Lawakla kamu ni...

Real story with some 'edit'ing...

SMS

"Wah, no more call for me lately. Other guys keep calling but none from u. Good Luck anyway. Lets call it a day. :p"
"I'm dating with Izzie"
"Fine. Now we r through. O.V.E.R! Thanks 4 evrything"
"I'm going home. Dun rush on doing such a stupid decision like this."

Few minutes later...

"Hye. What's wrong babe?"
"Well, u hvn't call me. What? Askin me what's wrong?"
"So just bcoz I didn't call u wanna call it a day? It is all over? What is this?"
"Hurmm..."
"It is just bcoz I didn't call rite?"
Bla.. bla.. bla.. bla...
Bla.. bla.. bla.. bla...

"Think properly dear.."
"Hurm.."
"It's not over yet rite?"

After quite a long silent..

"Hahahhaaaa... how could u believe that its over? We haven't start it yet? How could it over?"
"Ha.. ha.."
"How do u feel?"
"Like eating rice!Why? what do u expect? Expecting me to say it's hurt? It's painful like hell?"
"Haha.. just wanna make u feel what others feel.."
"Let bygone be bygone.. dun bring it up.. forget it ok. Hv I ever bring up anything about ur past?"
"Hurmm..."


Just b4 went for a deep sleep.. an SMS coming..
" Don't do it again!"

Hahaaa.. lawakla kamu ni..

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Grandma getting worse. N that stupid bitch who claimed to be my aunty (this fuckin bitch should be killed long time ago) took all the money my grandma has. Now Mama gotta go back to bring the grandma to hospital n take care of her for quite sometimes..

Arghh.. again Mama left Papa.. it's gonna be a big topic in papa's family side. Sometimes I just wonder, can we just get married n get rid of these other family claimed like members.. Damn.. like they ever help if we needs help n now they r trying to create another stupid fucking problem.. can u just stay ur ass away from my family.. I'm starting to hate this so called big family thingy.. go to hell all of u bitches!! May all members of grandma's younger sista go to helllllllllll..........


# I'm pissed off... Sorry of my language..

Smack that

What? What? What?

I didn't go to campus yesterday. Spent the whole day in d house.. tak jejak tanah sampai ke mangrib. Hehee.. Then kuar jap looking for some stuffs.. n balik with empty hands.. sedeyy..

Watched House n Health channel on the noon.. its all about babies n pregnancy.. kinda excited lak tgk moms deliver their baby in water. Cool giler.. all the studies regarding baby.. still menarik.. I suka.. ermm rasa cam bila nk ada baby sendri ni.. ahakss..

Pagi ni, rasa cam need to talk to sum1.. so I did call sum1, tapi dia bz plak. Tgh2 rasa cam nk nangis dia putuskan talian..tut..tut..tut.. mengalir laju je airmata.. Benci.. bila da rasa ok skit.. jalan blk ke tpt asal. Tetiba ada call. Baru je send msg kutuk tak hingat dunia punya.. dahla org tgh tensen, boleh plak dia hang off. Bos dia masuk time aku call.. so dia call blk.. menangis gakla..

Aku kene kuat.. mana bleh skit2 nangis.. skit2 nangis.. benda kecik pun nk nangis.. yea.. aku kene kuat.. Asal nk nangis.. bukan amende pun kan.. benda da lepas da la.. takyah nk ingat lagi.. Dia pun da tak ingat da.. in fact dia tak tau pun aper yg aku rasa ni..

Thanks 2 YOU! For being there at these moments.. at these time which I need som1 badly..
"Engkau ada saat ku merasa tak ada daya.. Engkau datang dengan setangkai cinta tak termiliki.."

# Selamat Hari Guru to all Guru2 di dunia ini. Jasa kalian takkan terbalas.. Moga Allah merahmati kalian..