What about EidulFitri this year??

Too many to tell, too much to share, too late to hold back..
I've got like so many things to write but I dun feel like writing anything yet, up to last nite. I was about to write about my sis when I fell into a deep sleep after a long tired day on the first hari raya. Before that, let me wish you guys...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EIDULFITRI, MOHON MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.

Lets start one by one..

My youngest sis, EIKA..
She wasn't very well. She's very weak but we think it just bcoz she's rarely eat (too much on diet thingy I guess). Few days b4 raya, she fainted couple of times, which then worried my parents very much. All she can do just lay down n get all the food n other things brought to her. Wish she get well soon ehh.. After all, puasa comes to the end already, so u can start eating during daytime. Stop make ppl who loves you very much get so much worry over you.

Preparation Raya..
My Dad was really into transforming our house into a new house (hehee). The house was newly painted with several different colors. Even rooms were painted with purple, pink n the combination of 3 colors (pink, purple n blue). But the thing is, this raya preparation is too obvious. N ppl start asking if we are actually welcoming a new member.

I'm tired of such question already. Tak paham2 bahasa, if we say NO once, pahamla jela.. n takyah tanya2 dah.. aku tertekan giler.. damn!!

This year, semakin tertekan, the same question over n over from sedara mara.. My mom started to be a bit pushy about this.. keep asking, if I ever hv fren to come over during raya.. OMG! If only I can just run away from all this..

How am I going to tell mom that I no longer interested in marriage thingy. I dun hv trust left for a person called husband. I don't think I can committed in my marriage. Of course, there's a lot of good, loyal guys out there.. but I don't think I can find one. All this while, aku asik kenal ngan orang2 yg loves to flirt with girl. Tak pernah ada yg setia, kalo da bosan baru cari aku. Like aku ni aper je.

When I really into some1, mesti org tu akan cari yg lain.. find other girls.. bila da sorang2 baru nk cari aku blk. Whuttaheck?? Aku tak harapkan pun ada org nk amik aku buat bini.. coz most of guys are sucks.. should I repeat?? MOST of GUYS ok.. I'm not saying all.. if u think, u r good, then u r not included in the MOST of GUYS stat ok!!

If suddenly, ko rasa u heart me.. better just forget it, if u just one of the scumbag who will hurt my heart over n over. I'm just get enof of this..

Hmm.. laterla citer sal raya.. da takde mood..

Till then.. enjoy ur raya k!!