Happy Birthday Babe..

I didn't write it by my own. I got it from somewhere else. But what she said exactly the same with what I wanted to tell you babe.. Deep inside I still wish you r here with me 2 celebrate ur birthday.. Happy 27th Birthday Babe..


27th April 2007, it's your 27th Birthday Babe.. be 27 @ 27. What a nice number isn't it? As both numbers are my fav ones. No 2 as I was born on the second month of the year. No 7 is always my fav n lucky number.. remember Table 7?? hehee.. I miss you babe..

Today is your birthday. I wish I could congratulate you face to face. We would’ve celebrated your special day together tonight. I’m sure if you were still around, we would have a nice dinner together, right now.. I wonder where we would celebrate it…

Today is your birthday. It’s been about 2 months since I haven’t heard your voice nor got your sms. And I miss you. So much.

Today is your birthday. But you’re not around. I can’t see your smile anymore. It hurts me, babe… My heart breaks into pieces. I wanted to ask “Why? Why aren’t you here?” But I guess I have to try to accept the reality and deal with it. I know you wouldn’t like it if I asked the same question again and again. I know that you don’t like seeing me sad… and mourning all the time… But it’s hard, babe. I’ve tried. It’s just so damn hard.
Oh why is it so sad? The feeling that I have now is even sadder than the feeling that I had when I broken-hearted. It doesn’t feel good at all, babe…

I really enjoyed the time with you, babe.. It was also nice only to spend the weekends watching dvds and chatting with you.... Then we're too exhausted (or lazy?) to go out yah... unlike the first couple of months, we always went out and had dinner at different fancy restaurants in town... I do not blame anyone for not spending more time with you babe.. I admit, I'm too busy with my own world in Kuantan.. But I regret that I didn't see you for the last time babe.. one last meeting that I failed to do.. U left me forever..

I really wish you were here… I really wish that I could see you tonight at your place and we go somewhere to celebrate your special day together. Ah well… I’m still learning to get used to live without your presence. Give me some time, will you? Am sure you understand.

Happy birthday, babe. I wonder what are you doing now?

I could only send my prayer as your birthday present...

xxx
Melia