Another sad story...

Remember, I told u about 2 things yg membengangkan?? One has been told in the previous entry n here comes the second one..

It is about a friend of mine. We never be so close but friend is still a friend. Last time she contacted me was few days before her wedding 2 years back. At that moment, I've all the envy in the world for her as she's marrying quite successful engineer and I guess she must hv a very perfect life then. I think, she had her life perfectly plan with smooth n nice way. Once graduated she bumped into this handsome, successful engineer who earns more than 10k a month (what on earth he's been doing to get that much of money ehh??). Got married after 2 months and thats it. I never hear anything from her since then. She moved to far away land (I'm not sure exactly, Sarawak if I'm not mistaken).

After 2 years,
Last week I got an sms from an unknown number. Somehow, the sms was sent to Mom's hp who is using my old hotlink number. I wasn't bother to know who's the sender at first but then when the first sms wasn't replied, the sender sent the second sms. So I called the sender..

The sender is my old fren who got married to the engineer. She was crying talking to me. I don't know where she is, she doesnt want to tell. So I just be a good listener *it's worth to spent almost RM22 if it can lessen someone's burden*

Here comes the story...
Lepas kawin, she was staying with the in laws for 2 weeks before they move to their own house. After 7 months in laws start complaining about her not being a good wife since she can't provide the family with a new offspring. So startla, the family put the blame on her.. saying she just wanna 'makan' the son's wealth. Well, I do wondering y she xnak pregnant.
*This is the point she cyring even harder.. huhuu rasa bersalah plak*. She said, since they tied the know, they only hv sex twice. One on the wedding nite n 4 months after that. How would you expect her to be pregnant.. huhuu.. Bad guy..

Staying at home doing nothing with husband who always stay late at work, make she wonders.. so she hired personal investigator. *If I'm not mistaken again, he is her niece or something like thatla*. She found out that, the husband was not staying late at work but having a nice nite in his friend's place instead.

"Well, its normal if the guys seeing other girls and that is the reason he doesn't want to sleep with me.."
"It's ok? It's so not okay with me"
"At least, u knpw ur husband is a real guy.. still hv lust for a lady rather than found out he's like man more than women."
" Wo wo wo.. wait, what r u trying to implement here?"

It's turn out the husband was gay and his boyfriend *during investigation* was a doctor. Yea MBBS doctor. What the hell is going on nowadays ehh?? So y on earth he's marrying her kan?? After all, dah tau gay watla cara gay.. this stupid asshole guy mmg jahat. Dia kawin just for the sake of his parents. So not very gentlemen.. Cheiittt...

Last few months, the husband died of AIDS and now she's dying of the same virus. Just because of the two times?? Hell yess... he's been carying the virus since they first day of their marriage. I've no right to say anything but though I'm a person full of sin, I would say.. terkutukla the husband who spreading the virus.. Go to Hell..

Why she called me?? Bcoz, she doesn't want me to envy her 'perfect life' any longer. Her life was seems perfect but never be in reality. It was a fantasy from the very beginning. She mite shows the perfect side but the dark side was the real one. Owh.. terasa bersalah coz my envy buat dia risau at the moment she should risau more about her health.

So..
Though, I don't hv that 'perfect life'...
I shoud thank Allah for help me through this life..
It's okay that I don't get a handsome, wealthy husband (yet* hehe)
Perhaps, Allah has a better plan for me..

At this very moment, I kinda tak bleh percaya what happened. Rasa mcm this is not happened.. it just a story I read from magazine or novel or internet or whatever. It shouldn't happened to a person I know.. But this is life.. What they hv in the mag or internet usually based on the real life.. Though my fren is not muslim, but she still human being..

Let's pray for her.. for my dear friend.. Wendy Lim * she neglect the husband name.. still carrying the family name..