When she says YES and her heart says NO

He's goin to Denmark tomorow morning with a morning flight of course. I won't be sending him to airport. He said no.. & I dont want too..

Went out last nite, he was late n I get mad. He asked me what would I want as for his punishment..being a 'bad' girl, I was jokingly said a beautiful pair of shoes and a nice handbag. He drove to Jusco n he bought me 2 pair of shoes.. hehe.. I said, it must be from Denmark.. He smile n said, wait for another 2 weeks.. hahaa.. well done for pretending as I'm enjoying his company while actually I don't really enjoy it..

Perhaps, the fact that I can get lotz of stuffs is more likely to be me.. Bad girl.. Sorry ..

Masters project is getting harder n even difficult n i started to hate it.. started to feel not like it.. n now I'm regretting myself doing this stupid decision.. hell with masters hell with study.. hell with all this research!! I need a break.. a long good break.. I'm going out of country for a week.. just to find my innerself.. hehee.. :p (mind me, I'm kinda losing my mind now!!)