Stressed Out

Arini Jamil first day.. since its his 2nd year at elementary school so I dun really bother nk g hantar him masuk kelas coz kene rushing nk hantar eika lak. That was my mistake la.. my bad..

Well, it was my fault but it was school biggest stupid mistake in the first place. We got surat pekeliling or memo from school bitau Std 2 nyer student will be in the evening session.. pastu aku pun sent the lil boy to skul agama in the morning n rushing g hantar eika. Sudahnya my parents call from saudi marah2 coz I couldnt take care the only bro..

My dad pissed off giler2 coz anak sulungnya being unresponsible sista.. adik sorang pun takleh nk take care. N at that moment aku rasa cam nk p skul adik aku tu, nk hantuk2 pala cikgu2 dia. How come those teachers can simply change session ikut suka hatiperutmakpakdia je.. I'm soooo going to serang the teachers tomorrow morning.. I'm sure will..

Bila aku call one of my sis ex-teacher yg still keje kat skul tu, he simply said... they told those who came to pay yuran (ni lagi satu.. yuran dikurangkan.. tp aku kene byr lagi mahal.. penipu nye stetmet reduction of skul fees) on Jan 2. Well, aku tak g on that day coz I was working. Plus, check aku tak deposit lg.. so duit nan ado.. so I don't know.. Arghh Im so maddddd...

Ngan parents dok bising2 kata anak bongsu dia diabaikan.. im soooo tired.. I do..
Aku nk setelkan adik2 aku.. all of them.. blk keje gotta cook plak coz the bro tak makan maid nye cooks, so nk taknak aku kene gak masuk dapur. Financial rumah, nak tak nk aku kene handle. Bills, car loan n so on so forth.. aku gak.. all on my shoulder..

I salute all the working mothers out there.. I couldn't be one.. skrg ni aku rasa sangat tak larat.. I gotta find some1 yg prefer me staying at home lepas kawin.. hehee.. ;)