Please...

Pernah tak u in a condition whereby u rasa cam nk mati.. due to illness or something??
It hit me for the past few days.. Last nite was the worst.. Rasa macam dah nk mati dah..
Serious, after maghrib jemaah with my family.. badan memang rasa cam dah ringan giler.. then makan medicine.. n terus tdo. Minta nurul get me some more blanket coz mmg rasa cam sejuk giler sampai ketulangbelulang..

Sampai ke subuh.. I was trying hard to sleep tp tak bleh.. Time tu rasa mcm nyawa ni da ujung2 je.. Time tu dah terbayang segala dosa2.. segala salah silap, segala perbuatan jahat.. segala2nya.. All clear before eyes...

Tp since start mula2 sakit, there was one particular person who always there in my dream or keep banging in my head.. I was wondering why I keep thinking about him without realizing, I've done so much wrong towards him. So, this mite be a hint so that I can ask for his forgiveness.. I'm truely sorry for my wrongdoings..

For once again..
I'm asking you.. please let me go.. Please let go of me.. Please FORGIVE me..
Please, Please.. Please..
Kalau ditakdirkan I left this world soon.. I hope u people will forgive me.. Thats all I'm asking..

# I really hope you forgive me.. Somehow, I've forgive everyone.. :p