Live your life to the fullest..

I miss my ma.. Love ya Ma..

1. Happy Mother's Day

Selamat Hari Ibu to all mom out there.. termasuk yg bakal2 menjadi ibu.. It was yesterday tapi since aku baru dapat nk update today.. tu pun kira okla yer..
Called Mom early in the morning.. tried both home n hp but nobody pick up the phone. The second trial was around 10 0'clock in the morning when again left me dissapointed. Around 11.. then I remembered Mom n Dad went for Kursus haji.. they got the call for their second Hajj this year.. So I called mom again @ 1pm. Wish Mom Happy Mother's Day.. U'r the greatest Mom in the world Mama..
It's pissed me off to know Im the last child to wish Mom.. yet I'm her first child.. but nvm.. i said I called since early morning.. I LOVE YOU MOM!!

Hard to do..

2. It's hard to turn ppl down

I used to like some1 and that sum1 turned me down.. it seems so easy for him to do so. So I think, it should be easy for me to reject some1. :D
But to be honest with.. I think to handle rejection is the hardest part. N to reject is another story.. I tot, it would be easy for me to handle rejection n to reject but now I realized.. its not that easy.. its so fuckin difficult.. its hard to live knowing that u hurt ppl..its hard to understand u broke som1's heart.. its hurt me so damn much!!
I'm sorry that I hurt you.. If only I can turn back time.. If only that never happen.. If only and only if.. I wish this is all dream.. I wanna wake up tomorrow n this is all a nightmare..

I wanna be by ur side as ur best buddy ever..

I miss my spongy so much.. huwaaaa

3. Complicated

I wanna go home!! Huwaaaa... Bosan kat sini taktau nk wat per.. plus rasa cam nk blk umah.. Rindu ngan spongy yg tertinggal kat DJC. Minta2la takde bau2 yg tak diingini nanti kat spongy aku.. Last nite teringin kueteow mali..
Things happened yesterday yg buat aku agak down giler.. damn!!

LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST SUCI!!

Njoying life k!!

4. List to do..

Hopefully aku dapat setelkan segala perkara yg aku nk buat b4 I turn 30.. hehee
-Scuba diving license
-Naik g puncak Mount Kinabalu sampai dapat sijil berwarna (bak kata Ros)
-G backpackers yg betul2 nyer.. yg giler budget.. :D
-water rafting
-sailing
- n the list go on..