Losing another kg..

Tgk jerawat aku besar gedabak tuh?? Kuar plak time nk kenduri hari tu.. Potong stim tul

I should be happy when losing so much weight at a very short time. Within 2 months, I've lost almost 10 kg. N within a week I lost another kg. My eating habit, as bad as usual. I take 3 course meals everyday. I eat at nite n go to sleep afterwards.

I went to c Dr but he said, nothing wrong about it. Hopefully its normal.Its nice to slim down a bit coz I can wear all the kebaya I couldn't wear b4 due to mu plumpy bodysize.. :p
But I wonder what makes me hd this drastically weight lost. I'm not dieting.. During ramadhan, perhaps I can loose few kg but I don't think it will be this much. Usually, I'll gain weight afta raya. But this year, it keeps dropping.

Talk to my fren, they said.. maybe due to work stress or personal matters. Well, work stress? It has been that way since I was with U*A. Now moving to U**M doesn't bring so much changes.. the stress is always there.. Just here in new working environment, I'm always so damn busy. But the thing is, I've 2 male assistants.. so y do I've to be stress out??

Personal matter may be the cause. Too much thinking use too much energy (perhaps) hehe..
SO do I hv to keep it up this way? or find solution? Having a long distance r'ship is not as easy as I had b4. If b4 I think. the long distance r'ship is the best r'ship I ever had... turn out for this time being I'm totally wrong. Deciding to hv such r'ship was the worst mistake ever made. I'm not young.. I'm old enof.. I'm old enof to be serious with life.. Even my bestfriend had her 3rd child already while me... still hang on this stupid r'ship.

Whatever it takes, I would prefer not to be skinny. At my ideal weight at the moment should be ok kot. Tp losing weight drastically should be something I should scared of.. huhuu