Sunday, May 18, 2008

Guru #1

I know its too late to write about Guru, Teacher, Cikgu.. but it is never too late for me..

Andainya ditetapkan 16 May adalah hari guru dan 2nd Sunday in May is Mother's Day.. but as for me everyday is Mother's Day, everyday is Father's day and I can say, everyday is Teacher's Day.. Hari yg ditetapkan hanyalah syarat supaya ada satu hari yg di tetapkan bagi every Mom, Dad and Teacher to celebrate.. Rite?? Tapi as for Mom's n Dad's Day, hari2 adalah hari ibu dan hari2 adalah hari bapa. Bukan hanya waktu hari ibu atau hari bapa, kami adik beradik berpeluk cium ngan ibubapa kami tapi hari2. Tak perlu tunggu hari khas spt hari ibu, hari lahir atau hari bapa untuk ucapkan betapa kami sayangkan mereka dan untuk peluk erat diri mereka. Adalah wajib for me to kiss n hug my parents b4 get off to work.Saying I love them is a must. So, everyday is Parent's Day!

Tapi Hari Guru, ni perkara yg berbeza. I'm not a good student back then. I don't know how to appreciate Cikgu, or Lecturer.. I'm bad in term of human relationship. Sorry.. But I respect them.

Just now, baca blog sorang cikgu.. Cikgu Jimi. Tgk few vclips pasal guru2 di pedalaman. Macam mana mereka mengharungi sungai, hutan belukar tuk sampai ke tempat mereka mengajar. Aku kagum. Aku kagum ngan guru2 yg sanggup dan cekal hadapi semua halangan. Syabas Cikgu!!

Dulu waktu sekolah rendah, aku ingat aku ada sorang cikgu dari Borneo. Tak sure dari Sabah atau Sarawak. Nama cikgu tu Abang Johan Abang Isa. Katanya dia orang kampung yg berasal dari pedalaman, tapi bila tgk gaya dan caranya aku rasa dia orang bandar. Jadi dia tak kekok mengajar di bandar cuma dia agak kekok mengajar budak semenanjung. Katanya, time tu adalah waktu practical. Selepas 3 bulan beberapa orang akan datang dan melihat cara cikgu tersebut mengajar. Kemudian akan ditentukan samada cikgu tu lulus atau tidak. Tapi yg pasti, cikgu Johan lulus sbb dia hensem giler.. Orang borneola katakan.. plak tu, muka dia muka orang kaya.. hehe

Ok, back to the topic. Aku baca blog Cikgu Jimi psl guru2 di pedalaman. Aku sangat kagum Bila tgk susah payah derang nk g mengajar, aku sampai menangis. Memangla aku sangat sensitiv... tp just bayangkan sorang cikgu ni, orang Islam.. dia bukan concern pasal susah payah dia nk g sekolah tu tp dia risaukan, andaikata dia mati kat situ, siapa yg nk sempurnakan mayat dia sbb orang2 kat situ sumer org Kristian. Meleleh2 air mata aku, sbb klinik terdekat 1 hari perjalanan naik bot. Aku rasa cam, pengorbanan yg terlalu tinggi.. tak dapat dibayar ngan wang ringgit. Aku cuma harap, kerajaan dapat bantu buat jalan tuk kawasan2 pedalaman camni..

Ermm malam ni mood tgh best nk writing, so perhaps aku akan buat draft entry for esok or the next few days, So takyah nk writing lagi later..


a red rose cheeks
a drop of tear to weep
reminds me of you.
a long side a sigh
a long side of cry

a soft summer rain, a smile that hides a pain
why should you be ashamed
cause in every life.
a little rain must fall

and you are my friend
charmingly sentimental brain
there�s truth behind a cry
and there�s a cry behind a lie
on every words that come out strong
just let them go and lets get along

on every grudge and every fight
i miss u all day and night
have you had your time off today
to bring a cup of tea and smile away

sometimes I wonder
will ever see you
without all your game plan
when all you have is
nothing but a pure bliss

i will wait that day
when you can find your way
out of this maze of love
and you can laugh
to see cries and lies
coz u know better than me
only the truth will set you free

there�s a truth behind a cry
and there�s a cry behind a lie
on every thought that come out wrong
just learn from it and please stay strong


on every grudge and every fight
i miss u all day and night
it�s not easy to understand
but you must hold on you stand

i know u know, u know i know

there�s a truth behind a cry
and there�s a cry behind a lie
on every thought that come out wrong
just learn from it and please stay strong

there�s a truth behind a cry
and there�s a cry behind a lie
there�s a hope on every fright
there�s a light on every night

Gula2 tuk hari ni..
" Dengarkanlah permintaan hati yang teraniaya sunyi
Dan berikanlah arti pada hidupku
Yang terhempas yang terlepas
Pelukanmu bersamamu dan tanpamu aku hilang selalu"

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