I'm a playgirl...

Disclaimer: Very harsh entry.. Just leave if u dun like it!

Borak sakan ngan Mr Ikmal td..
He told me that he met my x sumwhere in Setapak.
Since, my x is not only one (whateverla kan..) so I ask him which one.. coz I was sure that he wanna mention about Mr S, his x-schoolmate. But NO..
He said, "the brother of ur other x's housemate"..
I was stunned.. I was shocked.. It was true.. but the way he was putting the word was totally unexpected. He can simply say name coz he knows the fella well..

Is he really my x? WHo said so? I mean like, hv I ever mention he as my something something?? Dun bother.. just wasting time.. but how bad my image is clearly can be seen. :D
The truth is I never a good girl.. so stick with that.. Do u think, I gonna give a damn??
I know I've no power to stop whatever ppl think about it, thats their opinion. but still, Mr Ikmal, ur words really pointed straight to the heart. It is still bleeding and it is so damn hurt.

Doesn't matter what ppl wanna talk about me, wanna think about me..
If u wanna point me as a playgirl, go ahead.. I dun mind..
Well, if they definition of playgirl suits me well, than I would agree with it.. but define first what it is? But when, u yourself don't know amende tu.. just shut ur **** up.. OK??

If talking about guys, I've some experience with them. I mean from a very different perspective. if say, I'm having a noname relationship with a guy n at the same time, he's playing around on my back.. do I deserve to be cheated? Hell no! I'm not a good girl as I said earlier.

I can be friend of anyone.. I don't mind to be friend. So, is that one of the playgirl criteria?? There were only 4 important boyfriend in my life. One is dead. The other three, no longer wanna be friend (:p) Do u think, I'll be bothered?? Bak kata Mr Kaunselor "Kumbang bukan seekor" - another phrase which gonna put me in the playgirl based.. hehe..

# I dun give a damn ok.. say what u want.. mulut tempayan bkn bleh ttp.. Nway, even if I am, rasanya blm pernah lg minta duit derang to feed my f**king mouth! So u shut ur mouth up bi**ches...

* Nway, ini bukan bengang ngan Mr Ikmal. I'm ok with it.. takde mende pun, just few b***chess yg berlagak diva je yg pissed me off..