Rindu..

Kejadahnye tiba2 nk rindu ni kan..
Tp di time2 hujan ni mmg tiba2 cam rasa giler plak.. huhuu..
Td tgk TV ada Eizlan Yusuff.. So what??
Apsal la si Eizlan tu suka meremindkan aku kat seseorang..
Serabot tau.. serabot..

Dah berjuta tahun benda tu jadi.. takkan tak get over lg...
Takkan nk jadi cam citer nenek kebaya lak...
nk dendam 7 keturunan..
Aku takdela nk dendam2..
Life must go on.. Ingatkan mmg da fully recover..
In fact jumpa pun takde rasa apa dah.. kot..
lama gakla tak jumpa dah.. since dat particular day..

Apapun aku doakan ko bahagia..
I never hold any grudge..
You're forgiven n I always wanted u to be happy..
Somehow for me..
Life must go on.. though it's so fuckin hard!!

Kembali ke alam kenangan...

Tatau nk tulis aper..
Idea.. Lost..
Just now, aku bukak blog lama aku.. zaman2 aku baru putus ngan 1st love.. cheitt..
Zaman2 aku baru berhubungan ngan 'bestfriend' aku..
Zaman2 aku rasa aku jatuh cinta buat kali kedua..
Zaman2 aku rasa somebody betul2 da buat aku get over 1st love..
Zaman2 yg aku rasa sangat happy sekali..
Aku rindu sangat zaman tu..

Tapi bila2 da tua ni, kenangan tu jadi sesuatu yg sangat berharga..
Aii love it..
All the terms..
Teng-teng..
Orang tuh..
Mr X..

Whatever..
When there were times, Mr Orenz asik bagi komen..
Mr A.. Mr N.. Mr S.. Mr I..
Akak.. Ady.. Yazi.. Awin..
Thoseever... whoever..

Weh... the blog is still exist...
Conversation ngan Mr S..
Argument ngan Mr Orenz..
Hahaa..

Aku cam tak caya je.. it's all there..
So there it is.. Aku sangat malas arini..
kenangan2 ni buat aku rasa sangat malas.. hehee

Al - Fatihah

The twin n Nek Tek

Rest in peace..

My great granny went to see Allah last nite at 1 am. She went away after a long suffer of 'sakit tua'. She's too old. Mama said her age is like reaching 100 years or perhaps more than that. She's my granny's youngest aunt. Stay with granny since divorce with her husband. She has no child so my mom's sibling are her child too. In fact, she's the one who taking care of them as granny too busy with her business back than.

My cozin was there. Abang Defi, the grandson who claims never wanted to balik kampung, went back few days before. So he was there to help granny with all the funeral stuffs. Mama said, abang was like decided to blk kg just like that. I think he got the feeling.. The 'Nek Tek' (this is what we used to call her) loves abang very much. So I guess they got the chemistry there.

Nek Tek is a wonderful lady. At the age of almost hundred, she manage to clean up the kebun. In fact, our kebun which situated at the side of the house is like playground. Clean n tidy. Even me malas to clean it up. But that is what Nek Tek does everyday..

Now she's no longer around, leaving granny alone in that big house. I bet, I wont be that berani staying alone in the double story bungalow. Scarry... hohoho..

In remembrance of Nek Tek... May Allah Bless Your Soul.

# I'm not in d mood to pegi keje.. Duh.. malas...

Transformer....

Don't u think he's hot?? As hot as Hans Isaac..

Antara pelakon utama.. tapi aku lg suka Josh Duhamel (Danny 'Las Vegas')

We watched Transformer last nite. With the geng of 'meja petak' with addition of oni and fara. It's been a while didn't spend time with them. Last nite was awesome. Seems like we haven't laugh like hell for years.. seems like we haven't 'lepak' at mamak stall for like years gak.. heehee..

Last nite was great. After very long time didn't hv happy hours together..always tak cukup korum....

Watched Transformer @9. then 'lepak' Mosin till 3am. Wahh.. i miss old moments.. The movie was superb.. very impressive and entertaining.. audience apploused at the end. I would say.. rugila kalo tak tgk this movie.. though more to technical n basically its all computer based movie.. but still the movie complete..perfect.. just nice.. I love it..

Then, g lepak @Mosin.. our usual port when we were studs.. hehe.. now after almost 2 years.. the place still full of memories.. hehe.. Lepak there, as usual ketawakan org ni.. kenakan orang tu.. luckily my turn kene gelak no that much.. sensitif kot.. hehe.. tapi mmg best hang out with old frens camtu. I love u guys...

A fren will go back to his hometown for good soon. Tak sempat nk ucap Selamat Jalan td. I tot he'll join us breakfast pg td.. but he got things he up to.. Nway.. Bon Voyage.. minta maaf salah silap selama kenal.. All the best in life.. (chella macam tak jumpa da) Erkk.. kot da tak jumpa da pasni.. hehehe..

#Blk Kuantan esok pagi, tix bas abis arini..

Leave me alone.. fer a while

"Takkan pernah habis air mataku
Bila ku ingat tentang dirimu
Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu
Mengapa sampai saat ini ku masih sendiri
Adakah disana kau rindu padaku
Meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin waktu berputar
Kan kutunggu dirimu …
Reff:
Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana
Tenanglah diriku dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi"

I got 2 tasks on due today. And as a lastminute girl, u should know how hard my day would be today rite? I came so early this morning, finishing what I should hv done yesterday and editing some more stuffs b4 I can print out n send it to the BOSS.

When I was sooooooo busy doing my things done, I got few calls one after another from these 2 persons who r nvr tired calling me though I did ignore their call sometimes or perhaps I did ask somebody to pick it up for me. I said politely ( as I'm nvr b sooo polite... hoohhoo) that I'm so busy and I'll talk to them later. When I said busy.. do spare me like few hours so that I can finish my job b4 I can hv a nice chitchat with u.. but these fella, I don't know if they got nothing to do or they hv so much money so they need to talk to some1, n call me up. I dun mind to talk if I'm free but I'm very BUSY ok? I dun even hv space to breath.. so spare me some space!!

Go n get gf ok so that u can call her anytime u want. I'm really having a bad day today.

Done with my first tasks, so I came up n try to finish the second task which I've no idea how am i gonna finish this thing. This proposal driving me crazy n I'm tired of it already. Some1 called n tell me he's going to Japan soon. Damn!! Evry1 is goin for holiday.. n I'm stucked doing this furtherstudythingy. Suddenly feel like all this thing is rubbish. I wanna hv a longgggggggggggggggggg nice holiday again.. :D

Nak ikut g Japan... huhuuuu....

Hurmm.. my second task takyah hantar today coz the BOSS is lupa.. yihhaa.. thats y I'm writing an entry for today.. wkakakaa..

Ok, done with this holiday thingy, erm tetibe je after kinda sometimes gak menyepi, si awek syaril buzz me. What the hell she wants from me lg ntah? Dia ni betul2 buat aku terindu blk kat balak dia tu.. hampehss sungguh.. dia cari pasal.. bukan salah aku k..

Hurmm (again)... nak tau aper citer?? OK, this silly girl tetiba je buzz me n ask me what syaril gv me when he was with me.. hmm previously on heroes... hahaha .. nola.. previously a fren told me tat this girl berlagak bout she getting something from the lovely bf. WHO CARES??

So I kind berlagak gakla.. ermm I'm telling her the truth which actually that fact hurts her even worst.. Ha.. sapa suh tanya.. dah sah sahla aku awek dia yg paling beruntung skali.. compare to the rest 3 yg terkenal tu kan.. siapa suruh tanya what he gv.. sah sahla ko nangis air mata darah coz he wont be that pemurah nowadays... huhuuu

I said.. adala he gv me some stuffs for b'day, annv, n whenever he get back from US. If I were her, I wont ask more.. tp dia nk tanya gak... ha amik ko.. berpinar biji mata bila dgr hadiah2 dari mamat tu tuk aku.. dah sah sahla aku wanita bertuah.. wakakkaa.. (mind with me.. I'm kinda trying to cheer myself up)

Last b'day present from hiM.. tp da kene campak ngan sorang mamat yg dengki kat aku..huhuu

3 years over relationship.. for sure la byk benda yg dah diberi and diterima.. tul tak?? hehee..
Nak buang sayang.. so I still hv those stuffs... aku tanya kat minah tu.. would u like to hv them?? hahaa.. terus takmo berckp ngan aku da.. tau takpe.. aku dala bz pagi td..

Tetiba aku semakin menyedari ke'setan'an aku ni da melampaui batas.. Demm!!

# Rasa ketensenan hidup as student smkn menebal.. I wanna break..