Dream..

First of all, Takziah to EG n Family for the loss of family relative last nite... Be strong fren, Allah sayangkan mereka more than we do.. redhakan pemergian mereka..

I thought I'm strong enoff to face such situation..
I thought there'll never drop of tears to be wasted for the late Iwan..
I've broken all the promises..
I'm sorry darl..

I was ok when I got the news.. when they get into the house n nana told me what's wrong with EG..
I thought it was bcoz of the guy.. but then I was wrong..
I'm strong enoff to accept the fact of someone death.. I thought..
But then when she come n cry on my lap.. I just couldnt hold my tears..
Exactly 15days after he went to see God..
I've been laughing n enjoying my life such nothing happened..
I realized one thing..
I've forgot bout him all this while..
No more Yassin was recited..
No more do'a was recited.. I was too fuckin busy with my world.. Damn me!!

Yea.. my fren is right..
We'll cry the loss just for a while..
Then we'll forget about it..
I cry not bcoz of I'm thinkin of him..
But how I break my promise..

I couldn't sleep..
I know it's hard for Eg to do so..
I do understand the feeling..
I'm the one who should soothe her up.. but it end up.. she calm me down..
Thanks soulmate :)

I've been craving to meet him in my dream since he went up..
Last nite for the first time in 15 days..
No words just a smile..
But I know.. he knows how I'm missing him..

*Bersemadi dengan tenang.. Moga Rohmu dicucuri rahmat Allah..