So what??

#This entry mite using harsh word.. bare with me.. Let it be..

I wasn't the one who ask to be this way. I never plan it to be this way. SO please don't pretend as u know what the hell is actually going on. Especially when u hv no idea what I've been thru. All those fucking promises were just merely promises n me just an ignorant who never realize things.. but it's ok as I'm learning along the process..

I'm lucky to be da way I'm rite now to hv someone to rely on. At my condition, my situation.. who cares what actually going on.. well.. yea few do care but what?? I never ask for u ppl to help me out, so no need to hv guilt deep in ur heart coz I don't need it. I simply don't need it. After all, me being 'unwanted' was none in my plan.. In fact, I don't hv a quite perfect, smooth plan.. Mostly, I just go with the flow. I'm not dat lucky so mind me.. what can I do??

Saying about lucky, I can't say.. I'm not lucky coz I'm one of the luckiest person in this universe to hv both parents who love me very much, having a complete bro n sis.. workin on my own though I don't earn that much but more than enoff for me to live my life to the fullest.. SO WHAT?? I never bother about not being this or not being that..

So before things are confirmed.. don't simply make important promises coz u gonna break sum1's heart. Not mine coz mine has broken into pieces few years ago n nvr get back to a piece since then. What life in front of me?? I've no idea.. I just go with the flow..

Some say, I should hv my own plan.. I dont hv any.. SO WHAT??
Don't think things go easy for me.. Don't put me in ur shoes.. Life might be seems simple for me.. get bored on this place, I can simply run away to other place.. Get bored of someone, I can simply turn to other.. YEA RIGHT.. SO WHAT??

Enoff said..
I don't gv a damn.. so leave me alone..

# Teringin nak makan manggisssss.....