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How old is this makcik??? Im having STT skrg ni..huwaaa.. tiap bgn pagi tgk cermin kalo ada kerut2 kat mata.. huhuu... Mak da tue... huhuuu

Peneman tdo yg setia...

Finally, the carry mark for Principle of Biochem class partially complete. Need to wait quiz marks from Dr Huzwah, then I'll process the OMR paper for midterm exam. N done!
Got another session for Biochemistry II, which tomorrow will b the big day. Students will finally see their hardworks throughout this semester.. Do they manage to extract RNA n get the cDNA. Honestly, I do doubt it.. coz I've been there before.. It tooks me like 30 times to do PCR over n over.. after all the tears wasted, after all the migraine suffered, after all the advices from those who loves me.. :D.. then I got my first result.. of coursela after bersusah payah macam org giler.. stay in the lab till midnite.. who knows kan.. hehe

Day after tomorrow, my responsible was only to wait for their mini-thesis which I'm so sure it gonna be my sources of migraine.. but nvm I've made up my mind.. it will be my last subject unless.. (wutever the outcome mite be la.. :p)

Started my masters project already.. to be started with all the proposal, all the technical stuffs which I rather not saying it here.. its very scientifically understood.. hahaa..

Yesterday was Dr Huzwah n Dr Sokhini's last day here in UIA. I cried when we were having sorta discussion in her room. She's like mother to me.. Her resignation is more like d biggest lost to me.. Maybe other dun feel that way but to be honest, she's the one who I run to after break off with syaril. She's the shoulder to cry on.. even after the late Iwan passed away.. she called me up in the morning just to make sure I'm ok. What a wonderful mother she has been.. But what this f**kin Kulliyyah did?? Macam budak2.. damn shit!!

Saw the reply of her resignation letter.. that f**kin MSD had no courtesy at all on replying their resignation letter. Or at least show some courtesy on behalf of INTERNATIONAL ISLAMIC UNIVERSITY. How could they just wrote 'We have no objection on your resignation. Thank you.' COme on la.. show some courtesy.. after all, she's been sharing her experience n knowledge with us for like few years. N there no even any farewell party made for them. Seriously I would rather say.. this Kul is runnin crazy with crazy ppl. F**kin them all!!

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Last nite, Irwan called me up.. just to tell me wut the biatch dayang told him. Go to hell la with wut she wanna say.. I dun wanna give a damn.. especially when it come to syaril part.. lgla aku takmo tau.. Tapi this goody goody boy irwan nak citer gak.. erm layankan je..

I was applying some cream I got from clinic due to the allergicity I got since back from Sg Panching.. (My skin looks terrible.. even i mite hv that 'muka ijo' looks when look at the rashes), when Irwan called. He knows how teribble my life was lately n perhaps he dun wanna talk about d biatch.. tapi aku insist nk tau gak.. last2 aku yg tensen.. buduhssnya tine..

Few days ago, syaril sms me about sumthing which aku tatau aper2 pun.. pastu nk angin pun ada gak.. tapi that time I was so fuckin bz n dun hv time to gv a damn bout it.. so aku buat bodo je.. aku ckp kat syaril..'SUKA ATI U LA NK BUAT APA. FROM NOW ON GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE. I WILL NVR TALK ABOUT U ANYMORE N PLZ DO THE SAME. APA PUN ORG CKP ITS NOT FROM ME!!'

Pastu, mmg tkde da dia nk sms2 aku ke aper ke.. lantak arr.. Dia pun da ada janda anak satu tu.. yg sangat comeyy... hopefully tu tak jd mangsa la..wuteverla.. his life pun..

So since aku da ada mutual agreement ngan syaril.. done la.. Tapi semalam, apa yg aku dgr dari irwan sempat buat aku nak muntah darah berkahak kat depan tine sialll tu.. Bukan setakat nak tendang je tine tu.. aku siap nk karate n belah 77 lagi.. budushh betul!!.. Ha amik kot.. aku da marah tahap dewa dah ni..

Benda dalam kelambu takyah arr nk citer kat org.. kejadah haramnye nk citer sume benda kat org.. aku lagila.. kalo citer kat org tu namanya membuka pekung didada.. kalo pekung tu wangi takper gakla.. ni dahla busuk hitam berkarat.. nak buka bg org tau.. bg org tgk watper.. tu org giler n psycho je akan buat camtu.. aku blom giler lagila.. pasal syaril ngan awek baru dia tu.. mana aku nk tau aper2.. aku jumpa sekali je.. g mam arr derang.. takde kene mengena ngan aku.. tine siall ni buat citer plak.. weh kandiaq.. kalo ko nk sangat kat syaril tu.. p jerla kat dia blk.. takyah nk buat2 citer buruk sal aku kat kawan2 dia.. in fact, dak2 aku kat damansara tu pun da tak larat nk dgr nama aku ko buruk2kan.. aku ok je sebab aku tak dgr.. tapi aku ada byk tinga kat sana.. jaga2 arr..

I was pissed off last nite.. dahla ngan allergic ni lagi.. siott je!!

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My POB students got Biostat presentation today.. Early in the morning they sms me to tell the venue n ask me to come n gv support.. Okla.. End up their presentation started late in the evening.. almost 4.15 baru start..wuteverla..

I was there a bit late, first group was presenting their findings.. my boys didn't come to see me yesterday so I don't know what actually they r goin to present.. tgkla nanti.. jgn buat malu aku sudah.. Biostatistic is covered by Br Ibrahim, Aloy n kak Aisyah.. so td 3-3 pun ada kat sana.. just them.. dulu when my batch were presenting our project, the dean was there, deputy dean, even current dean came on our presentation. But nowadays.. Im so sad to see the situation. Can't stay there lama2 coz I got stdnt nak jumpa pasal carry mark dia..

Hanan n d geng nk blanja makan.. ermm.. menarik gak tu.. siap nk blanja tgk citer 300.. menarik gak kot kuar ngan students ni.. hahaa..

erm.. Oni, sorryla tak dapat nk elak pelawaan ni. aku terpaksa gak kuar ngan students... hehe..

#STT - Syndrome takut tua..