Babe..

I can't sleep.
So I watched John Tucker Must Die.. still can't sleep.. continue watching A Walk to Remember..
Ended up.. crying missing my babe..

Have u ever feel empty tho u got lot of frens? I wonder why is dat I feel so fuckin empty while I'm having all the great frens around me.. I miss him.. Seriously miss him..

Babe.. I don't know it feel so sad.. but I really wish u r here.. I really wish I can talk to u rite now.. Remember when u r around, it doesnt matter what time I need u.. u always there for me.. where can I find such a great person like u??

Babe.. Your birthday is a day away.. wonder how am I goin to celebrate it alone.. U promise to celebrate it with me but u left me alone wondering this n that..

Owh babe.. I'm still learning to get used to live without ur presence n influence.. give me time babe.. Do u know, lata n pian are ignoring me?? They dun pick up my call or reply my sms. I heard they visited u back to S'pore. Y didn't they tell me? Im sorry I didn't join them.. I dun think I've the strength yet to see u. U know me rite.. God planned everything with his own reason.

Babe.. It's been few days I can't sleep.. maybe bcoz I've too much sleep lately.. or maybe bcoz of your birthday warmth that make me couldn't sleep.. it doesn't matter babe.. I always wish u all the best. Can't u see?? My life getting better tho there is a hole here n there but it's not a problem. Sure can overcome it..

I can only send my prayer as ur birthday gift babe.. you nvr remind me of anyone.. you remind me of yourself.. sorry I couldn't tell u this earlier.. Sorry I let u think u remind me of 'him', u far way better than 'him'. I heart you...

Take care babe..

#Thinking of sumthing this coming friday...