love is complicated..

Some1 is admiring me and I got to know about it. The thing is he is my fren n I dun wanna loose such a nice fren like him. But when things like this happened, it just make me feel like I don't wanna be friend with some1 who having personal interest on me. I don't wanna end up like what happened btw me n nuar. I lost my bestfren bcoz of this stupid reason. Well, this time it happen the same way too. I feel uncomfy about it n I've started to put a barrier in our relationship.

This is bullshit man! Do you think, its easy to have such relationship with some1 who's having bad relationship history? For me, its ok to hv friends treat u nice.. once or two is ok.. but more than that, I can smell something fishy.. just not good. I don't like it. If u wanna really b fren with me.. take it that way.. If u wanna more than that.. make sure U r not related with any of my past history.

Now, I don't feel comfortable. Especially when there are too many promoters for such particular person. Sorry guys.. my heart yet to be open to any guys. I'm just got it enof already and I can say.. most of your kind are suckss!! Sorry to say, but most of your kind are just jackass..

Senang citer... I'm just not ready yet...

#I'm losing my second bestfriend.. Damn!!