Weddings..

This weekend I supposed to attend 3 weddings but I've attended NONE. 2 were on saturday n the other was this afternoon. It was an honoured to be invited to friends wedding but it is beyond my will. I'm working on saturday and since I just started my part time work, it is impossible for me to cancel the class so I've to keep it going.

As for today, it was because family matters. The wedding is just around the corner so I've to find costumes for my parents n siblings. At least the family should wear the same color or pattern. I don't know, Mom wants it to be that way.. Me as a daugther just follow. Spentp almost 700 td. Ermm 700 for kain sahajork.. ok la kot ehh.. Its covered the whole family punya kain including dad n my 2 bro. Now, gotta to think on sewing cost plak. Nak tempah sorang2. For guys standard 70 one pair (baju n sluar), for jamil perhaps a bit lowerla. As for the girls, mau cecah ratus tuk sepasang. Pejam mata cucuk dinding lagila pasni.. huhuu..

Selama ni dok pk, if say I can earn >3k permonth mesti dah rasa kaya giler. Mesti can berpoya2 bagai nak rak. Pergi holiday every month is a must. Hohoho... But tu sumer bayangan aku je. Bila da dapat banyak tu, masih lagi tak cukup. Masih byk nk kene byr. Suddenly 3k is just not enof, in fact never enof. When I earn so much less than that, bleh la simpan sket n give parents sket. Now, I can't even go for shopping. Huhuuu.. Of course becoz of the wedding, I spent a lot especially for the family thingy but wondering takkanla till the end camni. Huhuuu

Bila start teaching ni, I let go my consultation work. Not all la, part of it. Tak larat. Teaching okla can cover some of the expenses. Dulu tak rasa sangat when I dun hv to pay car loan, maintenance. Just pk give parents sket n done. Now, u earn quite a lot, takkan nk bg 200 kan. At least cecah figure 5 gak. 2 person dah cecah 1k. Summore, the waja is my responsibility now. Dok umah, as ganti sewa rumah I pay for the bills. A month da cecah 500. I wonder, brapa agaknya my salary baru nk cukup tuk cover sumer2 ni. Rasanya naik lagi mesti byk lagi nk byar.

Tp takperla, at least my sis dun hv to ask parents for the money. They hv sister now. At least, Dad takyah pening pasal waja. He has a big daugther now. Now, I want my parents rasa they hv daugther. At least biar derang rasa berbaloi, they spent money tuk sekolahkan anak derang ni dulu. I was fully sponsored by PaMa. SO, I owe them a LOT.Better than paying back to PTPTipu. Huhuuu..

Okla, nk working out on hantaran sket. Again, I'm sorry to my friends yg I tak dapat attend the wedding.

Selamat Pengantin Baru to :

Nazrul Moin, Dr Zaireena n Pooja.
Semoga bahagia hinggat ke akhir hayat..