Leave me alone.. fer a while

"Takkan pernah habis air mataku
Bila ku ingat tentang dirimu
Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu
Mengapa sampai saat ini ku masih sendiri
Adakah disana kau rindu padaku
Meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin waktu berputar
Kan kutunggu dirimu …
Reff:
Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana
Tenanglah diriku dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi"

I got 2 tasks on due today. And as a lastminute girl, u should know how hard my day would be today rite? I came so early this morning, finishing what I should hv done yesterday and editing some more stuffs b4 I can print out n send it to the BOSS.

When I was sooooooo busy doing my things done, I got few calls one after another from these 2 persons who r nvr tired calling me though I did ignore their call sometimes or perhaps I did ask somebody to pick it up for me. I said politely ( as I'm nvr b sooo polite... hoohhoo) that I'm so busy and I'll talk to them later. When I said busy.. do spare me like few hours so that I can finish my job b4 I can hv a nice chitchat with u.. but these fella, I don't know if they got nothing to do or they hv so much money so they need to talk to some1, n call me up. I dun mind to talk if I'm free but I'm very BUSY ok? I dun even hv space to breath.. so spare me some space!!

Go n get gf ok so that u can call her anytime u want. I'm really having a bad day today.

Done with my first tasks, so I came up n try to finish the second task which I've no idea how am i gonna finish this thing. This proposal driving me crazy n I'm tired of it already. Some1 called n tell me he's going to Japan soon. Damn!! Evry1 is goin for holiday.. n I'm stucked doing this furtherstudythingy. Suddenly feel like all this thing is rubbish. I wanna hv a longgggggggggggggggggg nice holiday again.. :D

Nak ikut g Japan... huhuuuu....

Hurmm.. my second task takyah hantar today coz the BOSS is lupa.. yihhaa.. thats y I'm writing an entry for today.. wkakakaa..

Ok, done with this holiday thingy, erm tetibe je after kinda sometimes gak menyepi, si awek syaril buzz me. What the hell she wants from me lg ntah? Dia ni betul2 buat aku terindu blk kat balak dia tu.. hampehss sungguh.. dia cari pasal.. bukan salah aku k..

Hurmm (again)... nak tau aper citer?? OK, this silly girl tetiba je buzz me n ask me what syaril gv me when he was with me.. hmm previously on heroes... hahaha .. nola.. previously a fren told me tat this girl berlagak bout she getting something from the lovely bf. WHO CARES??

So I kind berlagak gakla.. ermm I'm telling her the truth which actually that fact hurts her even worst.. Ha.. sapa suh tanya.. dah sah sahla aku awek dia yg paling beruntung skali.. compare to the rest 3 yg terkenal tu kan.. siapa suruh tanya what he gv.. sah sahla ko nangis air mata darah coz he wont be that pemurah nowadays... huhuuu

I said.. adala he gv me some stuffs for b'day, annv, n whenever he get back from US. If I were her, I wont ask more.. tp dia nk tanya gak... ha amik ko.. berpinar biji mata bila dgr hadiah2 dari mamat tu tuk aku.. dah sah sahla aku wanita bertuah.. wakakkaa.. (mind with me.. I'm kinda trying to cheer myself up)

Last b'day present from hiM.. tp da kene campak ngan sorang mamat yg dengki kat aku..huhuu

3 years over relationship.. for sure la byk benda yg dah diberi and diterima.. tul tak?? hehee..
Nak buang sayang.. so I still hv those stuffs... aku tanya kat minah tu.. would u like to hv them?? hahaa.. terus takmo berckp ngan aku da.. tau takpe.. aku dala bz pagi td..

Tetiba aku semakin menyedari ke'setan'an aku ni da melampaui batas.. Demm!!

# Rasa ketensenan hidup as student smkn menebal.. I wanna break..