Thanks for the memories..

a friendship slowly deteoriates.
a hand that pushes us apart.
i remember when you were the one, that i would turn to.
when nothing you had thought was wrong, we were the invincible ones.
thanks for the memories now that you're gone.
what the fuck should i think when you let everything get in your way ?
so much holds you down so much holds you back.
are you the same ?
maybe i've changed.
now we're stuck together, and our hatred grows stronger for each other.
and it tears me apart knowing you're fucked in the head, and everything is all for you,
and fuck me for caring and sticking around.
fuck you for holding me down.
we were the invincible ones.
what went wrong ?

# Heard this song last nite.. Quite a good one..

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Goin 2 c his (RIP) mom in a short while.. Even till now, I've no idea wut to say.. Perhaps, I'll end up crying in his mom arms.. Hopefully m strong enof to face this..

Mite goin to Kak Fida's wedding in d noon.. Not sure if m able to face ppl yet.. Spent da whole day ystd in my rum.. Even lunch, nurul sent it in.. I gotta get fresh air..

Should I get back to Kuantan?? I'm losin my mind...