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They were discussing about some1 that I know. About how she got a playboy as a bf. In a way i feel pity for her especially when it happen to be her first love. But then, thinking of what I've been thru, whats the different with me? Well, u know the 'he will change' thingy.. ermm I heard it b4, in fact I'm sooooooooo used to it.

See, this is my 3rd entry for today. It's not bcoz I got nothing to do.. it's just I've done so much reading n understanding n extracting n typing n rephrasing. I'm damn tired n my brain is exhausted. The first entry was for cheer my self up, the second one was bcoz I'm soooooooo pissed off and the third one is bcoz suddenly this matter just pop up in my mind.

Not looking back to the past.. it just that sometime I wondering y is that I always get to know the wrong person.. y is that I always got into a person who has this 'I'll change' or 'I've change' or 'I'm different' claims or attitude.. urmm whatever.. it always happened to be that I'll always mix with wrong person..hehee.. but that's life rite? There's pro n cont when u r dealing with ppl. Anyway I'm glad that I know them.. Doesn't matter what happened there must b a reason.. cuma, I hope no 1 hv ever got as bad experience as I'm.

SOmetimes I wish this is all dream n when I wake up... some1 will call me as it used to be telling me that evrything is just fine n all I've been thru all this while is just a bad dream..

SUCI.... WAKE UP!!!