....::::: STILL IN THE CONFUSION STATE:::::....
Masters or working??
Still unsure myself.. To be honest with I'm stucked btw both. Stucked btw dreams, goals n life pressure. Few frens gv their opinion, of course from different view n angle. Appreciate that n thanks very much. I'm giving up.. im really am.. I tot I can hv a thought after come back from Bandung. After the holiday but still up till this moment I still can't make up mind. Demm!!
Bro Rizal,
Ermm.. I dunno.. know its hard for you to help me out.. but its harder for me to decide.
I really out of my mind rite now.. What should I do??
I'm doing ELISA n again RNA works over here in Engineering lab. Ohya n tissue culture of course. Seeing all the masters students getting tired with their job, wanted to stop their research n all the problems they r facing.. it frightened me to death on how am i going to survive in this so called research life.. especially in newly established department. Im so farkin scared at the moment.. MoM...how m i goin to tell ya??
As for the working life.. yea.. if we look at certain perspectve.. this job will expose me to the real life.. to the real working environment.. to the real pressure.. but I don't know where the road will lead me.. I know nothing about this new thing.. What my future will be? Sure, my life is all about job n getting pay everymonth n thats it.. Well, the good thing is I'm gonna hv lotz of new fren out there.. gotta be more socialize..hehee.. wuteverla..
So wut do u say guys?? I've wasted my precious time... should I waste even more? After masters what?? Lecturer?? Farkin neraka.. That would be in d dream.. especially when I've to work under lessbrainedm0reheartdperson. Evrything gotta be in d sense of emotional.. like a child.. my situation??nobody understand..well its not for your understanding pun.. those who knows will understand.. :(
Masters or working??
Still unsure myself.. To be honest with I'm stucked btw both. Stucked btw dreams, goals n life pressure. Few frens gv their opinion, of course from different view n angle. Appreciate that n thanks very much. I'm giving up.. im really am.. I tot I can hv a thought after come back from Bandung. After the holiday but still up till this moment I still can't make up mind. Demm!!
Bro Rizal,
Ermm.. I dunno.. know its hard for you to help me out.. but its harder for me to decide.
I really out of my mind rite now.. What should I do??
I'm doing ELISA n again RNA works over here in Engineering lab. Ohya n tissue culture of course. Seeing all the masters students getting tired with their job, wanted to stop their research n all the problems they r facing.. it frightened me to death on how am i going to survive in this so called research life.. especially in newly established department. Im so farkin scared at the moment.. MoM...how m i goin to tell ya??
As for the working life.. yea.. if we look at certain perspectve.. this job will expose me to the real life.. to the real working environment.. to the real pressure.. but I don't know where the road will lead me.. I know nothing about this new thing.. What my future will be? Sure, my life is all about job n getting pay everymonth n thats it.. Well, the good thing is I'm gonna hv lotz of new fren out there.. gotta be more socialize..hehee.. wuteverla..
So wut do u say guys?? I've wasted my precious time... should I waste even more? After masters what?? Lecturer?? Farkin neraka.. That would be in d dream.. especially when I've to work under lessbrainedm0reheartdperson. Evrything gotta be in d sense of emotional.. like a child.. my situation??nobody understand..well its not for your understanding pun.. those who knows will understand.. :(
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Whatever decision I'm goin to make.. will affect my future.. So??
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