Family gathering..

We were having family gathering today. Only closed relatives were invited and all came. Only 4 families consist of my dad's elder bro (n family), my cozin (n family), my mom's younger sista (n family), n my mom's cozin (of course with her family).

Today's menu were 3 ekor Ikan Siakap 3rasa, 2 ekor Ikan jenahak masak lemak kuning and sayur campur. We also had cendol (specially home made by Papa), cincau n rootbir. Errmm too many kuih muih.. dun feel like writing it here.. hehee

Alltogether, it was about 30 persons. I was so tired. When everyone going home, I'm still busy with the cleaning up n dish washing activity.. huhuu.. Esok keje.. huwaaa...

Foods..

My dish at TGI Friday

His chicken mushroom

Lepas melantak at BBQ n Stemboat Summer @Sunway..

Korg tgk buruk lantak tak si Dayang tu?? tatau mana dia sumbat.. huhu.. baby lobster dia sedap sungguh weii.. tak tipu..

Offer letter yg aku terpaksa 'buat bodo' je.. huhuu

Love addiction...

There's a lot of things to share but I've been very busy lately. I've so many things to do and I barely have time for myself. At work, I make used all times that I've to finish up the unfinished tasks my cozin allocating specifically for me. So, once I get home (after facing heavy traffic jammed of course), I got my whole body so exhausted. At work, I got my brain exhausted, then my body and I ended up sleep after maghrib prayer. I didn't go for Terawih for quite sometimes already. I even bring some work back home but rarely do it at home as my mind n body no longer co-operated with heavy workload. So I guess, I will only update my blog when I'm feeling high or I'm really free like weekend. Hehee

Well, this topic was came up on my mind after I had break fast with Dayang few days ago. About love addiction. Well, the fact was I'm easily forgive ppl and I almost forgot what they did for me. That make me fall into a serious problem which ppl will always take advantage over me. Hohohoo

Let's understand what Love Addiction is all about..

" Love Addiction is just like any other compulsion except that it has to do with relationships. Because of the ‘love’ part of the addiction, people often don’t understand the dangerous gravity of the situation.

A person who is excessively attached to another person most likely carried those habits over from past relationships. The conditions in such past relationships left the person feeling inadequate or mentally and/or physically abused. Romantic relationships are not the only type that cause such habits to develop; they can also stem from any of the following conditions: lack of nurturing or attention during childhood, isolation or detachment from family, hidden pain, early abandonment, unrecognized early needs, fears of rejection, pain, and lack of love or hope.

A love addict has a fear of change. They will attach themselves to another person as to obtain that person’s identity for themselves. Having a very low self-esteem and lacking self-identity, the person chooses a mate or friend they would like to become. Crimes of passion, murder, suicides, and stalking, bloom out of these relationships. Homosexuality is another byproduct of this problem, as it’s easier to take on the identity of someone of the same sex. A love addict also has the need to control the relationship. They will use sex to get their own way or in exchange for love. He or she confuses sex for love.

When a person tries to break up with a love addict, the situation becomes very intense and could result in stalking. The break-up adds to the addicts already overloaded emotional system. The love addict is not afraid to be as outlandish in actions as possible."

I was wondering why I always stucks in love with love addiction. I mean, those ppl who actually cannot stand one women in their life at one time, or perhaps they can't stand a women more than a month an they need to find the replacement asap. So turn out, this type of guys gonna have like millions kind of gf when he grew older. Starting from Syasya to App, I guess I get enough of it. At times, they are just perfect.. they are nice, they are charming but at the same time they just cannot bear the feeling to know other girls. Owh whatever, as long as they got nothing to do with me anymore.

Nway, I've been trying to be a good frens with them, which turn out some of them can b ur fren and some just can't. It's either they are trying to manipulate you or trying to make use of you. So better run for my own good. I'll treat them fairly. I get to know about all this when I started to know different types of person. So many things I've learn along the way. Ppl like syaril and nuar is type of person you find difficult to deal with coz they may take advantage over you. So need to be extra careful. On the other hand, App is like do not bring too much harm, it just that u need to always be aware of. So, it's easy not to be in contact at all. If they need u, they'll find u. Don't hv to pretend good and trying to say hello or whatsoever.. That's bullshit. Somehow, if they really take u as a fren, they won't bother to get u something when he went somewhere. What a thought.

So the conclusion, I just wanna say Syasya n Nuar is like love addict level expert coz they won't stop looking for a girls.. hahaa.. Thats all for now.. hehehee..

*Out of topic jap, I was about to sms app asking him to get me Kek lapis S'wak for hari raya. But then, I just dun wanna sms him n suddenly asking him that. Its kinda me trying to get into fren-to-fren relationship. So I just hold the sms and tell mama that I'm gonna make brownies for raya (well, kira lain dari yg lain gak kan??hehe). Guess what! Yesterday, app sms me asking me to meet him up coz he got cake me from S'wak. (Nya ingat tok faveret mek..hahaa) Yea, his flight was yesterday afternoon. But I dun hv time to see him.. maybe later coz he mite b busy with the interview and all. Perhaps I don't have to go to DJC as I would avoid going there..

Steamboat BBQ

Well, as I said in previous entry I'm going to hv break fast with Dayang and this entry is kinda a report about it. Weird izzit? But I did met her n had break fast with her at BBQ n Steamboat at Sunway. Everything is on her coz she made me waiting for her like half n hour. Huhuuu..

Well, heard 'tak kenal maka tak cinta'? Yea, all this while we've not really know each other as we only know each other story from the third party which is syarilbodo and obviously syarilbodo won't tell us a good story of each other. So yesterday was like the recall memory moment.. ehhee.. At least I know, how is this girl is actually.. By the way, she's marriage n expected to be pregnant. Whatever it is, lucky her to have someone who really loves her.

She's nice and she's beautiful. Whatever syaril ever tells me about her, its kinda totally different. Regarding what happened in the past.. since I've forgave her so there's no need for me to look back whatever she has done to me.OK so I guess, we can make a good fren here..

OK done about her.. ermm it's time to share about food. The food was marvellous. Hohohoo.. tp since lately I don't do so much eating, kinda a waste to pay 20 bucks but less eating. Dayang n me mmg tak amik benda lain, we took crab, prawn, baby lobster n shrimp je.. half for BBQ and half lagi for the soup. By the way, it cost each of us 20 bucks nett per head. Including drinks n food n ice cream. Also kueh mueh for berbuka.. it's located at sunway, 3rd floor. Aku tak ingat exact address. BUt tell u.. I like it. Takyah nk spend too much for korean bbq da pasni.. this one is more likely..

Nway, aku da jadi hantu makan blk since I'm back to KL. Damn!! Monday break fast date with HUsni at KLCC (convention center), then friday Chillis with Yazi. Sunday, steamboat again with cozins.. hohooo..

Da few days aku blk lambat n da few days gak papa masam muka ngan aku.. susahnya dok umah.. I can't be home later than 10pm. Dahla tpt aku makan sume jauh2.. camne nk blk awal?? Huuhuu..

As for now, aku berjaya menjauhkan diri from DJC'ian. Hopefully, it will happen this way till the end.. Thats it.

Prison Break..

ISN'T HE HOT??

Just get to know that Prison Break has been out for the third season. It has been 2 episodes already. So rite now, I'm spending some times to watch this series. Owh Michaell Scofield is back with a very hotter personality.. Damn.. He's hot..

N now, I got another series to be followed. Nice series I guess... It's tittled Gossip Girls. They had 1 episode on air so perhaps, they'll b a lot more coming later..

Ok.. wanna continue watching the movie..

Enjoy your day n have a nice day everyone..

#By the way, I've watch 1st ep. of 2nd season of Heroes.. hehee

Thanks Dad...

I came home a little early today coz I went out from UiTM early than usual so I don't hv to face heavy traffic n I got my way smooth all the way home. Mama asks me to get fishcake n fishball for mee goreng. Today is our turn to send foods to surau as 'moreh' (is this how its spelled?). Take sometimes at 'pasar malam' and buy some stuffs. It's been a while I didn't cook at home. So today I've had my self-cooked kailan and cendawan goreng tiram. Not very tasty coz tak reti nk agak garam.. hehee

While we were having our food during break fast, mama told me about the letter. What letter? I asked Ika to get it for me. Owh, its the offer letter for the master thingy. N what the HELL for? I dun think I'm gonna need it anymore. I wash my feet already. UIA.. its just a uni where I spent to get my degree n get my time wasted. Poor me...

I've been so messed up lately. With the personal problems, this study problems, the family thingy. I even gave up my life though I never tell ppl. Yea, I GAVE UP MY LIFE. Sound stupid huh? But hell sure, u mite did worst that I ever done if u were in my shoes. Alhamdulillah, Allah gv me chance to repent n hv the strength to regain my will n strength to fight whatever bad feeling I'm having at that moment. And Thank Allah, that HE doesn't let me walk alone. HE gives someone to walk with me along the way. Someone who really understand me, someone who always there for me thru my good and bad times.

That's my DAD. My lovely Dad. The best Dad in the world. Though sometimes, as teenager I found Dad is too much but deep inside I know, there's nobody perfect. So do my Dad. But he always my hero.

Mom was like kinda pushy about me enroll to UIA's master program. But then, I insist not to go. I've got enof of wasting so much time overthere. Furthermore, I know who I am. I wanna be a better person n I wanna change. So it's better for me to get back with the family who can observe me all the times. I've done so much wrongdoings n now I'm begging for HIS forgiveness.
So I've decided not to accept the offer n not to reject. As time passing by, the offer will be revoked. So nothing to worry. Nway, I even got my matric no. already.. hohohooo...

Above all, the most important person in leading me making such decision is Papa. Yea my Dad. At one time, he says something that touch my heart.. it really make me cry.. Papa said, 'I would prefer u stay here with me. At least I know whether u've money or not. You hide so much things from me, never tell me if u've problems. To know u don't hv money make me feel as I'm a failed father.' Of course in Malay. Lately, since I'm at home.. we've spent so much time chatting about me n my life. He misses to spent time with me when I was in Kuantan.

So after all, what I'm gonna do?? I don't think I'm ready for the business thingy. So I gotta find things to do. As to fill my free time.

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As for now, I manage not to get in touch with Nuar. Though if he calls, or sms, still aku layan cam biasa. But I'll try my best not to c him. Though I hv to sacrify all friends.. I would. I'm sorry. I'm just too tired with the game. I wanna quit as I'm too old to play. I wish him good life. How much I wish for syaril n app, that much I wish for him. There's no difference btw all of them. And, I'll b a good fren with him later when I'm cool. When I manage to forgive him dgn ikhlas. For time being, its still hurt.. n its still bleeding... Bare with me..

# Esok aku ada break fast date with Dayang.. Believe it or not.. haha.. plus, awek syaril yg janda tu da delete aku dr fs syaril, del phone aku dr phone syaril, delete YM id aku.. ermm anything yg bleh buat syaril in contact ngan aku blk la kiranya. Huh.. amikla.. aku tak heran..

Break fast..

I went out with a fren for break fast. He did the last minute decision to break fast at TGI Friday's. So we went to Subang Parade n had our break fast over there.

I had like few bad experience with TGI F's, so I dun really favor to eat there. But since the person who actually wanted to treat me insist to go there, so we had our way to TGIF's after performing maghrib prayer.

As for myself, I had the 3 course meals, consist of appetizer, main and dessert. My appet. was Mac and Cheez, main was sizzling chicket (i cant remember the name, it's a new dish) then moca pie for the dessert.

It's been a while, I didn't eat such things so I guess my tummy is no longer adaptable to such food. So many cheez in the food, make me get diarrhea later on.. Even till now my tummy is still hurt n I can't stop myself from going to the toilet.. huhuu..

Nway.. thanks to the fren yg belanja.. next time bleh blanja lg.. hehee..

Aku ada amik gambar, tp mls nk upload. Laterla aku update the picture.. skrg ni sakit perut memulas2.. huhuhuuu...

Jammed..

Hari ni aku masuk keje lambat. What to do.. traffic jammed. Alasan lapuk yg cozin aku da tatau nk ckp aper da kat aku ni. Sapa suh kuar lambat.. t aku jwb, ci da kuar awal da td.. tp jammed teruk sangat.. nk wat camner.. bla..bla..bla..bla..bla.. - sampaila dia blah je.. sbb malas nk dgr aku bebel..

Pergi keje aku da harung traffic jammed ya amat. Pastu td keje sangat menimbun n aku rehat kejap je time lunch tuk solat n baca blog Arwah Nurin. Pastu sambung keje blk.. sampai kul 5.30pm. Dak2 lain pun da blk.. So siap je keje aku.. aku pun membelahkan diri dari situ..

Guess what, dari Exit Kolej mawar yg berdepan ngan entrance parking engineering tu da start jammed. Pastu aku nye jalan tak henti menempuh jammed yg teramat. Sampai migrain pala aku.. huhuu... bayangkan dari UITM da jammed. pastu time nk U-turn kat jusco bukit raja tu.. dekat 20 min da.. pastu lepas tol shahpadu, nk exit g Meru, pastu all the way to Meru. Then kat area Klang Sentral. Sampai kat simpang nk masuk jln kopi pun jammed. Patutnya dr umah aku g UiTM 30 min je.. ni sejam 10 min... mana aku tak hangin..

Penat aku menyabarkan diri supaya ingat aku tgh puasa.. tp kalo time tu da tak tertahan mmg kurangla pahala puasa aku.. Aku mmg la sangat tidak sabar.. huhuu..

Shopping spree.. yihaaa...

Letih beb shopping (but still sempat posing n senyum).. Sibbaik redup kalo panas.. for sure jamil da minta buka pose all the way.. hehe

Nice tak? Well, it's nice. Me likey. I'm gonna use it tomorrow for work. (aritu da minta org blanja.. tp takde rezki, aku beli sendri jela...)

This one is value buy.. Very the cheaper one.. Me likey too

This is also value buy.. This one is for Mom. Tp still aku mcm selalu akan pinjam je.. hehe

Guess brapa these 3 pair of shoes cost me?? Only RM 50.. The Marie Claire one is 29.00, then the Bata (White) is RM9 (aku pun cam tak caya) and the other to RM 19. Total RM58. Tp dapat voucher RM 8. So altogether just RM50. Aku tak perlu byr mahal tuk brg banyak.. AGAIN.. ME LIKEY...

Beg keje aku da jahanam.. especially beg buluh dari Langkawi. Pemberian orang, aku da buang coz da putus talinya.. so aku beli beg murah2 tuk g keje esok.. yippeee...

This one is for my sis yg agak boyish tu. She starting ti hv gurly behavior.. so as kakak aku kene support. Dia minat beg ni.. so aku belikan.. coz nnt aku bleh pjm gak.. hohooo

I had a very long day. Woke up early in the morning n help mom to clean up the house and packing the stuffs for business. Then around 12, got myself ready n drove out to the town. The original plan was to go Ikea and OU but then Mom wanted to buy 'Jubah' n sort of muslimah thingy, perhaps preparation for her hajj after raya. My parents will be going for their second pilgrimage exactly 3-4 weeks after raya. So the plan was cancel n we headed to Masjid Jamek, KL. I dun dare to drive there so we took LRT and get ourselves there without worrying about where r we going to park the car and how bad is traffic jammed. Hohohoo..

My aunt and her 3 childs were following us. So there were like 9 of us went for shopping. hehee.. just imagine how would it looks like. I do enjoy todays shopping coz I spent money like giving away money. Even mama pun marah me. Well, I was so excited shopping2 ni kan... like u dunno me.

Rasanya, we pusing the whole masjid india area, sogo n the nearby shops. Especially the one yg sells jubah. After 2 hours, my mom n aunt got dizzy n tired. Siap minta blk nek teksi ko. Dah I park my car @KJ. Nek taxi to KJ, bek aku drive je td. I ask them to rehat at Masjid India yg sangatla sempit tpt semayang ppuan tu.. then my sis n me continue the shopping. Of coursela looking for tudung n kerongsang which at the end of the day, we brought something else. Not even one tudung we buy. Huhuu..

Penat sudah pusing2, went back tu Masjid India, fetch Mom n the rest and went back home. Sampai je kat KJ, everyone were like so relieve.. mcm aper je.. Aku rileks je..

So penyudahnya, I bought 1 shirt and 1 belt for papa and both cost me like RM130. Then baju for both my sis which cost me RM50 for 2. Ermm, kasut for Jamil, mom n myself cost me RM149. 2 bags for Nurul n Me (kinda petaling street onela.. for fun what.ehehe) cost me 50 bucks. Then expenses, LRT tix for 9 cost me another 50 bucks. Buka puasa at KJ cost me another 200 bucks. N I've spent almost or around RM650. Whatever it is, aku hutang kasut lg sama ika n nurul n also mom.. i owe mom a pair of bag. Hmm.. It will cost me another 200 for sure.

I'm so happy that I could spend money for my family. Perhaps my nawaitu to be a better person is accepted and I'm trying hard to be one..

# I manage to stay calm when talking to the person I hate the most.. I'm getting better

Kenangan...

My dad wasn't around for few days. He went back to Kg to c his mom. Da whole day, I spent my time by painting my room with pink n purple color combination. At first I wanna hv purple for my room and pin for the sisters' room. But then, they wanna hv combination color. Well, there's not much different pun.

Nway, I've got my last salary from UIA. So the whole money will b spent for the family. I won't use it for makan. I will use it for tomorrow's shopping spree and expenses for my room's curtain, paint n so on so forth. Mama wanna go to Ikea, so we'll go to OU first to get my sisters' raya shoes/sandal and also handbag for mom n myself.. hehee.. then we'll go to Ikea. Let's c what they have over there.

Nuar n d gang inviting me for break fast together at Niara tomorrow. But at this moment, I don't feel like I wanna c him or got anything to do with him anymore so I gotta cancel my attendance.

Last year, there's so many buka puasa offer for me but this year.. very the little one.. This tuesday, I've date. Somebody will belanja me at Roma, Cineleisure Damansara. Yeay!! Hmm I'm getting close to syaril though not really close n I can tell he's taken advantage over me. Ada ka ada hati nk suh aku blanja dia.. g mam arr.. then, I was asked to choose the place I wanted to berbuka at.. he gave me like all famous hotel's list and ask me to choose. Hohohoo.. I'm very the rambang mata one.. dunno where to go..

Time2 camni teringat mcm2 kenangan. Raya is almost there.. Will there b any shopping for the siblings? Where will the shopping taken place? I was there to help you on the shopping, now you got some1 better. Isn't that great?? Anyway.. Selamat Berpuasa n Selamat Berbuka puasa everyone....

Life

I heard the news about the DNA test of the nude girl found @ Taman Petaling Utama match Nurin's parents so police conclude that the deceased is actually Nurin. If the deceased is Nurin or whoever she is lets pray for her. Al Fatihah for Nurin Jazlin Jazimin. She was brutally abused and murdered by sex maniac who should be sorry n killed him/herself by now. I was so sad when I heard the news but of course the parents feel the worst. They can't accept the fact that their daughter passed away in that embarrassed way. Who can? Whatever it is, if she really Nurin, at least she has no longer suffers in this cruel life. May your soul rest in peace my dear Nurin.

My parents are out to attend kenduri 'menigo hari' of their friend. I barely knew him. He passed away 3 days ago so his close friends held a kenduri tahlil for him. He doesn't has family here. He was all alone. He was mentally sick and had stroke not so long time ago. Staying with a friend. When I heard the news of his death, we were about to buka puasa. It was the same day, my great grandma passed away. Too many loses in a week.

My parents went to the funeral. Since he was died at his fren house and he is reported healthy so the police considered it is sudden death so they ask them to bring the deceased to the hospital for post-mortem. The police even ask RM1800 for the process. Since nobody knows about it and the friend who lodge the report is not very familiar with the process he just agreed and call the others to tell about the death.

Mama said, not even one of his family members was there. Because he was so poor. He sicks, mentally sick. No one bother if he alive or dead. Mom knows his life very well. Poor him that non of his family attending the funeral. Only some close friends. To hear such thing make me realize that, in this life.. people will only see us if we are somebody. if you are nobody n u make no profit to others they will just toss you away.

Al fatihah for my great grandma, my parents' fren, Safril and Nurin.

Alhamdulillah, I still have family and I love them very much. They were there when nobody are..

Appreciate what you have now coz one day u mite regret when u lost it...

Life

Expecting me to have 2 entries everyday.. hehee
Well, my fav thing to do when I'm at home..

Well, thanks la to the readers though I seriously hv no idea where on earth u got my url. But seriously aku terkejut. Whoever from Queensland.. raise ur hand.. hehe.. thanks for drop by.. nway..

Erm.. today the same story mory, jammed, bored jobs, tensi, in addition of the great granny' story. Today my house is like mourning. Mom doesn't feel well, worry over granny. Mom's sis reached kampung quite late, so the funeral thingy was taken care by orang kg. Sedih mama.. but there's nothing I can do.. Sepatah aku cakap.. bantai nangis lagi.. da la pose.. Duh..

Papa is going back to Kg this Sat. Owh just got to know ermm.. one of relative passed away at 4 pm this evening. I dun know him much but may Allah bless his soul.

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Mun kitak paham, baca. Mun sik, tanyala pada sidak2 yg paham.

Susah benar sidak yg sik paham bahasa kamek tok. Bukannya kamek guna bahasa baru macam owang, bagek,naek, hanget dan apa2 indah lagi. Guna bahasa standard pun nya sik paham juak.

Kenak nya nuggah kami gilak tek? Sik tau kamek tek. Mungkin nya ajak yg betul palak. Orang lain sik betul palak.

Mun kitak orang nangga bebenar, sekda kamek cerita2 yg tak sepatutnya diceritakan seperti rahsia lakibini atas katil.

Mungkin sidaknya yg baca, selalu mencari cerita sensasi camya laa yg nampak benda2 camya. Monyet pakei gincu pun nya nangga cam Miss Universe.

Bagi orang yg sik, nya pasti akan paham cerita apa yg sebenarnya kamek tulis.

Tujuan kamek tok, hanya memberi misalan atau tamsilan ttg apa yg sebenarnya nak disampeikan tok. Sidak yg 'baca' nya paham laa, mun sidak yg 'browsing' ajak mungkin nya sik dapat tangkap apa yg mau kamek sampeikan.

Apa2 pun, sik ada hal, masing2 punya pandangan sendiri atas apa2 pun jua. Terpulang laa dirinya pun.

Tapi pada sidak yg menuduh kamek cerita bukan2, kamek mau cadangkan sidaknya baca balik entry kamek tok. Benar kah sik, kamek ada cerita2 ttg benda2 camtu? Nangga betul2..

Mun sik paham juak, malaslah kamek mau kelakar lagi tek.

# Thanks to Mr Sarawakian yg tersangatla chinese look nye.. ehehee.. aku tak buat semua ni.. ni sumer direct translation yg dia tlg buatkan.. hahahaa.. bantaila.. aku pun tak paham sangat.. :p

Al - Fatihah

The twin n Nek Tek

Rest in peace..

My great granny went to see Allah last nite at 1 am. She went away after a long suffer of 'sakit tua'. She's too old. Mama said her age is like reaching 100 years or perhaps more than that. She's my granny's youngest aunt. Stay with granny since divorce with her husband. She has no child so my mom's sibling are her child too. In fact, she's the one who taking care of them as granny too busy with her business back than.

My cozin was there. Abang Defi, the grandson who claims never wanted to balik kampung, went back few days before. So he was there to help granny with all the funeral stuffs. Mama said, abang was like decided to blk kg just like that. I think he got the feeling.. The 'Nek Tek' (this is what we used to call her) loves abang very much. So I guess they got the chemistry there.

Nek Tek is a wonderful lady. At the age of almost hundred, she manage to clean up the kebun. In fact, our kebun which situated at the side of the house is like playground. Clean n tidy. Even me malas to clean it up. But that is what Nek Tek does everyday..

Now she's no longer around, leaving granny alone in that big house. I bet, I wont be that berani staying alone in the double story bungalow. Scarry... hohoho..

In remembrance of Nek Tek... May Allah Bless Your Soul.

# I'm not in d mood to pegi keje.. Duh.. malas...

1st day...

Well, yea.. it's my first day at work. Again back to my coz's place. Doing almost the same thing but this time, I gotta handle HPLC. I'm an expert in one day. He expect me to run samples by tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. What? Mcmla aku ni reti sangat.. huuuhuuu

I wasn't really happy with the first day. I didn't sleep after sahur. Got myself ready n sent my sis n bro to school, then direct to UiTM. Damn the traffic was heavy n I dun like it. I almost forgot how does it feel driving in heavy traffic n this morning I experienced it again. I really dun like it... Huwa.. dun like the feeling staying here...

Looking for rumah sewa soon. Hopefully, evrything will b ok..

Mama was busy looking for bedsheet for me.. like I'm gonna get married next week. Arghh tension.. lepas satu.. satu..

N bro,
Sapa kata jd ppuan takde responsibility?? Sapa kata??

Better Days

I used to sit and wonder
Would I ever be happy
Life was so bittersweet
So many disappointments
Too many ups and downs for me
When you live a nightmare
It's hard to dream

But sometimes life just isn't fair
So why complain nobody cares
And I don't wanna waste nobody's time
So I'm

I'm botu to change my vibe
Today the sun's gonna shine
Cause I made up my mind
That today will be the start of better days
Leavin old shit behind
And move on with my life
The blindfold's off my eyes
And now all I see for me is better days

Afraid of my reflection
Tell me that's not me I see
That's who I wanna be
Stuck somewhere in the middle
On half full or half empty
Waiting for somebody to come and rescue me

Can't let that petty attitude
Start to jade my point of view

Only thing that does is bring me down
So I'm

I'm botu to change my vibe
Today the sun's gonna shine
Cause I made up my mind
That today will be the start of better days
Leavin old shit behind
And move on with my life
The blindfold's off my eyes
And now all I see for me is better days

Hurt so many times before
I used to cry but no more
Let it go and life can feel
So good
Stop lying the blues

Can't let that petty attitude
Start to jade my point of view
Only thing that does is bring me down
So I'm

I'm botu to change my vibe
Today the sun's gonna shine
Cause I made up my mind
That today will be the start of better days
Leavin old shit behind
And move on with my life
The blindfold's off my eyes
And now all I see for me is better days

Malas...

So lazy, like lazy cat..

Arini first day keje.
Malasnya.
Sangat mengantuk.
Rasa cam nk cuti lagi.
Baju tak gosok lg.
Tudung blom gosok gak.

I'm too tired.
Last nite, hbs kemas2 bilik da kul 12.
Tdo 5 jam je... skrg ni pala cam bengong.
Huhuhuu.
Nak tdo.
Nak tdo.
Nak tdo.
Tp takut kalo tdo kang tertdo trus.
Mau ngan Jamil2 tak g skul.
Penat.
Duh

Paint my love...

Kakak woke up late this morning. Once she wake up, Nurul, Papa n Mom were talking about painting. Kakak wasn't that interested to join. So kakak buat bodo je. Then Papa ajak kakak g beli cat. Cat as paint k, bukan cat as kucing. The whole house is allergic with kucing especially mama. Kakak ok lg kot, but mama.. disaster.. hehe..

Temankan Papa n Nurul g beli cat. We bought Nippon odorless, hmm tak de bau siap bleh lap lagi. So Jamil, tak sabar2 dia nk conteng dinding blk ktorg. hehee..

Actually, kakak wasn't that eager la nk cat2 ni.. but since nurul n fika beriya.. n they wanted to paint their room with pink color, papa suggested kakak use purple for her room. Haiyo.. don't u think its too girlish.. hehe.. So since papa nk sponsor some.. kakak plak saw one beautiful yet simple curtain at Kapar for her room, so kira cam kakak plak beriya to paint her room. So sampai2 rumah, nurul n eika paint their room first. Kakak was busy unpacking stuffs from Kuantan.. Percaya tak?? Still ada 1 beg blum unpack. :D

Bila tgh2 cat tu, mama came up with the idea cat blk with both pink n purple. The pink is lite pink, while purple is more to bright lavender ermm.. sama ke?? Kinda different la.. not really same la.. ntah camne kakak was like mamai n cat blk not exactly like what yg papa suggested. Sudahnya kakak nye blk end up cam pelik skit.. tp kakak tak peduli coz yg penting is the curtain yg kakak da order. Hehee.. raya ni.. kakak tak peduli sal baju raya dia.. tp dia sibuk nk beli itu n ini for blk dia.. hohohoo...

So entry kali ni kiranya cam nk bitau.. aku cat bilik.. hahhaa :p

Hmm.. satu lg, I still dun have maid but yet ada housekeeper mama baru hire. She'll come @ 8am and blk @ 4pm. Well, biasala mama, kalo maid.. byk sangat mama tak berkenannya.. Yg ni, dia stay rumah dia.. dtg rumah siang je.. Very the rajin one. Sangat cantik.. mula2 ingat tak kawin lg, sekalinya da ada anak sorang sama umur ngan jamil. So aku takyah nk pening2 pala nk kemas2 rumah b4 g keje.. hehee.. (kemalasan aku da sampai tahap maksima da ni.. huhuu...)

Esok aku da start keje. Ye ke da start? Ntahla.. still takde mood nk keje kat uitm tu. Aku da bitau sal syaril nye proposal aritu kat mama. N for sure la mama was like not very likey.. seems like she trying to say 'OVER MY DEAD BODY'.. huhuu.. da agak da.. Duh... And also pasal sahabat yg buat aku sakit pala lately ni.. Aku citer kat mama gak.. then aku kene blame blk.. Bagi harapan kat orang.. Duh.. 2x da..

Sorry k.. I'm not perfect n I make mistakes...

Rindu

Ni time blk dari Sungai Gabai..

Perangai giler2 awik.. ni gune hp baru Zul.. nice pic what...sharp

Tak sangka bleh jumpa time Konsert PMI nih ehh.. Layan habis.. Haih.. kenangan..kenangan..

Time ni ktorg melarikan diri dari pemiutang.. hehe.. adventure giler...

I was talking to Nahar when suddenly he tells me that he misses Awik, suddenly thinking about him. Yea.. I miss him too. Lately he never neither return my call nor my sms. He mite be busy. Does he think n miss us?? Hehee.. I don't know. He calls me sometimes. Chatting through YM when he's ol. But thats it.. he mite be busy.

I was looking for older pictures in CDs when I found the above pics. (tu yg tetibe teringat kat awik). Last year, I spent most of my buka posa time with him, jijoi n nahar. As far as I concern, I had iftar at home (melati) once, and at meru like 4-5times. The rest was filled with the appointment iftar at Hotel, Resto or with frens.

So Awik, how r u ehh?? Dari aku mula2 g kuantan sampai la ni, da blk Klang blk... ko tak gak sampai2 kuantan lg. Lepas raya ni kalo ko tak turun KL gak or tak cari aku gak, I'll hunt u to JB.. hehe.. ;)

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Td time sahur, Jamil asked nurul, why kak ika tak pose.
Well, aku da agak, the Q&A session will be panjang..
Nurul : Sbb kak ika uzur
Amin : Sakit aper?
Nurul: Bukan sakit, orang ppuan tiap bulan dia cam uzur, takleh posa takleh semayang.
Amin : Oo amin taula, tp kenapa tak boleh
Aku : Sbb time tu dia kotor.
Amin : Mandila..
Aku : Kalo mandi pun tak bersih gak. Tp yg special camni ppuan je.. lelaki takde tau. Lelaki tak bleh ponteng posa n tak bleh tinggal semayang.
Amin : yerla amin taula. Tp kenapa kak ika tak bleh makan sama ngan kita?
Nurul: Sbb dia tak posa. Kalo tak pose, tak bleh berbuka ngan org pose.

And the conversation keeps on till ktorg sumer semayang..
Huhuu.. adik aku makin bijak..

Anak bongsu Papa.. hehe.. da besar skrg. So far dah 2 hari pose.. tp byk merengek.. hehe

Kawan.. Sahabat...

"bila kita nak buka sama?" - InsyaAllah, kalo ada masa nnt.
"apsal ko mcm ni ?" - Sebab aku terluka dgn perbuatan orang.
"tp ko skrg makin melampau" - Maafkan aku jika aku melampau.
"apsal..kena samak ke klu jumpa aku?" - Bukan, aku takmo org salah faham..
"mcm sial perangai ko skrg" - Memang perangai aku mcm sial dr dulu, ko je buat tak nmpk. "dulu ok, skrg ni je melampau" - Aku mmg bukan sahabat yg baik, perangai pun cam sial.. maafkan aku.. perhaps ko akan jumpa sahabat yg tak melampau cam aku.. ;)
"dulu masa ko dgn ***..aku siap ikut shoping, aku tak kata apa pun" - Ko n aku lain..
"aku tak halau pun ko kuar..." - coz he was there too
"ko je nak besarkan bnda kecik" - what to do.. but im really sorry...
"ko bkn syg aku pun, "aku dah cuba..aku tak dpt nak syg ko"" - Sapa kata tak sayang?? Kawan2 aku sumer aku sayang.. ko lagila aku sayang.. bestfren aku kan.. sayang is always there.. but not cinta.. Love is Cinta.. :D
"slmt berbahagia dgn org laki yg dapat lupakan sharyl (syaril?) dlm hati ko tu." - Thanks doakan tuk kebaikan aku..
"aku bkn nak ckp jahat..sampai mati ko takkan jumpa" - Lorr.. doa td tak ikhlas ke?? hehee..

I'm sorry. (Matilah mesti dia ngamuk aku tulis ni kat blog..)

Persahabatan ada batasnya, aku tak tau persahabatan yg bagaimana kalau da melepasi batas.
Adakah itu yg dipanggil kawan? atau ianya lebih pada sahabat. Atau sesuatu hubungan yang tak bernama.. ianya bergantung pada perasaan dan bukan pada perkataan.

Apa yang kita marahkan jika orang tak mau bertemu. Mungkin ada alasan tersendiri. Jangan disamakan orang lain dengan diri kita. Mungkin orang lain tak setabah kita, mungkin juga orang lain tak sekuat kita. Mungkin juga orang lain itu da berubah menjadi seseorang yg macam sial. Well, banyak kemungkinannya yang harus kita ambil kira.

Bagi aku, persahabatan dengan sahabat yang satu ini amat istimewa hingga menyebabkan manusia salah sangka. Alangkah bahagianya jika kita boleh bersahabat tanpa ada rasa cinta.. Persahabatan yg terungkai rasa sayang. Tapi telah ditetapkan lelaki dan perempuan takkan mungkin bersahabat. Which I doubt that. Ada je kawan2 perempuan yg mempunyai sabahat baik lelaki dan sebaliknya. Ada yg bermasalah.. ada juga yang bahagia.

I may say, I'm egoist. I don't wanna see my bestfren (as he claims he is) when he never take me as his bestfren pun. I would love to congratulate him in no matter what good thing happens in his life, tp me is just a fren he needed when he needs. No more than that. It's hurt me. Get to know things from others. The same place, the same situation, the same feeling, the same issue..

I wish u all the best..

Thanks to my frens yg beri aku kekuatan disaat2 mcm ni. I really appreciate that.

First Ramadhan 2007

Alhamdulillah.. Allah masih memberi kita peluang untuk bertemu dengan Ramadhan kali ini. Masih memberikan kita ruang untuk beribadat. Semoga Ramadhan kali ini memberi makna kepada kita semua....

Semalam, alhamdulillah aku dapat first day pose. Cam cuak gak kalo tak dpat. Biasalah kita org ppuan ni mcm2 hal. Malam tu da tak dpt tarawikh, rasa cam maybe tak dpt gak pose 1st Ramadhan. Tp Alhamdulillah.. berjaya juga untuk dapat pahala first Ramadhan.

At home, Dad is the happiest person. Never see him that happy for the past 1 year. Kalo aku balik kejap2 pun.. papa tak happy sangat. Rupanya2 his daughter dah dok blk ngan dia.. so he's very excited about it. huhuu.. Maybe sbb ni kot aku tak kawin2 lg. Kang kalo da kawin, mesti dah tak dok sama dah.. (abaikan ni ayat neng nong neng nong..hahaha)

Tahun ni, Jamil berazam nk puasa. Last year dia puasa gak tapi stgh hari. Tahun ni Jamil da 6 tahun n da masuk standard 1. So papa kata if Jamil puasa, dapat duit raya banyak. Nak pulak cikgu Hisham yang sangat baik tu janji nk bagi duit raya kat Jamil kalo puasa penuh. Semalam Alhamdulillah, berjaya berpuasa. Tapi merengek tak hengatla. Sakit perutla, sakit kaki la, tekak pedihla.. aperla..

So memandangkan semalam 1st day, dari siangnya da janji nk belikan Amin (jamil) roti john. Petang tu, I went out with eika n amin sekali la. Cari roti john. Dah lama tak g Param so tatau kene g awal. Kuar dlm 6.45pm rasa cam sume benda da hbs.. Habis satu meru aku pusing cari org jual roti john tu. Last2 dapat dl kul 7.05. Tu pun satu je.. Balik umah mmg amin sorang jela melantak roti john tu.

Kat sini, da jd lumrah..kalo bulan pose jiran tetangga suka hantar laukla, kuehla, buburla.. so semalam since sumer org excited ngan pose pertama ni bykla sangat lauk n juadah lain yg dihantar ke rumah. Sampai tak termakan. Bila makan da byk, perut da kenyang.. semayang mulala dilewat2kan.. sampai da kene bebel baru la slow2 jalan.. tu pun sambil mengunyah lg.
Nyah.. best dowh pose kat umah. Ada mama,papa, adik2.. huhuuu (ni ayat keji tuk member2 yg dok dirumah sewa ye) matila makk dak2 ni hangin.. hehee..

Teringat puasa tahun lepas, sampai kene buat appointment berbuka posa. Sampai a week ahead, aku nye schedule penuh dah.. hehee. This year?? Nampak gaya cam buka kat umah je.. Ermm.. lupa.. aku kene set date tuk berbuka kat kuantan.. So guys, do spare ur time for me.. Nanti kita buka posa sama2 k.

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Aku ingat, my blog ni invisible.. maknanya hanya org yg tau je tau sal kewujudannya.. tak sangka plak ada gak org2 yg tau kewujudan blog ini.. hehe..
Since hmm aku rasa cam yg selain dr my frens tu tidakla mengenal aku sangat.. so please bare with me.. with my words.. Okay..

Tak sangka plak, ada org di US n UK baca blog aku.. glamer mak nyah.. Siapalah aku.. cewahh..
Pastu ada gak orang di Miri, Sibu, Kuching n Bintulu.. Thanks ya sudi jengah blog kamek. :D
Ppl from Utara, PJ, Shah Alam..

Actually, I wonder gak.. mana u'ols dpt my url ehh??? rasanya takde le aku link kan blog ni di mana2..

Nway.. thanks for dropping by..

Selamat Berpuasa Every1...

Lawa

I met this one guy after short discussion with my cousin.
We had erm.. tea @ Coffee Beans, Giant.
Nya klaka Srawak, mek klaka srawak jua la.
Aku bukan reti.. tp takat kamek kitak, I do understand.
Chat ngan Nahar, slalu cam ala2 srawak murtad.
He's Sarawakian. From Kuching. Very the chinese look. very I like... hehee

Since, I just know him. Just met him.. so aku pun beramah tamah la sket..
Then he stares at me n say "Walau kitak bijak, pandai tapi kitak tak lawa"
Aku bukan nk suh dia puji. Bukan marah dia kata aku tak lawa. Fine, I know aku tak lawa.. tpi sound direct depan muka camtu.. cukupla membuat aku sakit hati. Tak lawa pun takyah la bitau camtu.. Malu i.. huhuu..

Pastu tanpa bertanya lebih lanjut.. aku terus minta diri..

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Td tanya ngan Nahar, lawa tu aper? Dia cakap lawa=sombong.. rupe2nya aku da salah sangka.. hehe.. To the newly get to know sarawakian guy yg tersangatla chinese look nye.. sorry.. misunderstood. Byk lg ehh yg aku tatau bahasa s'wak ni..

Sayang...

I've been knowing few guys in my life. In fact I've had special relationship with few guys. I'm not saying I know guy's habit very much but more or less I started to be open minded n try to accept as what it is.

When I wasn't really exposed to the real life.. to the types of guy we hv out there.. i swore to myself that I would never ever accept a betrayal especially when it happened to me. Being betrayed by my love one. But now, the swore it just not applicable nowadays.. Most of guys are betrayal.. so what to do?? One day, u will still gonna marry a betrayal.. huhuuhuu

I was so miserable back then n I started to do stupid things. Then I learn few things about guys. Not all guys are the same but all are so n so..

I used to be negative thinker.. when my bf called me 'sayang', I accused him calling me sayang coz he mite worry saying the wrong name as he may has so many girls in his life. But that doesn't bother me. As long as he happy go ahead..

But now, my kinda thought is no longer the same. I had few ppl called me sayang at times. Which some of them dun really mean it. Just for the sake of trying to cheer me up. Like hell.. do I look like I need u to call me sayang just to make me happy??

I wonder, why izzit so simple for u guys out there to claim u love the gurls tho deep inside u dun hv the feeling. How easy for u to make gurl trust u n at the same time, u have some1 else and at the end pretending it is all the gurl's fault. I just don't understand.. how could u love 2 person at one time? I really dun understand. I came across this type of guy throughout my love life. So should I say, my love life is sucks?

Na.. my lovelife was great. yea it WAS great. When I love some1 I really do. Perhaps sometimes, I don't know to show the love. But I do love... Perhaps sometimes, I show so much love.. but ppl take it as hatred.

Now, I dun understand how could these ppls call me 'sayang' when they actually already hv a girlfren? What would the gurl feels if she knows about it? It just came to me.. I've met the family. I'm welcomed to the family. I was trying so hard to be welcomed.. but when I thought the family love me, the guys just throw the shit out of my face. Well, it happened twice. So I dun bother to gv a damn about it anymore.

It doesnt matter if he is my x or he is my bf or he is my enemy.. as long as he loves me n really wants me.. he should know what to do. Dun give lame excuses coz I dun need those.

To all my Xs, I've never wanted to see you guys miserable. In fact to know ur life is miserable break my heart into pieces. I've never wish bad things. So if ever happened please never put the blame on me. I've made mistakes in the relationship n I'm really sorry... so really2 sorry. Hurt to know from ppl that I was blamed for whatever it is..

To my bfs, take care of ur gurls carefully. Nvr hurt them by having affairs with other gurls.

To my gfs, I would never suggest u to trust guys 100%. But love can turn ur life upside down.

I tot X's can be fren.. but the fact, not all X can be fren.. So take care n hv a nice day...

Sittin up here all alone,
Need some time so i'm on my own,
remanissin coz i'm missin u
don't understand it,
situation is not my miss,
wozn't supposed to be like this,
dermat time hurry up be quick ummm,
tell me

y did last night, have to happen
y did u have to creep with her,
now it's too late, to say i'm sorry
and i can't avoid the hurt,
my heart is breakin,

(CHORUS)

X-Boyfriend,
that's wot u r 2 me and
u think you're so safe
but you're gonna miss this
but you're gonna miss this
coz u know i found out you're creepin
X-Boyfriend,
don't wanna have 2 c u again,
u think you're so safe
but you're gonna miss this
coz u know i found out you're creepin

Sweet talker
so kool i thought u meant those things u sed,
all those promises u made to me you're messin wid my head,
still i'll, get by, can't be a fool never be a fool never no more...
(RAP)
I told u b4 i don't try 2 play the rock,
but creepin on me is where the rough stops,
i used 2 give u praise man luv n all that now i'm takin it back coz u aint all that
now it's about time for a bran new choice,
so i'm movin on up from x-boy 2 next-boy
n this time wen u see me luk good
know wot ur missin understood!

# I just couldn't sleep to think about this.. Do I look that bad??

Hikmah...

I spent almost 4 hours discussing about my future with Abang Tommy, my cozin. Talking to him, make me realize my ambition to be scientist is not something that I can easily reach especially at my condition n status. So simply create a new ambition?? Izzit?? I do think that way.. but I argue on not becoming scientist part. So turn out, I still wanna pursue my study. The thing is, i don't bother in what field. Even in business can do.. hehe..

Further study..
and then what?? He asked me.
I said, well then I wanna be a scientist.
Where? Can't u see, makan gaji..lecturing n at the same time do some research. Where u can go?. He added.
I wonder... yea.. He's right.
Think about it.. he said..
Why don't u do something simple but more on end product oriented. No more fundamental research. All this while, u've been surrounded by those fundamental researcher.. so u didn't see the clear picture. In this life, nvr think the same way as others think. Think out of the box. After such research, what then? What will u get? After how many years? I'm not saying ur lecturers are not good but as M'sian.. yes its good for them. But for ppl like us.. we need to think ahead. No more fundamental research based thingy. Perhaps do something which u can sell later on. I'm about to ask ur dad some money. Thinking on having family business. I need some money. Perhaps he can help. So I want u to think what u gonna do for ur masters which can be sold as the company's product.

Fuh..That part of it.

Then, at home, I've discussing the same thing or telling papa whatever my coz said to me.
Papa is very happy to hear that. But I'll bet the business will only start after next year. For sure, I need to get my very own masters first. Why is that I dun hv the business minded as Papa n my coz hving?? Well, again my masters is fully sponsored by my dad. That is what he want. Me near to him. Thats the reason he wants me back to KL for good. Anything for my family..

They will nvr let me fall...

My coz ask me to start working tomorrow morning but I ask for delay till next week. I need rest what. So frens, I'll be working @ UITM. I didnt get 2800 per month, but I won't be miskin. We may not so kaya, but Alhamdulillah, rezki is everywhere.

See the hikmah.. Always listen to ur parents. As for my case, I took it as I 'menderhaka' to my parents by wanted to stay at Kontan. Mama said, it's like Karma.. ni baru balasan dunia. huhuuu

To be non-malaysian citizen and living in Malaysia is hard if u r in certain community. Sometimes I do feel like, I've never welcome here as so many ppl try to make things harder for me. but having my dad who actually knows it is my sensitivity part helps me a lot. Without him, I would hv end up being minah kilang kot. I'm thankful that my dad is businessman. Though he's not very successful at least, I've never facing financial problem.

Family is the only ppl will be around u when nobody is.. So decision has been made. Tomorrow I'll see shayda kat Gombak. Maybe I can gv some help.

Thanks every1 for the pray.. May this Ramadhan will bring the hikmah of whatever happened before.

They were there when I once fall.. Thanks

People may say anything as they want coz they never actually know how am I feeling. If I was about to tell how I feel being non-malaysian n living in this country.. to many to be told. But I'm thankful that not all treated me badly. Some of them even treat me as their own child. For them whoever I am still I'm just like them.. the same human being who has feeling. In fact, to be honest.. this is the most sensitive part in my life. So please bare with me..

So fren, if u dun feel like wannabe fren with this non-malaysian girl anymore.. just go away. I would appreciate that rather than hurt my feeling with your-like-you-know-how-I-feel thingy. I guess I've get enough being humiliated.

Thanks.

Ketika semuanya harus berakhir....

Tgh godek2 phone, aku transfer gambar2 dlm memory card to ke PC. So kira ni gambar2 lama..
Perubahan rupa seseorang kira takdela ketara sangat kan??

Aksi2 model malatop.. hahaa

Ni gaya pengontrolan mulut ye.. jgn terlalu terjuih.. :D

Ni plak aksi syok sendri..

Gaya2 innocent la konon..

Ni aku tatau.. jerawat penuh satu muka.. huh.. bad timing nih..

Ni konon2 kontrol ayu tp jd len plak.. mcm len macam je.. mcm terkejut pun ado..

Tatau naper..aku suke pose ni.. ayu gitu.. wakakakaa

Ni waktu keserabotan yg serabot..hohoho

Lepas gunting rambut kat Galaxy Ampang tu.. mcm len macam je muka..

After few hours, hair back to normal...

:) I wish I would never be so rude to ppl.. but thing happened.. what to do..

Pose keji ye.. konon baikla.. huhuhuu

Ni natural ehh.. candid.. tp aku rasa cam nampak ayu je.. Kira kang laki aku takdela bosan tgk muka aku time tdo sebab aku nampak comel walaupun aku tdo.. muahahahaaa (ceh takde org nk puji.. terpaksala puji diri sendiri..)

* Kira ni bleh arr jd model Tyra Banks ni.. hohoho..

Ketika semuanya harus berakhir
Ketika peluhku tak lagi berhenti

Kau memilih tuk akhiri kisah ini
Kau hempaskan aku tak berdaya

Telah kuberikan yang mampu kuberi
Namun tak jua puaskan hatimu

Kau memilih tuk akhiri kisah ini
Kau hempaskan aku tak berdaya

Aku takkan pernah jadi sempurna
Seperti yang kau pinta
Aku takkan bisa meski tlah kucoba

Kau memilih tuk akhiri kisah ini
Kau hempaskan aku tak berdaya

Aku takkan pernah jadi sempurna
Seperti yang kau pinta
Aku takkan bisa meski tlah kucoba

Aku takkan pernah jadi sempurna
Seperti yang kau pinta
Aku takkan bisa meski tlah kucoba

#Dikesempatan ni aku nk minta maaf kat semua atas segala salah silap.. Bulan Ramadhan akan menjelma tak lama lagi. So minta maaf atas segala dosa. Moga amalan kita diberkati dan akan diterima Yang Maha Esa...

Sisa-sisa waktu...

I'm home.. It's like one day driving n I got the whole body in pain..
Nothing to say..
Somehow too many things need consideration..
I haven't make up my mind yet..
So many things and all happened in sudden..

Thank God,
I manage to spend the last few days @ Kuantan with full of joy..
Surely gonna miss all of them..
Damn!
I've miss u guys when I reach KL..


Sunday, we had Fishing Competition and everyone is the committee and all of us enjoy the program.

Lets picture tell the rest...

Bekfes dulu.. baru senang nk wat keje kalo perut da kenyang.. hehe

Comey2 kan yg jaga registration counter.. manala tak ramai org dtg untuk memancing.. Pakcik2 tu bukan saja memancing ikan ye.. tapi juga memancing kami2 yg dok kat counter ni.. hahaha

Time ktorg buat observation keliling kolam, pakcik ni dpt ikan yg agak beso.. so pose dgn ayunyer ye...

Ish.. geli mak, nyah...

Upacara penyampaian hadiah.. Giler kaya mak kalo dapat 2k tu...

Ha, kan elok senyum2 n gembira.. Senang hati tgk bila semua bergembira camni..

Bersama committee yg committed gler..

Ngan Program Manager the Cool

Balik from Fishing competition tu, we all sumer terbongkang tdo. Till ptg. Muka aku..dah sahsahla.. sunburn.. ngalahkan g pulau plak.. punyalah panas time aku announce pemenang2 tu.. muka aku da macam udang kene bakar.. takyah pakai blusher dah la kiranya. Then g men futsal kul 8mlm. Aku g dgn pipi yg merah.. mcam tempek blusher je.. huhu..All of us pergi tapi tak sumer mainla.. Enjoy giler main malam tu.. I was a striker.. wahahhaaa... I shot 2 goals. Walaupun tak reti main... miahahaa... Eg shot one. The best player of coursela Nana in the house... bak kata dak2 ni.. dak lelaki ada gak yg lg lempung dr nana. Hehee.. player biasala stamina kuat, aku ngan eg... lari2 kejap pehtu tunggu bola tuk di goalkan.. aperpun aku enjoy giler.. Thanks for Wadi n Pokya for organizing the game.. My first n Last game ngan korang.. huhuu.. Rindu ngan korang sumer dah....

Meh saksikan aksi2 kaki bangku men bola.. hehe... jd star tu.. hahaa...

B4 game.. yg len sumer da ok dah..tp ada model sesat.. ni org nk men bola la.. bukan nk posing.. tgk posing minah baju hitam tu.. tak hingat!!

Weh aper nama group kita tu?? Luper??

Yea, the striker menggelecek bola.. haha

Few seconds before menjaringkan gol yg kedua.. yuhuuu... Goal kali ni di assist oleh pokya the great. Dia mmg saja je nk bg aku jaringkan goal..Thank you pokya.. mu mmg beh..

Recharge energy... haus douq.. penat main futsal ni rupanya.. ahhaa

2 start with... hehe

Ha.. ko tgk tu.. letih aku tunggu bola.. sampai terkangkang.. haha

Punyala bosan tunggu bole.. sampai bleh baring..

'Empuk', kata EG. 'Weh patahla pinggang aku wei', kata jijoi.. Aku kata.. sabar jijoi.. Ceh amik kesempatan nk pegang2 jijoi ni.. yuckksss cici jahat...

Wajah2 kepenatan..

B4 balik.. menggatal japs ngan amir.. mmg da keje aku menggatal jekk.. Bye Amir.. Gonna miss you.. hehe.. jgn rindukan aku ehh.. :D

#OK.. this entry is dedicated to all my frens yg berada di Kuantan.. I miss u'ols.. Muah.. Muah..
P/S: Eg, nnt suh pokya n amir baca ehh... Sayang korang sumer..