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SOme ppl said, blog is like diary..
Some said, its a medium to express ur feeling,
Some said, its a medium to express ur opinion..
Some said, its a medium to express ur uneasiness..
Whatever ppl said, my blog is mine... so its up to me wut to write..
I didnt ask u guys to come over n read it..
U come uninvited...
If u don't like wut i wrote.. just get the hell out of here...

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Im feeling better this morning.. In fact I'm feeling great. Thanks for the long late nite call.. Really appreciate that.. I'm sad but I won't grief.. Ini ketentuan Allah n kita kene redha..

I was thinkin wut he said to me last nite..

"When u were down bcoz of syaril, God let u get close to several new frens.. which then bcome ur bestfren.. God didnt leave u alone.. He always by ur side.. whether u realise or not.. When u were down bcoz of ur close fren, God let u know another new frens.. which then support u n make ur life better n happy.. When things bcome complicated.. God sent u some1 who u can talk to.. who u can tell evrything.. a shoulder u can cry on.. HE never let u walk alone.. When u were down over several matters, God sent you him (RIP) to cheer u up. Though he's the one who should be cheered up.. He was dying n still he motivated you n now he's gone forever.. When he gone my dear, God didnt let you walk alone.. u still hv frens.. u still have me.. u still hv ur family, his (RIP) family.. Never let sadness get the control over you... " - Thanks abang.. Can't believe I got a long call from Japan..Love you..muahss

I called Dr Huzwah yesterday, telling her I dun feel like teaching yet. I wanna cancel the class for the whole week n perhaps for next week too. She was ok but she said, students only hv 3 more weeks left so i gotta finish evrything on time.. Thanks she's very understanding.. I'll try my best for the students..

Dr Raj called, ask when I'm coming back.. I said, I'm not sure.. perhaps on sunday but it is all depends.. I was about to tell him I'm quitting.. But then he sounds like so excited n wanted to see me as soon as I come back.. Seriously I don't hv strength yet... Media was all contaminated.. Henry already prepare some more.. the rest.. i dun wanna think about it yet..

"Iwan pesan, melia jangan nangis lagi. Arwah takmau pemergiannya ditangisi. Waktu arwah sakit pun dia dah pesan kat mummy n daddy.. redhakan dia pergi. Jadi Mummy kene tabah n mummy nk melia pun tabah macam kami.. Redhakan arwah.."
Aku jadi orang yg tak berperasaan.. No more tears..No more sobbing.. What left just the pray for him.Semoga ditempatkan bersama orang2 yg beriman...

#Aku perempuan.. n aku rasa lebih senang luahkan perasaan thru penulisan.. P'puan berjiwa lembut? Ada gak lelaki berjiwa lembut.. Rasanya cukupla aku drag kawan2 dlm kesedihan.. Thanks for listening.. thanks for the encourage.. thanks for the condolences.. So far takde plan lagi nk buat aper.. Once aku dah hbs syllabus kat Kuantan.. aku blk Klang.. n rehat dulu.. then aku pk aper aku nk buat lepas tu.. Rasanya macam kuantan tak sesuai tuk aku... :)