Sweet 26..

Last few days I was busy with wedding, now at the moment busy with midsem exam. Biasala, feel student kan, dah last2 minute baru nk sibuk amik tau pasal exam, baru berdering2 tepon aku, tak dan nak bernyawa. Lainla if aku ni fulltime teaching, tu lain cerita.. mmg akan ada slot to consult students. Masalahnya I'm cullee and part time lecturer je. So time weekdays nye as a cullee, I've my own responsible tp bila mana da asik bz layan tepon, dok expplain thru phone sms, email.. sudahnya keje aku pun tunggang langgang. I can't reach targer for today. Pastu I get mad and aku ngamuk2 kat lab.

Semalam lak, ada malaun bodoh nak mamp dok citer2 kat aku pasal Mr S. Yg sorang tu, aku tatau apsal tetiba nk citer, yg sorang lagi saja nk bakar2 aku kononnya. What the heck. Bodoh betul (srius malas nk layan this bimboo). Not one okay. Ada a few. Anyway, intipati cerita yg disampai sebijik and serupa. They met Mr S with a new girl at friend's wedding. N she's wearing hijab. Ok, so what is wrong with dat? Don't you guys got better things to do? GET A LIFE LA WOI!!!

I wasn't irritated to know Mr S having new girl coz he personally telling me. N I dun bother to ask pun. But what the hell yg the rest ni buat?? Don't you hv better things to do? Jaga tepi kain orang watper? Jaga tepi seluar sendri dahla. Jantan tp perangai cam betina. I was kinda emotional last nite sbb dah 2 hari tak tdo bcoz of the stupid wedding, pastu ngan student yg ganggu tak kira siang ke malam ke.. so kinda penat giler nk mam arr smlm tu. Sekalinya ada plak yg nak citer2 benda yg takde kaitan ngan aku.. Merasala kene laser aku smlm. Lama da rasanya tak laser melaser ni.. Rasakan ko. Selamaba je aku sound, dulu time Mr S tu berkepit ngan tine lain, time dia masih lagi sah bf aku, takde plak korang nk bitau2 aku. Masing2 sumer rahsia2, jaga rahsia kawan2. Skrg why bother nk citer bila aku dah takde paper. Tau plak diam.. So shut your *uc*ing mouth up OK!!

# Stress bcoz of the wedding.. yet, lets postpone the plan.. ya.. huh!