucks like hell!!.. Ingat travelling from kontan to KL is like from Gombak to Meru kah?? Lainla aku pun blh gunakan LA to be my driver.. ptuihh.. sakit tekak!!

Anyway.. wut bos say is always rite.. (demm hell yea rite).. aper2 la.. gotta go.. nk blk umah sudah.. esok nk jalan jauh.. huhuu.. fenat beb!!

Happy Birthday Black Rose!!

Ni aku buat spesel tu Rose..

Ni aku beli.. hahaa..


HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST ROSLAILY SAAD!!
MAY YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE..