Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Salah ke?

Nway, Mama baru jer sampai KLIA just now. Nak catch flite kul 7.50am. May Mama, Dayah n Nenek nyer journey smooth jer sampai kampung. :D

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I talked to sum1 last nite which really pissed me off. Ala skrg ni sumer benda pun cam nak nyakitkan hati aku jer pun. But if i really bother what ppl will think, I'm gonna die broken hearted. So who fucking care what ppl mite say. But still as menyuarakan rasa ketidakpuasan hati..hehe aku nak gak tulis..biar bagi lepas skit sakit jiwa ni.. huhuu

Wut my life would be? How do I know? Nobody knows wut gonna happen in the future and if I'm really thinkin about it.. im just wasting time coz m not gonna know anything. So why bother. Me is like roses petal yg dah tertanggal dari kuntuman rose tu.. so it depends on where wind will bring it.. hehee.. so tgkla nanti, if let say aku ditakdirkan akan setel down kat Kuantan.. then at Kuantan I'll be. If aku settle down kat KL..so aku kat KL la. Kalo aku kawin ngan tyo..hehe.. then I'll be kat Jakarta.. Muahahahaaa.. (lantak arr..suka aku nak tulis aper!)

To be honest with u guys, sapa tak rasa gembira bila tgk kawan bahagia tapi jauh di sudut hati, ada rasa terkilan sebab kita tak dapat merasakan kebahagiaan macam orang dapat. Maybe ada hikmah yg terselindung tapi kita tak tau. Kalau ada pun orang nak ngan aku, bukan aku tolak sebab saja2 suka2 je. It's becoz aku rasa aku cam takleh nak go on ngan orang tu. Well, orang kata tak kenal maka tak cinta. The thing is, cinta aku satu and aku takleh nak kongsi2. Though its not worth me anything pun to hv cinta yg camtu. Who cares? As long as I'm happy.. Happy yg sementara? As I said b4.. who cares?? Mite never think up to the serius part of relationship coz for sure it won't reach that far pun.. but enof as m enjoyin my life :p

So ppl, would u mind to watch wut u said as m gonna go out wif any1 i wanted to. I won't bother wut ppl say as I take it as a piece of crap.. Hello.. its my life.. it's my fuckinglife. DUn bother to giving so called 'opinion' which actually just a piece of crap.

Benci bila orang suka2 jer nak cakap aper.. Macam tau sangat aku ni camne.. cam tau sangat orang2 keliling aku camne.. huhuu

# mata dah bengkak..camne nak g keje.. t cam tau jer aku tgh berduka cita.. uhuhuu





1 comment:

AnliZalein Cheah said...

hmmm alaa ci..org lain bukan rasa aper yg kita rasa....biarlaa kita saja yang tahu aper yg kita rasa...x guna kalau kita bercakap pada org yg x paham aper yg kita rasa...