Guy.. a gay..

Its 3.48am, n m still typing.. reading.. to complete the last touch for this proposal. Im getting sick of it.. Looking at it some more will lead to vomit. I need a break..

Sometimes, life just isn't flow the way we wanted it to be. We mite expected one way but it happened the other way around. Some mite dying to get the chance but some got it easily n not serious about it. I mean it.. I mean everyword of it. It even happened to me.. So I know how it feels.. hehee

OK, back to the topic. As in previous entry I did mention about gay fren (a lil bit I guess). He such a great fren. A neat freak in fact.. well luckily he never jump into my car otherwise, it will take him a week to clean it up.. hehe.. Get to know this person when I started my study in UiTM. No, he's not student or lecturer. He's one of my cozin fren who actually doing some marketing strategy or something. Since we are in our way to learn about business, I need to meet some bunch of people, get the idea, learn the strategy n bla bla bla coz my cozin don't hv time for it. So I gotta do it (mcmla aku ni byk masa sangat kan..)

So thats the reason I met some of these ppl.. Knowing one will lead to many.. so thats what happenla kan.. First I get to know Miss Rina.. She's 40++ (not so sure the exact age), but a pround single lady. Nvr bother about not getting married (likewise.. huhu). According to her, life is for us to enjoy.. If it was fate that she'll live her life alone.. than she got to be happy with it. Owh.. I wish I would hv such strength to do so.. ;)

From her, I get to know one S'wakian guy. A nice one, nice looks n nice body too.. He had sixpack ok.. Not that I saw him naked, just that there was a time I met him at the gym n he was only in his shorts.. so sexy maa.. whatever compliments about nice guy will go to him. I would say, he's almost perfect. Maybe bcoz he looks at me as his friend's sista so I got kinda a very gentle treats.. hehe.. whateverla.. kan..but the important point here is, he's gay. When I first get to know about it, I was shock n I dun wanna see him for quite sometimes.. yela mau tak terkejut.. gilakk arrhh.. kalo bi kira bleh diterima lg la.. (lol) tp ni .. OMG

After few days, I think I've been overreacted about it.. lgpun I'm not a child.. nowadays benda tu sume normal. So I'm okay about it n he's like a brother to me. Getting close again means I'll get to know more of his gay friends which then make me realize...there are lotz of them.. Gosh..

I would say.. dahla lelaki dlm dunia ni da kurang.. ramai da kawen, yg bujang ramai kat pusat serenti, yg kat luar tu ramai yg da berpunya.. yg single plak gay..then what left?? What a life kan??

All kawan2 the abang, hensem2 belaka.. keje elok2 belaka.. but sayangnya..
Im a bit dissappointed la.. mak tak suker....

Apapun they treated me like a lil sista.. me likey.. so aku da kenal mcm2 jenis org.. mcm2.. so its like part of my life lessons..

Till then.. Have a nice day..
4.11am roger n out.