He left us.. forever..

I talked to him like for hours this evening. He went back to S’pore for CNY. His whole family went back. So kinda family gathering.. We had great time talking thru phone. I miss him very much..

I was busy ‘sms’ing yazi.. then got a call..no number.. but I can guess.. its him again.. I heard no sound but the blurry background sound. I didn’t think anything bad.. I was like laughing n ask him wats goin on…

I heard sobbing.. My heart dropped.. Its not the time yet.. he got another 3 months..

Mummy didn’t say a word.. but I do understand..

She sent me sms.. He passed away on 9.20pm (21/2/2007). He ask the whole family 2 gather during CNY so that they can spent the last moment with him..

Rest In Peace Mohd Izwan Haiqal Mohd Nordin..
May Allah put you with His lovers..

Al-Fatihah
Allah sayangkan dia lebih dari kita sayangkan dia.. Lebih baik dia pergi dari menanggung penderitaan lebih lama..

# I tot I was strong.. but I wasn’t.. God please give me strength…

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“Babe, bila u nk g bandung? Nak pesan barangla”
“Pesan guna air liur tak men ehh.. hahaha”
“Yer arr.. I pesan guna daun.. ok tak?”
“Yerla tu.. nak aper?”
“Nak pesan kain batik jawa.. orang kata kain batik jawa cantik.. Nanti kalo I ‘pergi’.. tutup guna kain yg u beli tu yer..”
“Ish aper merepek ni.. You gonna live for another 10 years..”
“Hehee..”

But he left me after 4 hours n 26 minutes. He left me forever.. He left us.. He left his family.. He left those ppl who love him..
Every single words in my mind.. remind me of him…

Dude, I miss you… It's hurt in here.. when u r gone..