When I wasn't really exposed to the real life.. to the types of guy we hv out there.. i swore to myself that I would never ever accept a betrayal especially when it happened to me. Being betrayed by my love one. But now, the swore it just not applicable nowadays.. Most of guys are betrayal.. so what to do?? One day, u will still gonna marry a betrayal.. huhuuhuu
I was so miserable back then n I started to do stupid things. Then I learn few things about guys. Not all guys are the same but all are so n so..
I used to be negative thinker.. when my bf called me 'sayang', I accused him calling me sayang coz he mite worry saying the wrong name as he may has so many girls in his life. But that doesn't bother me. As long as he happy go ahead..
But now, my kinda thought is no longer the same. I had few ppl called me sayang at times. Which some of them dun really mean it. Just for the sake of trying to cheer me up. Like hell.. do I look like I need u to call me sayang just to make me happy??
I wonder, why izzit so simple for u guys out there to claim u love the gurls tho deep inside u dun hv the feeling. How easy for u to make gurl trust u n at the same time, u have some1 else and at the end pretending it is all the gurl's fault. I just don't understand.. how could u love 2 person at one time? I really dun understand. I came across this type of guy throughout my love life. So should I say, my love life is sucks?
Na.. my lovelife was great. yea it WAS great. When I love some1 I really do. Perhaps sometimes, I don't know to show the love. But I do love... Perhaps sometimes, I show so much love.. but ppl take it as hatred.
Now, I dun understand how could these ppls call me 'sayang' when they actually already hv a girlfren? What would the gurl feels if she knows about it? It just came to me.. I've met the family. I'm welcomed to the family. I was trying so hard to be welcomed.. but when I thought the family love me, the guys just throw the shit out of my face. Well, it happened twice. So I dun bother to gv a damn about it anymore.
It doesnt matter if he is my x or he is my bf or he is my enemy.. as long as he loves me n really wants me.. he should know what to do. Dun give lame excuses coz I dun need those.
To all my Xs, I've never wanted to see you guys miserable. In fact to know ur life is miserable break my heart into pieces. I've never wish bad things. So if ever happened please never put the blame on me. I've made mistakes in the relationship n I'm really sorry... so really2 sorry. Hurt to know from ppl that I was blamed for whatever it is..
To my bfs, take care of ur gurls carefully. Nvr hurt them by having affairs with other gurls.
To my gfs, I would never suggest u to trust guys 100%. But love can turn ur life upside down.
I tot X's can be fren.. but the fact, not all X can be fren.. So take care n hv a nice day...
Sittin up here all alone,
Need some time so i'm on my own,
remanissin coz i'm missin u
don't understand it,
situation is not my miss,
wozn't supposed to be like this,
dermat time hurry up be quick ummm,
tell me
y did last night, have to happen
y did u have to creep with her,
now it's too late, to say i'm sorry
and i can't avoid the hurt,
my heart is breakin,
(CHORUS)
X-Boyfriend,
that's wot u r 2 me and
u think you're so safe
but you're gonna miss this
but you're gonna miss this
coz u know i found out you're creepin
X-Boyfriend,
don't wanna have 2 c u again,
u think you're so safe
but you're gonna miss this
coz u know i found out you're creepin
Sweet talker
so kool i thought u meant those things u sed,
all those promises u made to me you're messin wid my head,
still i'll, get by, can't be a fool never be a fool never no more...
(RAP)
I told u b4 i don't try 2 play the rock,
but creepin on me is where the rough stops,
i used 2 give u praise man luv n all that now i'm takin it back coz u aint all that
now it's about time for a bran new choice,
so i'm movin on up from x-boy 2 next-boy
n this time wen u see me luk good
know wot ur missin understood!
Need some time so i'm on my own,
remanissin coz i'm missin u
don't understand it,
situation is not my miss,
wozn't supposed to be like this,
dermat time hurry up be quick ummm,
tell me
y did last night, have to happen
y did u have to creep with her,
now it's too late, to say i'm sorry
and i can't avoid the hurt,
my heart is breakin,
(CHORUS)
X-Boyfriend,
that's wot u r 2 me and
u think you're so safe
but you're gonna miss this
but you're gonna miss this
coz u know i found out you're creepin
X-Boyfriend,
don't wanna have 2 c u again,
u think you're so safe
but you're gonna miss this
coz u know i found out you're creepin
Sweet talker
so kool i thought u meant those things u sed,
all those promises u made to me you're messin wid my head,
still i'll, get by, can't be a fool never be a fool never no more...
(RAP)
I told u b4 i don't try 2 play the rock,
but creepin on me is where the rough stops,
i used 2 give u praise man luv n all that now i'm takin it back coz u aint all that
now it's about time for a bran new choice,
so i'm movin on up from x-boy 2 next-boy
n this time wen u see me luk good
know wot ur missin understood!
# I just couldn't sleep to think about this.. Do I look that bad??
